
Still in a position with sleep curled like a baby, the Princess stared blankly at the floor decorated by pillows and bolsters that had been thrown by her.
Because he expressed his frustration when Bagus did not want to borrow money from his half-brother as well as Arya who turned off the telephone connection unilaterally.
Actually, if you do not think about the pride of his half-brother who he thinks is very arrogant, making the Princess does not want to see the woman's face again.
Deep in his heart now, he secretly compared the two men present in his life from the past and the future.
'Arya is really very different from Bagus. He was more often angry and upset with me when I revealed what I felt to him. While Good, he never got angry when I scolded him. It's good to be much more patient when compared to Arya.'
Doubtful, maybe that was what the Princess was currently thinking about. Bagus Setiawan who became her husband for more than ten years. Remembering her good times when she had a very patient and loving husband. Never used violence against him.
"Good all this time was very good and never said rude to me when I was upset with him. He always seduced me, so as not to continue my anger and tried to make me forget the annoyance of him by giving small things like my favorite food."
"Only, for the past five years, has he been so weak and never satisfied me. Even I can never again feel the sensation of pleasure when making love to him that only lasts a few minutes."
"While I was young and thirsty for normal activities. I am tired of living poor forever. Would it be wrong for me to want my life to change?"
The returning daughter remembers her first encounter with Arya and instantly makes her fall in love with the man who is a descendant of the conglomerate.
"While Arya, when she met him, my life was really much more colorful and fun. Even I felt like I was back in my teens when I fell in love with her. Arya is a very handsome, sexy man and comes from a wealthy family."
"Even everything I want is on him. Perhaps to get a man like him, requires sacrifice and patience. So, I always have to be patient with Arya. Moreover, he was four years younger than me and forced me to act more mature.
At this time, he introspects at his mistake because he called and immediately got angry just because he heard Arya's voice that clearly sounded just waking up.
"I am guilty, indeed" said the Princess who is now aware of the mistake that has been made, so she chose to reach her mobile phone on the left where she lay.
Then again call the number of the lover and exhale a long breath while waiting for a sound from across the phone.
'I must apologize to him first so that he will no longer be angry with me.'
Then the Princess contacted Arya again and immediately heard a baritone voice from across the phone that sounded still angry at her.
"What else? Do you want to get angry again?"
The princess who was seen squeezing her clothes with her right hand while holding back from getting angry back at her.
Silent for a while, a man across the phone was thinking of something to answer the statements of the Princess.
"Isn't this the third child for you? You should have gotten used to it because you've felt it. You are like a woman who has never been pregnant," said Arya who now feels the attitude of the Princess is too excessive.
Moreover, he knew that the Princess was not a young woman or newlyweds who immediately became pregnant and had no experience.
Meanwhile, the Princess who was currently swallowing her saliva was rough because it was really as strong as her strength to restrain herself from getting angry back at Arya.
"Pregnant first trimester has never seen never had a child or had, Arya. All women feel tormented when pregnant young. It was all because of hormonal changes and it ended up affecting my body so much that it made me nauseous and vomit."
"Not to mention the stomach cramps I felt while vomiting and making me very sick."
The princess is now patiently explaining about pregnancy to the man across the phone. In fact, he felt like he was talking to a little child who knew nothing about the effects of a young pregnancy that always tormented him.
She is not the type of woman who is pregnant does not feel anything and can eat greedily without nausea and vomiting like one of her friends used to be in the village.
However, during her pregnancy she always felt tormented due to the effects of nausea, vomiting and stomach cramps. That is why she really wants Arya to know how she struggles to protect the seed inside her womb.
The princess who was now was very different from the one before because she was really very restraining herself from saying harsh words when angry at the man who seemed to ignore her circumstances.
In fact, he felt like he was turning into someone else when he was near Arya because he had to always refrain from being bad to the man who wanted to be the last port for him.
Of course it is very different when he is with Good because he always acts according to what he feels without holding back. Especially when angry, he was always seduced by Bagus so as not to continue for long.
"I called you because I wanted to say that I have a little money right now. Just enough for us to get married. I want you to also find a way out because we need a place to stay after marriage. We need money for our daily living expenses. Don't you have a brother or friend who can help you without your parents' knowledge?"
The princess was forced to say everything because she did not want to keep a secret that made her feel so dizzy that she did not find anyone willing to lend her money.
Until the answer across the phone made him round his eyes and his heart immediately beat very fast.
"Didn't I say yesterday that my parents told all my relatives and friends not to lend me money. I've been trying my best. Do you think I'm just sitting still and still sleeping like you said?"
"Please ask your husband to keep us in that house for a while. Although I really never thought of staying in your little rented, but in my opinion, it was the only way.Tell him that after I returned home, after I, will replace it twice as much for holding me."
To be continued...