IT WAS THE WIDOW'S FAULT
158.ASJ2 My love Indonesia
Now Yosi was in his room not a bath, but instead sat daydreaming facing out the window.
lamenting his own fate which is now being broken in his heart. After his struggle to love Arata, but instead betrayed. To be able to love Arata is not easy.
I could forget my ex-boyfriend after a year. It was also because Arata gave her a sense of comfort. But that was only a moment after he met his past. So Arata began to act cold and rarely went home. For months Yosi felt, in the end Yosi spied on Arata.
After all the evidence is gathered, Yosi acts to find her husband who prefers to go home to the apartment. With reason again there is business out of town.
Without feeling an hour Yosi was standing near the window of his room. It was because he felt sore feet, then he realized. If he had long daydreamed by that window.
Then he picked up a towel, then walked to the bathroom. He cleaned up what he had to do since then. But instead of daydreaming of her unfortunate fate it must be a young widow. But he was very grateful, because he who could not get pregnant. If she gets pregnant young when she discovers the betrayal of her ex-husband. I don't know what will happen to him and the fetus in his stomach.
She really could not if she was pregnant at that time. Now he knew what God had given him, which the obstetrician said he had no problem with. If she will not be able to live her new life, she is now a young widow.
It is not a matter of lack of wealth to support him and his son. But for the mental and future of his son who turned out to live without the figure of his father.
During the bathroom, Yosi daydreamed a lot so that the bath was up to an hour long. Because everything he does with slow movement and mind going nowhere.
After bathing Yosi was still in the room, willing to eat was not appetizing. Being all wrong if you do something, saturated want to go for a walk to clear your mind. Not yet understand this Yogyakarta region in addition to having no friends at all.
Yosi who bete it plays the radio that is already available in his room. What turned out to be the voice heard by him was a song that was right with him who was upset.
~BLOODLESS PAIN~
Honey, why are you
Leave me
Honey, why are you
You chose him
This is how it feels to be bleeding
I didn't think it was so great
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more because of you
Because of you I know
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more, not again
If I had never known God
Maybe this story will end but
I'm sad, God
He ruined me
I'm tired, God
He's my dzolim
Help me, God
This is how it feels to be bleeding
I didn't think it was so great
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more because of you
Because of you I know
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more, not again
That's how, oh it hurts not to bleed
I didn't think it was so great
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more because of you
Because of you I know
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more, not again
It's more painful
It's more painful
It hurts more, not again
"Pas is also with his author."😄😄😄
"Wah it turns out that Indonesia is diverse huh. From diverse food, religious music, to different languages. Is the best Indonesia.I became my love Indonesia." Yosi was excited after hearing the music. Because he doesn't just like his songs. He even feels comfortable with the country as well as the birthplace of his father.
Because he who was already feeling calm, finally came out of the room to ask for food at ART at his home.
"Well, what cooking is it today, I want to eat is already hungry." Speak with a tone that is still rigid in Indonesian.
Because with her papi, Yosi uses Japanese. But Mr. Yuda after the presence of Yosi in his house. He always uses Indonesian, with the aim that Yosi is familiar with Indonesian. Because all ART cannot speak English or Japanese.
"I cooked vegetable chicken soup, spicy sweet sour shrimp, and fried chicken. Please lady sit down, and wait a moment. Let me go to the kitchen to prepare the food." Answer mbok Win, ART asked Yosi.
"Okay mbok." Yosi said while giving his thumbs up on mbok Win.
While preparing the food, Mbok Win smiled. Because seeing his master's son was more cheerful than in previous days.
"This lady eats a lot so don't be thin and withered. Miss must be eager to keep walking towards the future. Because the future is still long, while the past has passed. We can only remember the beautiful, and the bad we make a lesson. Be assured that Allah will not give any evil, if no good will come. Eh sorry if I'm presumptuous, and might as well offend miss." He said to Yosi who was his young master.
"Yes, it's okay. I became sad calm, hearing the words mbok. So that could be a motivation for me. Oh yes tomorrow accompany me to the Mall yes mbok, here I have no friends." Take Yosi to mbok Win, while smiling sweetly.
"God willing, but what about my non-work?" mbok Win hesitated if he was invited out then his work.
"It will be easy to make it in another handle. And then let me tell papi, if tomorrow's special for me." Yosi replied, with a sweet smile.
"All right then I'll just go with how Miss is." Mbok Win.
"Okay, uh I want some more of this chicken soup." Say Yosi while offering an empty bowl.
"Well non, here I get it again." directly take the bowl and go to the kitchen to pick it up.
After she finished eating, Yosi returned to the room to pick up her cell phone. And go to the park next to the house, to pamper themselves while looking for information about the Mall that they will go to tomorrow. Not only that, he also looked for job vacancies at universities in Yogyakarta.
*****Connected......