Karma Durhaka's Wife
146. Feelings of a child
People say the world is made of black and white. If anyone is rich, then there are those who have nothing to fill their hunger.
If there are those who are posh, there will also be those who are even reluctant to take pictures just because they consider their appearance too low to be immortalized.
If anyone has luck many times over, there will also be someone who is as hard as trying, just bad luck waiting in front of the face.
The world, he said, revolves like that. They are reciprocally and also opposite. On the one hand, it is able to make one understand each other.
However, there were many other sides that it could be used by people to knock each other down.
Compared to good things, bad things certainly dominate because they are practical and easy to do.
Especially if you have become white people, rich, beautiful, abundant in luck, then doing something rotten is not impossible to do.
It was good that Setiawan felt that the world was not so fair to him. The world is not just filled with the rich and the poor. In fact there are middle people who look the same as it looks.
Have everything in simple—no more and no less—but also not much profitable. There are more bitter sides than beautiful.
One of the bitter things is about his love story, his household with his wife, namely Princess Wardhani.
As a husband, he already felt that he had done everything for the Princess perfectly.
He always prioritized his wife in every way, giving her what she wanted without much protest. Even making sure that the Princess lives happily with him and always puts the woman ahead of herself at all times.
Always try to make sure that the relationship is okay. He also always asserted that there were no serious problems in his household.
But in fact, expectations are often not the same as reality, because what has always been thought ‘ok-baik’ only, turned out to be inversely proportional to reality.
Good to think, everything he gave to the Princess seemed far from perfect, proof that the wife could move to another heart and cheat on him without thinking twice.
The woman steadfastly wished for her love with a man who had everything.
It is true that the world will only be won by the rich. It's good to prove that now.
He who is nothing will not be able to expect much for a happy life.
Moreover, God is all about flipping through human feelings, which the Princess has been made one of his victims.
The woman could not keep her heart and love just for a Good. The princess had shared it with others without a second thought.
It was good to vent all his anger. It felt like he wanted to yell and curse at the woman who had done what he wanted and not think about his feelings at this moment, but what could he do other than accept everything with a free heart?
He is self-aware that the Princess has a very clear reason for all her actions.
The woman left because Good could not satisfy her, so chose to go and find a man who could give satisfaction that the husband could not give to her.
It sucks how she was made number two by a much loved woman.
When he wants to be angry, worry and pity first win his heart and common sense, so he really can not vent anything to the Princess.
It was all just about how her pride was being trampled on, but it couldn't fight back at all. Just for the reason of a huge love for the woman.
‘I am indeed a very stupid man because I want to accept a wife who has cheated on me. Even allowing my wife with her new husband to live in this rented even though it has been betrayed.'
'Indeed, it's true what people say, I'm a very stupid man, but they don't even know how much I feel for the Princess.'
'They never knew what memories we had together. I love him so much, so even the mistakes he made did not feel like I could make me throw him out of here.’
It was good to speak to his own heart, thinking of how much he had been fooled by love alone. It is true that love can make a person go crazy.
An example is he who has gone mad willingly to hurt himself to see his wife make out with her new husband in front of his own two eyes. It has been a day since the wedding of Princess and Arya happened.
Already since yesterday also they both live in a contract with permission from him alone.
It was strange, he was also unfamiliar with this kind of state of affairs, but had to endure it and still let everything flow just like that.
He would not have the heart to let the Princess stay under the bridge. Even more sad if you do not have a place to live and will be hanging on the streets there with her new husband.
It would be nice to feel stupid towards Arya, but she would not bear to let the Princess through all that. Instead of making the woman who is still his wife suffer out there, it is better to let her stay in the contract.
Again all the pity was present because of his love so great for the Princess, so he did not have the heart at all to make his wife miserable.
Though in hindsight, actually the one who suffered the most here was Good. He was the one who swallowed the most wounds in all his wife's treatment.
He must get the heartache for all the deeds of the Princess.
Good that must be willing to be said stupid by many neighbors just because it allows the wife and her new husband to live with her.
All of his thoughts crumbled as both of his ears caught the sound of crying from someone. He who had been thinking about his fate had also felt disturbed until the contents of his head became broken and made the man finally return to reality.
It was good to look to his left and find his crying son there. The man let out a long sigh before finally approaching his son.
“Gosh. I'm sorry I ignored you, honey. I'm too busy thinking, until I don't realize you're awake. I thought you were still sleeping, but it turned out to be awake.”
Nice now carrying the 3-year-old boy on his lap. He calmed the son who had suddenly awakened this early.
I usually wake up in the afternoon, but I don't know why it's early today.
It seems to know that his father is thinking badly.
Of course a child's feelings are very sharp and can understand how parents feel.
To be continued...