Let Me Go
Meet Papa

"Papa did not expect to meet you here son, the next few years papa wait, papa always waiting for news from you, you have also moved from our house first." Mr. Aryo could not hold back his tears, the little daughter who had always been missed, now has grown up.

"You know for yourself, didn't you allow Amira to see you again?"

"Yes papa knows that, this is all also due to papa's selfish mistakes, papa who can not understand your mother's will." Reveal Mr. Aryo.

"If Amira may know, what happens until mom and dad get divorced.?" Ask Amira, a question she has always wanted to ask.

Mr. Aryo took a deep breath before finally telling a story.

"First, my grandfather you betrothed mama and papa, but we both did not want to, but because it was always forced, we also had no other choice, finally we were forced to marry, but we were forced to marry,even though at that time papa already had his own choice of women.

"Then you broke up with that woman, and married your mom?"

"Yes because we had to do it, we married without love, but we realized, we had to learn to accept the circumstances, and learn to accept each other. Time passes, and yet everyone feels that they can accept your mother, and after you are born, our lives feel happier. Until one day, papa again met the woman who once loved papa first, at that time he was still alone, not married"

"Because of that papa decided to part with mama?" amira asked impatiently, she cut off her papa talk.

"No... Papa is not like that, when you go home papa tells the incident to your mama, mama looks not responding, so papa thinks mama is not jealous at all, up to a while, for a while,papa often comes home because he has to work, but your mother does not believe, and accuses papa of cheating with his former father. Though many times papa explained that we do not have any relationship, other than as a business partner, until finally papa really did it, papa is no longer able to with your mother's attitude, papa tired."

"Amira had expected." He said with great disappointment.

"Papa's sorry Mira, because of papa's selfishness, you have to endure all this." Pinta the man, Amira glanced around him hoping the park visitors there immediately leave, because he wanted to scream as loud as possible at that moment.

    "Amira has to go right now."

    "Where are you going?" asked her father, when he saw Amira carrying a suitcase.

    "Amira wants to turn on her contract, so Amira is working in a company, Amira wants to live independently." The girl replied lying.

   "Oh... Thank goodness, it turns out you live well, you really are an adult son, you hope you are happy." Said Mr. Aryo he did not know that Amira had lied to him.

   "Amira pamit pa."

   "Amira, because now you have met with papa, so if you need anything do not hesitate to contact papa."

   "I don't want to disturb the happiness of others, but you already have a family of your own" Amira added one last time before she left. He just left, carrying with him a million memories, pain and pain in his heart, maybe this will be the last day he meets his father."

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    Amira was sitting at the stop, she felt her head was very dizzy, she had seen her friends several times and kept dodging, she was very weak at this time, her body was stiff, hard to move,these few days he drank only water, stopped from mosque to mosque to pray, and then left again with an uncertain purpose,if he is said to be tired of all this yes he is very tired, must end life, but it is not the right decision, life is a choice, he must survive his choice, God never tests a servant, God never tests a servant,beyond the limits of the ability of the servant himself, God knows he is capable of dealing with all this, so he tries to stay strong.

   He was unconscious, some people came to help him.

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     "Son, are you conscious?" asked a woman sitting next to him, he had been waiting for Amira ever since.

   "Where am I?" he was astonished when he saw the woman he did not know, his head still felt heavy.

  "You passed out, and I took you to this hospital." The woman explained.

   "Thank you for helping me ma'am, but I have to go now." Amira tried to get up to stand up, she could not linger there, she had no money, even though her body still felt weak.

   "You don't have to rush like that, don't think about the cost, all I've paid for, the doctor says you haven't eaten in a few days, this is why you fell unconscious,you must be really hungry right now, right." Said the woman gently.

   "Sorry mom, I have to...

   "Call me oma, I know you're so hungry, now eat this, and then talk again!" tell the woman without giving Mira a chance to finish her talk, Amira takes the packaged rice that the middle-aged woman gave her, and eats it voraciously, she is indeed very hungry,he never felt like this.

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   Elsewhere at the same time, Aura looked uneasy no matter what she thought.

   "You haven't slept yet, Ra?" tanya Dimas turned to sit on the side of his sister's bed.

  "I can't sleep Brother."

  "You remember Amira, right."

  "For what reason do I remember that girl, partly because of her carelessness as well I became a gini." Reply Aura was upset.

   "You don't have to lie to Ra, I know even if you don't like Mira, but you don't want her kicked out of the house either." Added again.

   "Let's go to sleep, brother better go!" Aura immediately covered her body with a blanket.

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  At the house of Bu Anet, Mira instead of being calm and happy, but her suffering increased again, working all day in the house made her energy drained, Bu Anet's house was not as big as her house despite having two floors. He was very tired, because he was the only one working in the house.

    "Have you stopped, is your job done? asked Bu Anet while Amira was unwind, while enjoying the breeze in the back garden.

   "It's the mistress." Amira replied, she still finds it difficult to call the woman a mistress, all her life, the girl never imagined herself to be a housekeeper, let alone if Jihan did not bring her here,surely now she's still out there, she actually wants to go with the oma, but the oma says that her daughter is in need of a housekeeper,if Mira wanted she could work there and earn money, and now she really is Art. Something he doesn't like but he has to do it.