KANAYA
49. Realised.
It did not feel like it had been three weeks lying in the hospital, that morning mama elva went into the room to see her son was asleep on the sofa because all night he was awake, mama Elva wiped Kanaya's body with a wet cloth to keep her daughter-in-law clean.
But mama elva was so surprised when she saw Kanaya move her fingers not only that kanaya also slowly opened her eyes.
Mama elva rushes to wake up zayn and also calls the doctor, not how long the doctor and also some nurses check the condition of kanaya while mama elva and zayn wait anxiously outside.
A few minutes later the doctor came out of the room and gave happy news to them, zayn immediately hugged his mom, “Thank God, mom was very happy to hear this news, thank you very much doc.”
“Then the patient still has to rest to recover his condition, so do not make the patient feel sad or stressed.”
“Good doc, can I see my wife?” ask zayn.
“Please mr.”
“Thank you doc, ma zayn into first yes,” mama elva nodded her head.
Zayn opened the door of the room slowly and approached Kanaya, who was closing her eyes.
Feeling someone coming kanaya look towards zayn then smile, zayn could not help but cry, “I miss you,” zayn kissed kanaya hand.
Kanaya just silently gazed towards zayn, “What is your head dizzy?” kanaya shakes.
“Good me go out first, happy rest baby,” zayn kissed the canaya forehead then he came out of the room sadly.
Seeing the look on his son's face mama elva also felt sad, “Give him time, no matter how your wife just woke up.”
After passing three days Kanaya was already in the room, since she realized kanaya was indeed more daydreaming while staring blankly at the wall, she was so sad to learn that her baby could not be saved.
Geck... Geck...
Hearing the knocking sound of Kanaya instantly wipe away his tears, zayn approached his wife while smiling with nesya.
“Hay, how are you?” ask nesya.
“Much better than yesterday,” kanaya forced her smile.
Even the presence of nesya can not make kanaya cheerful, “Thankfulah, brother here just want to know your news and brother is very happy when he heard that you are already human, then big brother saying yes.”
Kanaya smiled then nodded, of course seeing such a kanaya made them very sad since the kiss three days ago the smile on her face seemed to disappear.
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Days passed after the kanaya in check finally he was allowed to go home, zayn put dirty clothes into the bag, “Zayn,” call kanaya.
“Ya,”.
“Can I stay at the parlor for a few days?” zayn stopped his activities and looked at his wife.
“You haven't recovered yet, just later ya.”
“But zayn.”
Mama elva held onto zayn's shoulder then nodded, apparently zayn disagreed but finally she allowed it, “Alright, but I will accompany you.”
“Then mama went home first yes dear,” mama elva hugged her daughter-in-law that.
“Mama be careful yes,” kanaya said.
“Yes, you are also careful if you have reached mama yes,” kanaya nodded.
Zayn pushed the wheelchair out of the hospital, “You wait here I take the car first.”
Not long zayn came by his car, zayn approached the kanaya and held her to a seat in the chair.
Before leaving, Zayn called mother renatha first, after which zayn drove his car to the home.
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Mother Renatha welcomes the arrival of the two of them and then invites her to go inside, “Your room has been mundane, you rest.”
“Iya thank you.”
“Oh yes mother can kah mother accompany kanaya first, I want to take my phone in the car,” mother renatha nodded.
Zayn chose to sit on the terrace to see the children playing there, actually taking a mobile phone is the reason alone so that the kanaya can chat with the mother renatha.
In the room of the mother renatha staring at kanaya, “What are you thinking?” mother renatha clasped kanaya's hand.
“No mother.”
Mother Renatha smiled, “I have known you since you were a child and I also took care of you until adulthood, you think you can lie to mother?”
Kanaya directly hugged the mother renatha then she cried, “If by crying you can relieve your heart, then therefore cry but remember your condition as well.”
“Mother, I am so sad why when I open my eyes my child is no longer with me, why can't the doctor save my child?”
“God knows what is best for your son Kanaya, please let him dear do not let your sadness make him sad too.”
Kanaya did not say but her crying slightly subsided, “If you like this continue to be sad not only your child, but your husband and family as well.”
“Your husband must be hurt just like you but he hides all of it so you don't feel sad, you know since you were unconscious your husband never even went home he kept you company and even the small stool next to you was his bed every day.”
“Although everyone knows that he is very tired but he still works while keeping you going, do you know she doesn't even eat regularly every time you go there your mother-in-law is scolding zayn who hasn't eaten.”
Mother Renatha let go of Kanaya's embrace and wiped away her foster child's tears, “Don't make everyone worry, you know, mother knows this is very heavy for you but mother believes that you will get her replacement someday.”
“But mother,” looks so hesitant to say her.
“What's up?”
“No mother.”
“Alright, you just rest you must be tired,” mother renatha helps kanaya relax her body and envelop her kanaya.
Zayn wiped his tears and raised his head and smiled, “What do you think you've slept?” ask her.
“Yes, you also rest, surely you are also tired, right? Mother saw the children first yes,” said mother renatha.
Zayn nodded then he chose to lay down his body on the living room sofa not long before he fell asleep.
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“Zayn,” kanaya touching zayn's face makes the man wake up from his sleep.
“Do you need anything?” zayn asked as he woke up from his sleep.
Kanaya directly hugged zayn and cried, “I'm sorry zayn.”
“It's okay, you don't need to apologize to me.”
“Kanaya, I am also sad that God took our child but I am also grateful that He returned you to me.”
Kanaya further tightened her embrace while continuing to apologize, “I love you so much kanaya,” zayn kissed kanaya forehead while calming her.
After a few days in the home kanaya looks have improved even her smile has again adorned her lips although sometimes when she was alone kanaya still crying so remembered her child.
“What are you doing?” tanya Zayn sat next to his wife.
“Sedang saw them play.”
Zayn smiled, “Mama is already kangen with you, when do we go home?” ask zayn again.
“As of you only.”
“Do you still want to be here?”
“Ya, but we also have to go back right?”
Zayn nodded, “How about tomorrow, I feel good now anyway,” kanaya advice.
“You sure?” kanaya nodded and smiled.
The next day the two of them had returned home, mama elva hugged kanaya and rubbed her daughter-in-law's back, “How are you dear?”
“I'm good ma,” sahut kanaya smile.
“Thank God, yes you guys rest first.”
Zayn invites kanaya into the room, mama elva just silently look at the back of the child and her daughter-in-law who are away, she knows very well if kanaya is not okay as she said just now, she knows, because mama Elva also lost her first son.
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On the balcony of Kanaya's room sitting daydreaming, Zayn approached his wife while bringing food and a glass of water along with his medicine and he sat next to her.
“Eat first,” kanaya opens her mouth letting zayn feed her.
After the food runs out zayn put the plate and then give some medicine to drink later, “What is your wound still hurt?” ask zayn.
“Only a little pain.”
“Drink your medicine after it breaks.”
Kanaya put some medicine in her mouth and drank it, “If you need something you can tell me.”
When zayn was about to come out kanaya called her, “Zayn.”
“Ya, what's up?”
“Zayn, can I ask you something?” kanaya asked doubtfully.
“Ya of course, say what you want?”
“A-aku.”
“What's up? Why are you doubting like that?”
“I want you to remarry zayn,” his pinta.
Of course kanaya's strange request made zayn surprised, “A-what do you mean? Don't joke kanaya.”
Kanaya sobbed, “I can't give you a descendant of zayn, so I beg you to marry another woman!”
Zayn was so upset, “You better rest, it looks like you got stuck out from the impact.”
“Zayn I beg you!”
“Let's talk again if you feel calm.”
Zayn rushed out of the room, “Zayn,” called kanaya but zayn ignored her.
Zayn closed the door hard to make mama elva surprised, “What's zayn?” mama elva asked worriedly.
“Entah ma, like his impact on his head makes kanaya become strange I will ask him for a consultation tomorrow.”
“Indeed what did he do?”
“He spoke to me crying and asked me to remarry, I didn't understand what he was thinking until he asked for something I couldn't possibly do, or lest the doctor mistakenly treat his head then he becomes strange like that,” annoyed zayn.
“Maybe she is still hit hard for losing your baby dear, please don't be mad like this.”
“Now, I better get out for a minute.”
Mama elva sighed, “What else is this?” muttered.
Zayn drove his car out of the yard in annoyance, while in his room he laid his body on the bed crying.