Love After Regret
The heart you want

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Leona sat down at the dinner table for breakfast while waiting for Yuna. Today he will do a re-examination before the next chemotherapy.

Today, both parents will return to Indonesia. And Leona will discuss her divorce with Pedro. It's enough to get here. He can't stand his heart in polygamy. But he has a heart. His heart would hurt if it was treated unfairly like this.

Pedro and Tasya also headed for the dining table. Tasya smiled cunningly. With the sweetness of Tasya hugging Pedro's arm, he wants to show Leona that Pedro is his and no one can snatch the man from his arms.

"For Leona" said Pedro, forcing a smile. To be honest he was uncomfortable as Tasya hugged his arm like this.

Leona raised her gaze. He looked at Tasya who hugged Pedro's arm, as if indicating that Pedro was his that could not be touched by anyone.

"Morning," replied Leona. His appetite suddenly disappeared.

Pedro and Tasya sat on the chair and had breakfast with Leona.

"Honey, let me spread the bread yaa," said Tasya spoiled while taking two loaves of bread.

"No need Tasya, I can do it myself" Pedro refused unkindly.

"It's okay, dear" Tasya smiled. Tasya began to be irritated by Pedro's suddenly cold attitude towards him. Usually this guy will behave spoiled.

Leona realized how pitiful she was. Love someone who doesn't love him at all. He thought he could slowly melt Pedro's heart. He knew that Pedro's heart would never belong to him. Pedro was not created for him and Leona had to swallow a bitter pill that the love she had been fighting for did not want to have her.

"Na," call Pedro.

"Yes," the woman kept smiling despite her grievous heart. "Why?" ask Leona. His spread will be lost if faced with Pedro.

"Daddy and Mommy came today to Indonesia?" pedro asked to start a conversation with Leona. Because he's not comfortable with Leona wanting to.

"Yes Pedro and....." Leona let out a long breath.

"And what is Na?" ask Pedro curiously. He awaits the continuation of Leona's speech.

Tasya was calm. But in his heart he had already cursed Leona. Tasya envies Leona's better life than hers. Leona was born into a wealthy family, having everything but Pedro's love. Tasya was born into a poor family that had nothing. Fortunately, he was smart and smart in academics so that he could go to college with a full scholarship.

"I want to separate Pedro" Leona looked at Pedro.

Deg.

Pedro looked at Leona in disbelief. Unknowingly the bread in his hand until it fell back into the plate.

Tasya had his mouth wide open. He looked at Pedro and Leona in turn.

"You mean?" Pedro looked at Leona.

The woman relaxed while continuing to eat, as if nothing had happened to her.

"Na, answer me. You mean what? What's Na?" pedro still does not understand Leona's decision.

"Darling, you don't understand how the hell?" Tasya spoke up.

"But_"

"Quick Tasya before I get angry" Pedro snapped.

Tasya looked at Pedro in disbelief. During their relationship of approximately eight years Pedro never snapped at him and this was the first time Pedro was being rude to him.

"You're evil," Tasya stood up and looked at Leona sharply before she finally sauntered away.

"Na, what did you mean?" pedro asked softly once again he wanted to be sure.

Leona let out a long breath. "Pedro, I want us to separate," Leona said once again with emphasis. Did Pedro know as he said the word part, his heart was sliced pain like it was pierced by the needles that perforated him.

Pedro shakes. "But why Na?" pedro looked at Leona inside.

"You should ask your heart Pedro, you should understand. Which strong wife saw her husband bringing another woman into their home. You still say why? Do you realize Pedro, what have you done to me? You have no heart. All this time I've loved you sincerely for no reason whatsoever. You told me to give up and leave you. Now that I'm leaving, you're saying why? You don't feel wrong at all Pedro!" Leona shook her head.

"Na" Pedro stood up from his seat.

"Pedro, like his relationship we can no longer be saved. I'm releasing you to Tasya. Because she's the one you love" Leona wiped away her tears. "I'm Pedro's normal human being. I am not an angel, especially God. I've been holding back too much pain all this time. I don't want to feel it anymore" Leona said.

"Leona, ma-sorry," Pedro's voice choked.

Leona stood up while taking her bag.

"Until you meet in Pedro's court,"

Then the woman went and left Pedro weakly bowed at the dinner table.

Pedro shakes unwillingly. He doesn't know why he can't let go of Leona. He doesn't know. His heart ached when he saw Leona cold to him.

'I was once as warm as the morning sun hugging you below the horizon. But you shut me down until it froze like snow scattered in New York City, Leona's inner heart wiped her tears.

Not long after Yuna came to pick up the woman. Leona can't bring her own car. Her body is still shaking the effects of that chemotherapy.

"Morning Cin_" Yuna's forehead immediately wrinkled when she saw Leona's wet face. "Why are you?" yuna asked in wonder.

"Jalan Yun," asked Leona without answering her best friend's question.

"Yes Na," Yuna runs her car. "Na, what's going on? You're crying?" cycar Yuna

"I think releasing Pedro is as easy as I said Yun. It turns out I was wrong, when I said the word just separate. Why does it hurt so much?" lirih Leona rubbed her cheeks

"Na," Yuna's one hand clasped Leona's. "You are strong. I'm sure you'll be able to take Pedro off. I understand how you feel now" he said, calming his best friend down.

Leona nodded. Leona wants to live a balanced story with Pedro. A reciprocated feeling. Not a miss that crashed and then ran aground. But now it will all end in a farewell. Leona, will try to live without Pedro. Let go of the man for another happiness. It's okay he's injured, as long as Pedro can be happy. It's okay his inner hurt as long as Pedro's okay. Isn't the highest level of love when it comes to being able to let go of someone for the sake of their happiness? The words sound pessimistic and give up but Leona can no longer fight for the love that she did not want to exist

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