Karma Durhaka's Wife
103. The wife's expression
The princess who had intended to act in totality in order to trick the figure of a man who was still not faced when she chose to kneel.
However, when remembering that it really needs the presence of Arya to pay attention to him when he was feeling his body weak when vomiting and accompanied by dizziness.
Finally, this is not an act that is shown because what happens is that he really hopes for help from the man who stands before him to help him.
"I'm sorry for betraying you, but none of this is possible without cause, right? I hope you can understand and help me by lending us money for our wedding."
The princess even now chooses to get rid of her pride by kissing the feet of the man who is still her husband and saying everything she wants to say, especially is borrowing money so that he can use it for the cost of a simple marriage with Arya.
Especially at this time Arya is still waiting for good news from him about when he got the money. Even the Princess's face was already flushed red and her eyes were filled with globes of sadness that represented what was currently being felt.
How not, he felt very sad when he currently had nothing. And so does the man she loves so much. Turned 180 degrees from a prince to be like a servant because he had no money at all when driven from home just for choosing him.
That is what makes him want to get married to Arya because he feels confident that the man who is willing to leave his property and parents and choose him, will forever love him.
The princess who had just revealed her plea with a position had already returned upright to look up at the face of the man who was currently still not opening his mouth.
Feeling worried if Bagus did not change his mind at all despite seeing him throw his pride by kneeling, and kissing the man's feet in order to be married to Arya.
Until when he heard the voice of the male baritone who sounded soft, as if he was holding a million sorrows due to his actions.
The princess can only express her apology in her heart because honestly she also feels guilty and compassion for the fate of the father of her two children.
"I'm actually also a normal human being who feels guilty and guilty for betraying you with Arya. Especially when you see your face that like to hold back crying because for a man it is very strange to do things that are often done by women when feeling sad by crying."
"I'm sorry for being so selfish for thinking about my own happiness by hurting you for not wanting to live a lifetime of suffering with you," said the Princess who is currently waiting for an answer from the man who a moment ago he kissed her feet.
Of course with anxious expectations and raging feelings while waiting for those thick lips to open and give her an answer.
On the other hand, Bagus, who had just been silent to see all the actions of the Princess, now chose to walk back two steps to avoid. Injured but bloodless, maybe that's what's happening to him right now.
She is devastated, and is said to be at the lowest point of her life because a much loved woman has been convinced she wants to leave him for another man without thinking about the feelings of her two children.
"Daughter, I'm asking you one more time to confirm my decision."
"Just ask, I will answer," said the Princess who from earlier still looked up to look at the figure of the man before her who looked at her with a difficult gaze to interpret and as if penetrating right in her heart, so that the guilt is more pronounced in the heart of the Princess.
However, she tries not to falter as her decision is already unanimous to marry a much loved man.
'My love for Arya is far greater than my love for you, which is now faded and gone, is not left.'
Meanwhile, Nice was currently feeling at a loss to decide what to do by him. Between angry, upset, sad, disappointed, as if becoming one and making it really very bad this time.
After seeing the Princess kissing her feet just for the sake of lending her money to be married to an affair, she realizes that there is no hope for her relationship with the mother of her two children.
However, he this time wanted to make sure not to regret the decision taken after hearing the answer from the Princess for the question to be asked.
"I'll really let you go if your answer makes me willing to ignore you again. Because once we're completely separated, I'll never see you again or talk to you."
"So, answer me honestly now! Do you really have the heart to leave our two children behind in order to marry that man? Is there not the slightest doubt in your heart when choosing to be with the father of that fetus you bear?"
The princess who was currently only biting her lower lip while thinking about the answer because she was afraid of mispronouncing, so Bagus would not want to lend her money.
"Of course I doubt it because it's also human. I am not a heartless devil. Besides, you know why I chose this path. If you want to admit my reasons for choosing this path, you must understand that love is never wrong."
"As the father said of this promise. He told his parents that love is never wrong because the wrong is the place. Love does not look at status because it always comes suddenly and also ...."
The princess did not continue her words because she realized that she was afraid if it happened to her.
'Love does not look at status because it always comes suddenly and also goes as it pleases. No ... Arya will always love me forever and will never turn away. Arya was even willing to leave behind anything just for the sake of being able to marry me.'
'He will never think of cheating on me or get bored of me, ' muttered the Princess who is currently strengthening her heart so that she does not hesitate on her decision.
The answer from the Princess managed to treat the gaping wound that was in the heart of Bagus. Although he felt deeply hurt by the betrayal committed by his wife, but at the very least, the woman who was the mother of his two children still remembered having offspring from him.
He thought that the instinctive mother would never disappear from the wife and made him feel a little relieved. Now he has made the unanimous decision to give money to the Princess.
"I'm not gonna lend you money."
Deliberately Good did not continue his words because he wanted to see what kind of Princess expression. He thought the Princess would be angry as usual for not lending money.
However, at this time what happened was that the woman with the position still resting on the cold floor was seen squeezing both sides of her clothes without opening her mouth to comment.
To be continued...