Long Live Second Anzel
32. Jean sensitivity

"Face is the same eyes brother why, rich crying?" asked Jean.

Mika feels surprised by Jean's question, the attention of everyone around her is also on her.

While Allen could only hold back the words he wanted to say, he only wanted to know why Mika could be that sad after meeting the patient earlier.

"Owh, this was a glint je, so painful that it was red." Allen heard Mika say the same reason at the time he asked.

"Keep still sick not bang." Jean approached, on her tiptoes to see the state of Mika's iris.

"Udah did not papa ko Je, was already cleaned in help brother Allen" said Mika who stopped activities pretending to rub his eyes.

While Allen who was standing behind Mika could only sigh, because for what Mika always behaved well in front of her family.

Leaving Mika and Lavande's family, Dean's nursery is now sound asleep. The young man also looked calmer, for a while Rezka might be able to breathe a little relieved.

Rezka sat next to her youngest sister's cage, recalling the scene she had just witnessed where the young man who had saved her sister's life could calm Dean down with just a touch and a smile.

Rezka also recalled the face of another young man standing behind Mika, why she looked like him. Although his facial lines were much different, Rezka acknowledged the young man's resemblance to Anzel, the young man who had already made his sister's circumstances like this.

In her eyes, Anzel looked like a boy with a cute face and had a spoiled look. In contrast to the young man, Allen had a firm and cold facial line far from being cute, much less that Allen's sharp gaze could make one instantly look down in fear.

Rezka thought maybe he should investigate about Mika and the young man she was with.

"Fast to heal, deck, brother misses your cheerful laughter." said Rezka while gently stroking Dean's hair.

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The next day, Mika was allowed to go home later in the afternoon. He felt very happy because he could escape the boredom, because what he did at the hospital was just lying down and the original Mika was never diem because it had many activities such as work or something like that.

And now, Mika was sitting on the hospital garden chair. He's been sitting there for 1 hour, hoping to see Dean again. She was alone, because Jean and her brother were at school, the adult men were working in the office, while the women were cooking and preparing for Mika's return.

After waiting for quite a while, Mika smiled as she looked at the young man she was waiting for. But he felt a little surprised by the man who accompanied Dean, he was not Rezka but Gibran his adoptive father first.

Mika took a deep breath, she had to prepare her mentally. After all they will not realize that he is Anzel because now he lives in the body of Mika.

Dean walked closer and closer to her, Mika smiled as Dean looked at her with a twinkle. A little relieved because Mika could see the spirit of life in her eyes.

"Anzel.." call Dean as he runs up to Mika.

"Don't run deck.." Gibran said.

While Mika was holding back her tears from coming out, Mika missed that voice, a calm voice that always greeted and accompanied her while living as Anzel.

Again Dean hugged Mika suddenly, making them both fall down with a sitting position. Mika grimaced as her body became a cushion for Dean as they fell.

"Isn't papa?" Gibran approached Dean, clearly expressing his concern.

"oh, if you want to hug can slowly not. This is the second time I've been a Lo jatoh cushion." Mika cerocos because of pain in the back of her body.(like keceplosan use slang)

"Hehehe, I'm sorry Dean was so upset about it. That's why it's so excited." Gibran was stunned when he saw the laughter from the lips of his half-year-old son had disappeared.

"Yes, yes Mika knows. Now wake up first yes, yesterday I told you your body is heavy" said Mika.

"Oh yeah from yesterday we haven't met, right?" mika said that was awkward because it continued to be noticed by Gibran.

"Dean knows, you're Anzel. Adek lift brother equally papa." said Dean, managed to make Gibran like stabbed thousands of swords.

The man stared at his son, how Dean could think of others as Anzel. While Mika also held back tightness in the chest, imagining what had happened to the young man who he always called his brother when he was younger.

"Ye, you're wrong. My name is Mika not Anzel, and I'm the adopted granddaughter of Renata Aileen. Don't you just think? So let's acquaintance let you not wrong people" said Mika who covered her sad face with a smile.

"But,,"

"He's right deck, he's not Anzel. He and Anzel were different people dear." - Gibran cut off the speech of his son.

Dean's tears flowed, Mika could feel sadness in her eyes. Mika pulled Dean's skinny body in her arms, stroking gently and also her back.

"Sister don't cry continuously, the pain will not heal. Sister can think of Mika as a sister, but Mika can not possibly replace Anzel sister ya." said soft Mika.

Gibran stared in relief as his son's trembling body disappeared, he also saw how Mika gently wiped away the remaining tears on his son's cheeks.

"Well now, tell Mika. Whose sister's name?" Mika looked at the young man's face with a shady smile.

"Dean, Aldean Shanon Aditama."

"Sister's name is good, it would be more appropriate if Dean's brother's face is not sad rich gini." Mika tidied Dean's hair, he was a little tiptoe because Dean's height indeed exceeded him.

"Sit yuk kak, om also sat ya." Mika clasped Dean's hand and took him to sit in his park chair not far from them.

"Oh yes, sister, Mika will be able to get out of the hospital in the afternoon" said Mika who stared blankly in front.

"So Dean's sister also needs to heal quickly, who knows we'll see you later." continued Mika.

"Sister Dean knows, the past is indeed an experience that gives us life lessons but do not make the past an excuse to fall. A dead man's life is a destiny that God has determined, so we can't possibly dodge." Mika took a deep breath, then exhaled it.

"So, Brother Dean, don't ever blame yourself for the death of your brother's sister. Because maybe at this time Anzel again sad to see the state of Dean's brother like this from up there." said Mika.

Mika turned her head to the side, looking at Dean's face that was back in tears. He still endured the pain in his chest, as much as the impact of his death on Dean. Mika/Anzel increasingly feels regret for making Dean suffer, even though Dean is the one who has saved him from all the sufferers he experienced after escaping the torment of Dirham.

"When the deck is right, you should stop blaming yourself. You've made papa, bang Rey and bang Rezka sad. Look, your body just got so thin because you refused to eat." Gibran hugged his son's body from behind, kissing the child's hair.

"Now Brother Dean smiles yes, do not cry continuously. Mika returned to the room first yes, because it was late here." Mika wakes up from her seat, but again her hand is blocked by Dean.

"Are we going to see you again" said Dean, who was smiled back by Mika.

"If you will definitely meet again kok kak, Mika pamit ya do not forget to take care of health." Mika leaves Dean with her papa.

Mika persisted to not look back, she did not want Dean to see her cheeks wet with tears.

Mika said goodbye not because she wanted to go back to the room, but more because she could not hold back her tears anymore. His heart ached when he met his adoptive family first, but it was not denied that he also felt a deep longing. He was eager to feel a warm embrace from Gibran, even though he died in his hand but Mika understood very well the reason why his adoptive father took his life.

"She's Anzel's thigh, Dean can feel it. Although his face was different, but he was Anzel pah." said Dean when he was in Gibran's arms.

While Gibran can only calm his youngest child while staring at Mika's back that is getting away and disappeared behind the wall.