Love After Regret
A heart that is impossible to have

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Yuna's car is parked in front of her luxury restaurant. Yuna is a young entrepreneur who is quite successful in establishing several businesses such as restaurants, boutiques, salons and other marketing services.

"Come," Yuna held Leona's hand. "After eating we have to go to the hospital" Yuna said. He's nagging along the memory lane.

"Yun," Leona's tenacious hand held her best friend's hand. "I'm afraid of syringes. Anytime yes. I'm okay, I'm just tired. Fatigue period should be taken to all doctors," said Leona reasoned. Anyway he'll pull out all his mainstay moves so Yuna doesn't take him to the hospital.

Yuna snorted in annoyance. He looked at Leona's beard. Leona, if her wishes aren't fulfilled, she won't stop yanking like a child.

"If you're why-why how?" yuna asked annoyed

"And I told you. I'm fine, my dear Yuna," while pulling the two cheeks of her best friend.

Yuna cringed in pain. "Awww, Leona's sick. You are yes.." Yuna grumbled while brushing Leona's hand that pinched her two cheeks.

"Hehe's done you're making a gaunt, Yun. It's beautiful, kind, but it's a pity that doesn't sell," Leona poked with a big laugh.

Yuna throbbed annoyed. "Yes, yes, married people always like this eternal singles style" said Yuna quipped. "Here we go." He pulled Leona's hand again.

The two women entered while chatting with jokes and laughter. Leona and Yuna are best friends. The two have been friends since childhood until now. It's just that Yuna is not married yet may not have gotten her heart patch.

"Yun, how ka_" Leona steps immediately stopped when she sees someone she is so familiar with.

"Ka ap_" so does Yuna

Pedro and Tasya had lunch together. The two looked friendly while bribing each other.

Leona noticed Pedro who was focusing on wiping Tasya's lips where her food was stuck. Somehow his chest again feels pierced by thousands of needles that make it hollow and bleed in each hole. Leona, never saw Pedro that happy when he was with him. But look at how bright her husband's face was when feeding the woman he loved.

Leona knew loving Pedro was an impossibility because the man did not look at her at all. It was unfortunate for him to be able to make the man accept his love. On the other hand, he was never really ready to release Pedro for Tasya. Deep down in Leona's heart, her husband was the most perfect creation she had ever seen in her entire life. Although all this time the man always looked at him one eye. And it was always a pain disguised by Leona. He sometimes has to be a stranger to his own feelings.

Pedro's heart is a precious treasure that Leona would never have. But can he be a little selfish forcing the man to love him? Like Leona loves Pedro? Is it possible that this happened? While in the eyes of the man there was only one lover, Tasya.

"Requally outrageous!" yuna's wrath was about to approach Pedro and Tasya.

Leona clasped her best friend's hand and held Yuna. "No need, Yun," stop it. Leona's cheeks were hot, her eyes started to blur and it was certain that after this she would cry again

"I know, but it's free. He won't see me here. That would make him hate me even more" Leona said. Yeah, being angry isn't gonna make her husband love her, is it? So for what?

"Come Yun. I'm hungry," Leona asked.

Leona stepped leaving her gaze on Pedro. He couldn't convince himself that his heart would be fine after this. Hasn't his heart always been hurt? It was all wrong to force the man to endure, hoping that the love in his heart could reach the sense he held high for Pedro. As she believes true love will approach her and she wants that love is Pedro, her husband. But it seems slowly that Leona must learn to be self-conscious so as not to force a love that does not want to have her.

"Let's just eat in my room." Yuna pulled Leona's hand into her room.

Leona was sitting limp on the sofa with tears already running down her cheeks. Her cries were inaudible, only tears showed that now she was truly heartbroken.

'Pedro, now I realize that your heart can't have. After this I will learn to let you go with Tasya. Sorry Pedro if I give up, I'm an ordinary woman. I was afraid slowly my heart went numb. And can't feel anything, Leona's inner

"Leona."

Yuna grabbed the body of her best friend. She felt the same pain as Leona did. It's been a lot and how many times Yuna has asked Leona to let Pedro go. But Leona still insists on maintaining her domestic relationship.

"cry. I know you're hurt. I know being you is not easy. Giving up is not a good way. But you don't have to force yourself to love that you can't possibly have" Yuna rubbed her best friend's back. He also shed tears at how fragile Leona was.

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx, hyx,"

Leona's cry broke even more in Yuna's embrace. She wrapped her arms around Yuna's body with a tight hug. Crying with a heart-wrenching sob.

Did you know that it hurts more than a person? Imagine a time when someone you love. He is next to you and with you. However, his heart was never really yours.

So was his thing with Leona. Maybe she was the wife of the man she loved, Pedro. But Pedro's heart never felt how much love he had for him. It is precisely the wounds and inner torment that Leona gets during the interweaving of household life with Pedro.

"Hiks hyks hyks. I'm not strong. I can't afford it, Yuna. I want to give up. Me, I want to get away from here. I want to go" he said, expressing his feelings.

"How many times have I said, give up. One day you will find your happiness, Leona," Yuna said.

Although Leona tried sincerely to love Pedro with his cold attitude. Leona is still an ordinary woman. He is not an angel who is said to be so powerful. Nor is it the woman whose patience cannot be exhausted. Today the broken heart is getting worse. Everything feels stifling. Leona tried to make herself peaceful. He still hopes Pedro can open his heart to him. There were no other women among them. There is no Tasya.

But when I saw the scene directly. Leona began to become self-aware. That she is not the woman wanted by her husband, she should realize from the first not after being hurt just said she wanted to give up.

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