Karma Durhaka's Wife
102. Acting with totality
"I'm just an ordinary human being who has no right to punish for your mistakes because there are more powerful people to do so. Remember this message, Princess!"
"One day you will be awakened by the reproof of God. Whether it's one year, two years, or five years, I'm sure you'll be rewarded for the bad deeds of the past because all the people in the world will be held accountable for their actions in the world."
By throwing his hands down, now Bagus turned to look at the figure of his son who was even asleep on the bed with a position holding his toy in the form of a Transformers robot.
Then he took a blanket to warm the body of his son who was fast asleep and made him feel very pity. He even now chooses to lie on the bed next to the boy to hug him.
'Forgive me, baby, because maybe soon you will be abandoned by your mother. I promise to give you the best, my children. Although you will never feel the affection of your mother again.'
'Because your mother would prefer that man over the three of us. I hope you'll be a strong boy, honey.'
Various kinds of worries are currently felt by Bagus when considering the fate of his household that can not be maintained anymore.
As soon as he saw the face of his son who looked very peaceful when he fell asleep, he intended to close his eyes.
However, his sense of hearing caught the voice of the nauseous Princess and signaled she was about to vomit, making him feel very pity, but as he turned around to ask, he said, it was too late because the Princess ran out of the room room and disappeared behind the door.
Indeed, he was aware that some pregnant women always experience some discomfort due to the increase in the hormones estrogen and progesterone.
One of the most noticeable effects of Princess is mood swings. A moment happy, suddenly sad, then so afraid and worried, then know-know crying.
He got out of bed and started walking towards the bathroom at the back, close to the kitchen.
"Is all this due to the hormone cortisol as well?
Although the hormone cortisol is not a pregnancy-specific hormone, it is related to psychological conditions."
"However, the hormone cortisol appears when a mother experiences stress, both yourself and others. I don't want the Princess to have negative stress, which can prove that the mother's cortisol levels are elevated during pregnancy, due to the distress experienced."
"I don't want it to be bad for the baby's lower birth weight, as well as things related to a shorter pregnancy period, or the risk of preterm birth."
"Actually I could not bear to see the Princess who was pregnant and very weak due to hormonal changes in her body, making pregnancy more difficult to live."
"However, hormonal changes are important for the maintenance of the baby in the womb. I should advise her to maintain the vitality of the body and think positively to reduce discomfort during pregnancy."
Nice now make warm tea for Princess as there is no pregnancy milk to consume. There was no way he could buy pregnant milk for his wife
pregnant the seed of another man for still not being able to forget the ingrained pain within him.
Although when seeing the Princess who was pale and always vomiting, it would definitely make her still not have the heart. As is currently done by Bagus when making warm tea for the Princess who still sounds vomiting in the bathroom.
Of course he remembered the first pregnancy of the Princess who was greeted with happiness by them. Even then, he obeyed whatever was asked by the Princess willingly borrow money here and there because he wanted to make the wife happy who was pregnant with the first child and complete the happiness of their household.
"I can't possibly forget those days, Princess. Unfortunately, you are no longer mine because your choice is with that man. Maybe if something bad happens to you later, will remember what I said is true," said Good with a soft voice and make him now hear the sound of the door being opened from inside the bathroom.
Sure enough, the figure of a woman who had come out with a pale face and did not turn to him at all because he chose to walk toward the room.
Good that opened his mouth to call the Princess to sit first and drink warm tea made, not so do it because thinking it would be better Princess to rest in the room.
He who now looked down at the glass containing his homemade tea, was wondering whether to give it to the Princess or not.
'Does he want to drink my tea? From the way the Princess saw me it was already so disgusted to me. What if he refused and threw this glass? If that's the case, what's happening, I'm getting humiliated and hurt.'
When Bagus was busy weighing whether to give his homemade tea to the Princess or not, a very different situation is felt by the figure of a woman who is on the middle bed lying down with a sloping position hugging the bolster.
Actually he had wanted to respond to the words Good who like cursing him would get a reply someday. Although he knew it, but did not like when everyone like to punish him.
Though he thought that after this he would focus on his household together with Arya and ask God for forgiveness for his mistakes.
He knew that God would grant forgiveness to all who sincerely regret their deeds and promised never to repeat their mistakes and sins again.
However, just now when he wanted to say such a thing, instead felt nausea and vomiting in the bathroom. After that, he was already very weak and had no power, as if his strength was now drained and immediately lay on the bed.
Now, he felt a very dizzy feeling in his head and made him choose to close his eyes. As he closed his eyes, he heard a knock on the door from outside.
"Daughter, I made you some warm tea. It will slightly increase your strength after drowning due to the effects of vomiting."
The princess, who had opened her eyelids, suddenly got an idea to get the man outside the room to lend her money.
'He never could see me sick. Looks like I have to act totality to make him feel more compassionate towards me. All right, act like you're a famous artist, Princess.'
The princess who was now acting in a weak voice when she answered Good's words.
"just enter. I can't walk to open the door."
The princess who had previously grabbed a blanket to cover her body, to make sure that she was currently very weak and a few moments later saw the door of her room open.
He could see the man who was carrying a glass of golden water walking over to him.
'When I am sorry, I can use it to borrow money, ' muttered the Princess who now saw Good put a glass on the nightstand on the left side of the bed.
To be continued...