Let Me Go
Fear Feelings

     The days went on, after Dimas and Siska's wedding was done and went well, and three weeks after Aura and Doni's wedding, their show went well, too,their party in the title with luxury and invited famous businessmen, but this time Amira and Rangga did not want to be like his brothers, they had designed their own concept, want to make a simple marriage.

      "Why are you two, not afraid to charge a lot?" aura asked her sister-in-law.

    "If we don't have to think about costs, do we, Mira?" rangga asked for Amira's opinion.

    "Yes, our brothers are all rich people, ask for the same money they are Rangga dear." Answer Amira relax.

The two of them looked at the newlywed couple with their innocent pretentious faces.

    "This is if you're rich, you're making fields of money with both of them." Aura said as she put her mouth together.

Amira laughed at it." Brother Aura and brother Doni are not on that honeymoon, are they Siska?" ask Rangga.

   "We'll just love ya, after the same mas Dimas mbak Siska home." Replied Doni, taking a glance towards Aura who was sitting beside her.

    "Yes, we will, you also still have a lot of work in the office that can not be stayed so." Said Aura attentively. Mira continued to look at them with a fairly complicated view, Amira's own mind was also not focused at that time. Rangga who saw him immediately asked, what is the truth with Amira because he saw from earlier Amira was completely unfocused.

    "You're why Mira, you're okay, right?" ask Rangga.

     "I'm okay, I'm not feeling well anymore." Amira replied lying.

    "What's the feeling of body that's not good?" ask Aura who knows very well that Amira is lying.

    "So why don't you believe me?" he asked back.

    "Mir, don't hide everything itself, if there is something stuck in the heart ya in nonsense." Said Doni.

    "What does Doni say is true Mira, try to tell us what makes you feel bad.?" Ask Rangga, trying to make Amira release something that might be stuck in the mind of his future wife.

    "I'm not sure if our marriage will go well." Reveal Amira honestly, she actually wanted to cry at that time, of course she herself also did not know why she wanted to cry, cry and scream so loudly.

    "Why are you talking about that?" Rangga was actually also followed by worry, and his feelings also became unpleasant after hearing Amira's words.

    "Don't think and have a bad prejudice first, it is important that many pray so that God will facilitate all our affairs." Doni.

    "She heard that, Amira said your sister-in-law." Aura.

"Ah, you are indeed kind, wise, attentive and I am not wrong to choose you as my life companion, added a pity." Praise Aura while hugging her husband, she even acted kindly in front of Rangga and Amira, which made them almost vomit to see her. Amira who was feeling bad even more unpleasant when she saw Aura who spoiled in Doni's arms, even though they have been legally a husband and wife but do not need that anymore.

     "Mir, come out yuk! it feels like I'm going to throw up" Rangga asked, actually the guy was insinuating the couple in front of him.

     "I am too." Amira added, she clasped Rangga's hand and left Doni and Aura.

     "Huu..pilot aja envy" cibir Aura when his sister was out with Rangga, they then both laughed, apparently they were deliberately behaving like that in front of Amira, and they were just like that,so that Amira can forget her worry.

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    After delivering Amira to her mother's cake shop, Rangga immediately went to her office, she also still had a lot of work piled up on her desk, she said,especially lately he met with Amira too often, so all office affairs so that Anet ma'am takes care of him.

     "Is he pouting that Mir?" reprove momma.

     "Not a frown, yet another lazy smile." Answer Mira.

    "Mama, can you think of anything?"

Looking at Amira's face that began to look serious, Diandra began to focus on the girl.

    "Tok tok...!" a woman knocking on the door of her office building Diandra which was indeed left open just like that, made Amira and her mother both turn their heads.

     "Sorry ma'am interfered, here's our income list this month that I asked for.

   "Yes, thank you Syila." Said mom Diandra.

   "Sama-sama ma'am, if there is nothing else I'll excuse you first." Syila said with great courtesy.

    "Yes, please!" answer Mira's mother. Then they both continue the conversation that was delayed.

    "You want to do what Mama did.?"

  "Ma, if someone wants to get married, but his feelings are suddenly bad is it true that it's a bad sign?" ask Amira carefully.

    "Darling, do not be too carried feelings, it's all common, people who want to get married are so, fear of marriage fails, do not be afraid not to go according to the wishes of all it's just his mind." Answer ma'am Diandra.

   "But Amira's feelings are really not good, not comfortable, Amira herself also does not know how to explain everything." Said Amira, his eyes look sweet, his spirit is like lost.

    "Just leave everything the same God, for sure you must keep in mind if Rangga is your soul mate as far as he goes he will keep coming back to you."

     "Ma, why did Amira want to cry from earlier." Amira could not hold back her tears.

    "Hiks...!"

     "Hiks...!" it turned out that Amira was really crying, she was tired from holding him back even her chest felt tight, mother Diandra immediately changed her sitting position, and sat beside Amira to calm her child.

    "Already dong Mira, you make mama worried, stop crying!" pinta bu Diandra, even he himself was like he was going to cry.

    "Mira doesn't know why Mira can't stop crying" Amira replied between tears.

     "You sick?"

     "No, Amira is not sick, Amira just to remember Rangga continues, Amira loves her ma, and I don't want her to go" said Amira while shaking her head.

Ms. Diandra was increasingly clueless with Amira's words, she continued to cry and said fearfully, it seems Amira is really unwell at the moment, that's how the woman thought.

     "Mama...how if Amira really can't be with Rangga, I'm afraid ma, I've felt something like that before, it hurts so much." Bu Diandra could not say anything, he could only rub his son's back to calm him down, not knowing why Amira suddenly became like that.

     "Mr...!" exclaiming Aura he ran and almost hit the table in front of him.

    "What's wrong?" bu Diandra who was calming Mira was shocked when she heard Aura's cry.

While Amira did not care at all about the arrival of her brother, she was still crying in the arms of her mother, Aura knew that at that time Amira was upset so did not dare to say it, but she still had to say it anyway.

    "This is ma, Ra-Rangga k-accident." Saying Aura. Amira was very shocked made, her heart skipped a beat, now it was answered why her feelings were not good.

    "Mama... Stirrup." Mira came back crying, seeing that Aura immediately said. "He was okay, but the person he hit was quite badly injured and is now being taken to the hospital, Rangga told you to come there" Aura said.