Long Live Second Anzel
The truth Mika must know

Mika opened her eyes slowly, she found herself waking up in a white place along the eye. For the second time he woke up in his subconscious, he sat himself down and looked around.

Until her reflection is plastered near her, she sees the figure of Xaniel (the real Mika soul) sitting next to her but somehow since when.

"You awake? Did you sleep well?" xaniel asked in his flat tone, his gaze straight ahead.

"Why did I wake up in this place again, did something happen to our bodies?" ask Mika/Anzel back, ignoring the question of Xaniel that she considers to be the real Mika.

"Our bodies are fine, you fainted. That's why we can meet again, I know there must be a lot of questions you want to ask me." said Xaniel, looking at Anzel with a smile.

"Regarding my face when I was alive as Anzel, I just saw it when I was in Dean's room. Do you know something, I somehow feel that the face is a little similar to someone" Mika said in a serious tone.

"Regarding the memory of your face and your old life, I don't know. Maybe it's the payment you have to exchange for your second life. Are you curious about all that?" xaniel said, I don't know what plan he was thinking because without Mika realize Xaniel smiled slanted.

"Hmm, I'm pretty curious about all the things I've been through. Somehow it feels like something is stuck, if Lo knows something I hope you can tell me" said Mika while nodding.

"I know all about Anzel."

Mika was surprised when she heard Xaniel's words, she stared fixedly at the face of someone who was like a mirror reflection to her.

"But can you accept everything, and accept your situation later when you know everything.?" Xaniel returned Mika's serious-looking gaze.

"Do you remember the man named Dirham?" ask Xaniel.

"Of course, he was my foster father before I met the Dean family. Although Dirham's father never treated like a child" said Mika who was surprised at the beginning but sounded soft when ending his sentence.

"Do you know why Dirham always tortured you?" Xaniel asked again.

"Dad said because I was the son of someone who had taken away his happiness." - Mika/Anzel.

"Yes and the family that has taken away her happiness is Lavande's family. And Anzel is actually the youngest child of Dexter and Carolina who was kidnapped shortly after birth, you are the youngest of their 3 twins."

Mika felt like she was struck by lightning when she heard the explanation coming out of Xaniel's mouth, Mika shook her head noisily.

"And unfortunately Dirham died in your hands 2 months ago, even though I actually killed him using your body." continued Xaniel who made Mika's tears escape from her eyes.

"Lo killed dad, but why?" mika said softly, the neck felt like it was suffocating after hearing every word that came out of Xaniel's mouth.

"Because he came back to destroy the happiness of Lavande's family, in kidnapping Jean. You remember what happened in her school shed that day, when you were critical I took over our bodies to save Jean from Dirham. And by force, I killed him back then" said Xaniel.

"Lo serious with the words Lo right, do not lie gw or nipu gw?" said Mika who still could not believe Xaniel's words.

"I'm serious, that's all the truth I know. And even if you know everything, you won't be able to be a part of the Lavande family. Because now you live in Mika's body as Mika, not in Anzel's body. Because Anzel is gone, Gibran's papa Dean is right." Xaniel.

"Where do you know all that?" mika asked who was surprised by Xaniel who knew of her old life.

"I know everything Anzel, and now Dean is depressed and obsessed with you. Just so you know, Dean wasn't obsessed with making you his family, but he wanted to torture you to the point of being content to vent his revenge on you when he caught your attention." Xaniel stood before Mika.

"Why did you do all that for me, real Mika?" ask Anzel.

"Because I need your soul, and again maybe I better tell you the truth. I'm not the real Mika, I'm Mika's Xaniel alter ego" said Xaniel, crouching in front of a confused looking Anzel.

"Xaniel, alter ego. What do you mean, then where's Mika's real soul?" asked Anzel who was getting confused.

"The real soul of Mika is dead, but I don't want to disappear from this world so I draw your soul when you die at Gibran's hands. Since I was just a personality that emerged as a result of the trauma that the original Mika had experienced, I was just a shadow of her soul. I hope you can accept all my explanations." said Xaniel then stood back to Anzel who was still sitting sad.

"You can't go back to your original family Anzel, because you're dead it's a reality you have to accept. Can't you still love them even as foster kids, enjoy your life and be careful of Dean and his family. Since all of these problems are not going to end yet, it's possible that I will have to intervene if the conditions can't be controlled anymore."

Mika just silently digested all of Xaniel's words, everything felt confusing to her. Moreover, the fact that he is a twin brother and Allen and Gallen, is very difficult to accept by reason.

"Now go, live your life well Mika. Because I love all the sensations that come from what your heart feels."

Xaniel stuck his index finger on Mika's forehead, suddenly a very dazzling light appeared before him. Coinciding with his eyes open, the view of his room he saw.

Mika felt wet on the edge of her eyes, it seemed like she was asleep while crying. Looking to the right of her bed, Mika saw Allen sleeping beside her.

Mika tilted her body, making her able to stare at Allen's peaceful face. Her tears came back out, along with a feeling of tightness in her chest.

Mika wants to touch Allen's face, but the pain in her shoulder makes her resigned by just staring at the face of the brother.

Mika started sobbing, she could not help her sadness and longing anymore. Mika wants to hug Allen and says she is Khallen, her twin sister. But Mika can not do this, because the fact is now that he lives in the body of Mika and Anzel or Khallen is dead

Allen felt disturbed by the sobs of Mika's cries heard by him, Allen opened his eyes to find Mika who was crying in front of him.

"Lo why don't you, is anyone sick?" Allen sat down his body, while looking at Mika's still sobbing face.

Mika shook her head weakly, she just kept quiet because she did not know what to say to Allen.

Mika squeezed her blanket, her chest hurt because of the reality she had just received. Allen became panicked, he pulled Mika's body. Hugging the young man's trembling body, trying to calm him down.

Mika returned Allen's embrace, honestly she missed her family very much first. When he lived as Anzel and became a prisoner of Dirham, he once thought why his family never tried to save him.

"Lo why ka? Don't confuse me this way." said Allen frustratedly, but he didn't let go of his hug on Mika.

Somehow he felt sad to see the condition of Mika who he always considered a stranger, Allen also felt a longing far in one corner of his heart.

Satisfied with crying, Mika who felt tired and sick in her body fell back asleep in Allen's arms.

Allen carefully laid Mika's body, clearing the tears on her face. Allen sighed, a worried look clearly visible on his face.

The question in his mind right now was what actually happened to Mika, what had to do with Dean. If so, what Dean had done to Mika to make her fall like this.

Allen will find out, he must know all about Mika. Allen felt he had to protect the boy in front of him, because Mika had made him pour out his feelings.