Karma Durhaka's Wife
302. Going through destiny
The princess all night who could not sleep well after her son was invited home by one of the confidants, thinking about the state of Xander who for the first time did not sleep with her.
Though all this time always together and never separated, but now must be separated temporarily.
Early in the morning he was awake and remembered the foot that could not be moved. Feel the process of surgery long enough and the effects of sleeping pills are exhausted and feel pain in every corner of the body.
However, only the lower part of the body could not be moved until now and made him even more afraid of the bad possibilities that were on his mind.
Because of that concern, the Princess was already impatiently waiting for the doctor and wanted to ask about what really happened to her leg. Until after waiting long enough, had even gotten breakfast and was fed by Yeni.
Although it only ate a little and it was forced by Yeni to want to eat. The princess did not want to close her eyes because she hoped to meet the doctor who handled it.
Until the moment that will arrive and the Princess saw the nurse enter with a doctor and made him stare intensely at three people who walked closer.
At first he let the nurse check the tension and give a report to the doctor. Until a while later I couldn't wait to ask as soon as the man in white uniform opened his mouth.
"How do you feel, Madam? Are there any complaints that are being felt?" ask the doctor who is now looking at the patient in front.
"Actually what happened to my leg, Doctor? From last night could not be moved and asked the nurse answered must wait for an explanation from the doctor. Now tell me what the truth is!" The princess does not want to talk anymore when fear and worry are felt.
Even though from last night trying to think positively, still can not calm down until now and need certainty.
Silence for a few moments and make the Princess' feelings more raging because it understands if the doctor does not immediately answer, it means thinking about the right time and way to convey to her.
'Oh my God, my feet are fine, right? Am I unable to walk due to the effects of the accident?' The princess, who could only moan in her heart to express her grievances, was now awakened as soon as the doctor opened his voice.
"Is it feeling now?" ask the doctor who has directed a tool to lightly hit the patient's foot because he wants to make sure before doing a thorough intensive examination.
"It doesn't feel at all, Doctor. Even I can not move my legs even a little bit" said the Princess who now still sees the man in uniform hit the leg area again and more confident if something wrong happened.
"I've added strength, so still not feeling?"
The princess seemed to no longer be able to make a sound because it was stuck in the throat. Until a while later, his small world was destroyed for the umpteenth time.
"Because the impact is very hard on the legs when the car hits you, so it has a big impact to cause paralysis." The doctor paused the explanation for a moment to see the response of the patient who was still silent.
Finally proceed to provide understanding so that patients do not feel hit and assume what is experienced is the end of everything.
"We'll do an intensive examination to find out more about how severe it is and find out to cure your leg can walk again or not."
The princess felt instantly asphyxiated and thought the words of the doctor like a sharp spear wielding right at the heart.
His life is like ending now and of course thinking about how his fate will be in the future when he has to raise Xander alone.
"No! I can't be deformed! It's just all a dream!" the Princess shouted with a trembling and heart-wrenching voice.
"I don't want a disability, Doctor! Why is this still not felt?" The princess still has not stopped punching many times the legs with a face drenched in tears.
Meanwhile, the figure of a man who felt very sorry for the patient when he was very shocked to know the adverse effects of the accident, gave a code to the nurse to immediately give sedatives.
"You must calm down, madam. We will definitely strive to heal after a thorough intensive examination later." The doctor who has been used to seeing the reactions of patients if they experience bad things, is still trying to entertain.
However, the Princess did not believe the doctor at all because she thought she was giving false hope. "I don't want to be disabled for having to take care of my son, Doctor. We're just two."
"How can we survive if we are now disabled? My son is still small and can't possibly understand if having a mother is useless."
The princess was really very scared and thought that what happened to her was karma from past bad deeds, but never thought that it would continue unceasingly.
'Why did this trial not cease to befall my life? Will it stop when I die? Why didn't I just die in that accident and have to accept the fact that I can't walk anymore?'
'I'm tired, God. When I thought that Arya who cheated on me was a punishment for the bad deeds of betraying my husband, it turned out that until now it did not stop. Is it after I am deformed that I still have to accept karma again?'
The princess who had been soaked in tears and lamented her bad luck, did not stop decorating the room of the treatment room filled with the sound of her crying.
"Help me, Doctor. I want to walk again and not want to be disabled. I have a young son and I have to take care of him." The princess spoke in a hoarse voice as she currently felt not strong if she had to live with her handicapped condition.
'O Lord, forgive all my sins. I repented and realized my mistake. Will I live forever? How could I raise Xander alone with a deformed leg like this?'
All the misfortune that befell him was realized was a karma from his previous actions when betraying the sacred bond of marriage when he became the wife of Bagus Setiawan.
The princess is aware that regret always comes at the end and it is no use because it does not solve the problem at all. Eventually he chose to give up his entire life to God's destiny and serve all the punishment for his past deeds.
'Accept my repentance, Lord. I sincerely live all of Your destiny.'
TERM ...
Thank God today the novel Karma Istri Durhaka has finished.
Thank you to the readers who have been pleased to read the life journey of Princess Wardhani in the novel Karma Istri Durhaka.
However, do not worry because there is season two of the life story of Princess Wardhani and several other characters, such as Bagus Setiawan, Arya Mahesa, Amira Tan and others.
For my dear readers who want to know how the end of their story journey, can put on the reading rack, my new novel with the title "Love the Sinner" just published today and will be up every day.
Thank ye.