Long Live Second Anzel
Xaniel came back in a dream

A few days passed, Mika was allowed to go home from the hospital. He lay in the bed in Jean's room, tonight he will sleep with Jean because Lavande's youngest request cannot be denied.

"Abang ..." call Jean who is lying next to Mika in a spoiled tone.

"Yes Je," Mika briefly replied without turning to the child beside her.

"Don't hurt anymore." Jean sat her body down, bowing her sad face.

Mika looked at Jean's face closely, she smiled knotfully. Happy, because now you have someone who is always worried about you.

"Abang also does not want to hurt Je, but how else" said Mika gently, unconsciously she called herself with the name of brother.

"Daddy, papa and the others said that Dean wanted to do it. Jean didn't want a brother until why, Jean was afraid to bang." - Jean.

Mika senses a drop of water falling on her arm, she sees Jean crying. Mika raised her hand, gently rubbing Jean's cheeks to clean her tears.

"Jean, don't worry, nothing bad will happen again. Because now Mika has you." said Mika who sat down with her.

"Hiks, hiks.. Jean loves you, brother. Brother, don't stay with Jean, because Jean has a premonition that brother will stay with Jean. Jean doesn't want to bang." Jean hugs Mika's body tightly which is countered by Mika.

"Mika's not going anywhere, so Jean don't think weird. Mika promises never to stay Jean." Mika patted Jean on the back.

Jean was still maintaining her embrace, she was really afraid of losing the figure that could always calm her down. These days Jean has nightmares in her sleep, in her dreams she sees Mika walking away from her.

Until time passes, Jean falls asleep in Mika's arms. Somehow Mika did not even feel sleepy, the mind drifted back.

Mika thinks of her fate between two choices, confessing that she is a child kidnapped by Dirham or keeping everything secret about her past.

Mika tries to ask Xaniel, but somehow these few days she can not communicate with her body's alter ego. Xaniel seemed to disappear, because Xaniel was not usually silent when Mika was in danger.

Mika closed her eyes, trying to summon Xaniel in her heart. But there was still no answer, in the end drowsiness attacked him. Mika started to enter her dreamland.

Mika opened her eyes, she saw the white expanse unfolding indefinitely. Mika blinked confused, because she felt like she was sleeping in Jean's room.

Mika remembered, this white expanse is where Mika met with Xaniel for the first time, Mika circulated her gaze looking for a figure with the same appearance as her, namely Xaniel.

The young man sighed, he sat cross-legged as he could not find the figure he was looking for.

Mika who was already drifting in her mind was shocked when the figure she was looking for suddenly appeared before her, Xaniel who appeared like a ghost smiled at Mika.

"Where are you going, I'm calling you, why aren't you?" said Mika who was upset, she stood up while holding her chest.

"Why?? Did you miss me?" said Xaniel who laughed a little at Mika's annoyed behavior.

"Of course not, I don't miss you. All I need is Lo's advice, because I'm afraid of making a wrong decision so I want to ask you first Lo?" ketus Mica's.

"Don't be upset like that Anzel, you're not like your usual self. And again, since when do you need any advice from me. Don't you always make the best decisions, don't rely on me Anzel because I'm just a shadowy figure to you" Xaniel said.

"But for me Lo it is not a shadow, because actually this body belongs to Lo does not belong to me" said Mika who glanced at the end of her sentence.

"Well, if you really need advice I'll help. Tell me about your problem Anzel." Xaniel snapped his finger.

Suddenly a long chair appeared, a white expanse also turned into a meadow with colorful flowers.

Xaniel patted the right side of his chair, asking Mika to sit next to him. Mika who was still in a shocked state nodded, then sat down beside Xaniel.

"Maybe both, I have to deal with Dean going forward. I'd also like to ask Lo for advice, should I tell Lavande's family the truth or better keep quiet and keep everything a secret?" said Mika who looked down, looking at her feet.

"Your problem with Dean might be a little troublesome, it looks like Lavande's family or rather Dexter and his twins are starting to find out about Anzel who is the cause of Dean's depression. And it seems like they are starting to discover a lot of secrets, one of which is about Anzel" said Xaniel, who made Mika look at him in surprise.

"And it seems like it's only a matter of time until they figure out Anzel's true identity, can you imagine when Dexter and his twins found out you Anzel was the youngest child to die at the hands of Dirham and died at the hands of the Aditama family. Haha." Xaniel laughed out loud, while Mika shook her head.

"That can't be Xaniel, it won't happen.?" Mika stood holding onto Xaniel's shoulder, her eyes implied worry.

"You're still worried about them, the people who tortured you to death. Don't put your pity on them Anzel, just remember how they treated you rudely." Xaniel returned Anzel's gaze with a look of anger.

"Although, at least I also enjoy happiness even if only for a moment." said Mika, her tears slid on her cheeks.

"But that's not enough to pay for the heinous deeds they've done to you, even if you're guilty. But shouldn't they give you a second chance, just like I gave you a second chance" Xaniel said.

Xaniel has to convince Anzel to hate Dean and his family, she does not want Lavande's family to become doubtful of Mika's nature. Although Xaniel knew, he was too involved with Mika's present life.

"And can you just keep quiet, live your life as Mika and forget all your past including the fact that you're Dexter and Carolina's youngest child.?" xaniel continued which again made Mika look at him in surprise.

"Why?" ask Mika lirih.

"Because even if you acknowledge your true self, you will only make them hesitate to accept you as their child. Didn't they already think of you as a child themselves, so for what makes the situation complicated that will make them choose to stay away from you." said Xaniel.

Mika sat down in front of Xaniel, covering her face with her palms. His lips began to make a sobbing sound, Xaniel also saw the body of the young man before him tremble strongly as it held back the cry.

Xaniel flicked back his finger, the meadow and the nearby chair disappeared into the white expanse as before.

Xaniel lowered his body, pulling both hands of Anzel, who was used to cover his face. Xaniel stared at Anzel, then wiped away the remaining tears on her cheeks.

"Beautiful, aren't you a strong young man. It's for that reason that I chose you to control Mika's body, so stop crying. Accept your life now Anzel, live as Mika, only Mika. Never think of living as Anzel or as someone else, because your current life is a destiny you must live." said Xaniel.

Mika looked at Xaniel who was smiling shadyly at her, she felt calm. So like this Jean felt as she gave a shady look, a warmth enveloped the recesses of her heart.

"Thank you, Xaniel, thank you for everything. I promise I will live my life as Mika and forget my old life as Anzel, because Anzel is gone" Mika said in Xaniel's arms.

Xaniel smiled, he stroked Anzel's back gently. But over time the smile changed like a sneer, Xaniel looked like she was planning something.

Mika felt her body in the shaking of someone, she opened her eyes slowly. While opening her eyes, Mika saw Jean who was looking at her worriedly.

"Don't papa, does anyone get sick again why sleep crying?" said Jean who looked very worried.

Mika sat down her body, rubbing her already wet face. He did not expect the cries in his dreams to be carried away to the real world.

"When I don't know Jean, I had a dream to meet my grandmother and cry not to go to the real world like her" Mika said with a smile after finishing cleaning the rest of her tears.

"Mika kangen same grandmother, about papa same daddy Jean permitin Mika not yes if Mika ask permission to make a pilgrimage to the grave of grandmother?" ask Mika to Jean

"Will you go to the tomb?" ask Jean back who was immediately embraced by Mika.

"If so let Jean who asked for permission bang, certainly permission" said Jean full of confidence.

Mika is always made to smile when looking at Jean's childish behavior, Mika is no longer uncomfortable because now she feels very comfortable with Jean's behavior which she thinks is very funny.