
Early in the morning, Diandra was preparing to leave the apartment that belonged to Yoshi's cousin. He is currently carrying his suitcase out of the room that has been tidied up.
Even overnight he could not sleep well because only a few hours ago in the subconscious. At four o'clock in the morning he was awake, but he slept last night at 02:00 for thinking about his life full of twists and turns.
Eventually Diandra did not continue her sleep and chose to clean all the rooms in the apartment to return to normal and stay clean when she left.
Until the moment he walked towards the exit, exhaling violently because it felt so heavy leaving the place that became a sweet memory together with the man he loved.
Before opening the door, Diandra placed a paper containing a scratch pen that was the contents of her heart for Yoshi on the table in the front room.
"When you come in, you can see my letter" he said with a teary eyeball and currently glanced at the time machine on his left wrist which showed it was still at 05:00 a.m.
Diandra plans to go to the terminal, although he does not know the destination yet, but thinks if it has got there, will choose where to go.
Now, he walked out with a suitcase heading in the direction while rubbing his cheek rough which was decorated by a tearful of sadness.
"May you endure all the trials You have given me, Lord. I am sure that there is a more beautiful plan for me and that you have arranged it in such a way as to test whether my shoulders are strong through all Your trials."
Diandra was very afraid that Austin would come while the sun was spouting his smile. So, thinking of leaving there immediately so as not to look at the hated man again.
"Dad, mom, I'm sorry I had to disappear for a while. Because I can't obey your orders to marry the man I hate so much" Diandra said as she stared at the digital figures moving towards the ground floor.
"The money selling my self-esteem can make my father and mother calm because it can pay off debts and daily living expenses and also pay for treatment after leaving the Hospital." Diandra is currently taking out his phone and ordering a taxi online.
Because he was carrying a suitcase and the atmosphere was still too early, so chose to book a taxi rather than take an ojek online. When the clanging sound of the elevator was heard and a few moments later the door of the clean box was opened, making him immediately step foot level towards the apartment lobby.
During the wait for that taxi, again Dan again assorted memories related to Yoshi made him feel very crowded.
To think that he is not destined to live happily together with people who love him sincerely.
"I will never fall in love again because it feels this painful when loving can't have. Even my longing is broken by time and fate because Yoshi already belongs to someone else and I have no right to have feelings for him." Diandra again exhaled a rough breath and moments later saw the taxi booked stop in front of him.
"With Diandra's Mother?" ask the taxi driver who just opened the windshield.
Diandra immediately nodded his head and got into the car by sitting in the back seat. He was just silent to see the vehicle driving away from the apartment area that he had been staring at.
'Goodbye to memories. Yoshi, I'm sorry for leaving without saying goodbye to you. It was as if a woman who did not know the return of gratitude for leaving without telling me that I already knew everything,' murmured Diandra who was currently looking back and could see the majestic building standing towering which was several days into his residence.
Currently, he chose to disable his phone and did not want anyone to contact, including his parents who had given full blessing to the man he hated.
Until he fell silent while thinking about the destination that would be his choice to calm down for a while.
'Where should I go now? I don't even have any friends out of town to be the destination to go to.' Diandra was currently speechless and gazing towards the man behind the wheel.
"Sorry, can I ask you something?"
The driver who still looked young glanced at the rearview mirror and opened the mask. "Yes, Mother. Ask me what?"
"Is there a good place to calm down?" Diandra was confused to explain how, but clearly he wanted to calm down first for a few days before returning to find a job in order to meet the needs of his life.
Of course the man who was the taxi driver frowned because he was confused to answer. Until finally he opened his voice to explain something that was on his mind at this time.
"If in my opinion, Ma'am just go to a place that is beautiful and soothing if you want to find peace. For example, such as in the hills or mountains, beaches and tea gardens at the top. I happened to come from the top and chose to migrate to Jakarta because I was bored of living there."
Meanwhile, Diandra confirmed what he had just heard. "Why didn't I think of such a thing in my mind? It seems like spending time in a place with a beautiful view, would be better."
Finally Diandra who has now found a destination, felt relieved. "Thank you, Mum. Since I wanted to try something that bored Mas to be at the top, it seems like I'm going there."
Now, Diandra has imagined many things that will be passed when in the peak area which is a favorite place for families to spend the weekend.
He knows that staying at the villa at the top requires a lot of money and will definitely drain his savings. However, he recalls that Austin used to transfer money as a one-month meal fee and just like his salary a few months working at the company.
So, intend to take advantage of that and spend it to calm down regardless if it is money from a hated man.
"Then, enjoy living in a mountainous area with a lot of tea plants on the left right that will certainly make you bored," said the driver who is currently feeling astonished at the woman sitting behind it.
Though clearly said very bored to be in the peak area, but instead the passenger wants to try what kind of boredom he experienced.
"Mas, in the tea plantation Is it time to open a vacancy to add workers?" Diandra thought that after he calmed down, intending to work on the tea plantation.
No one will recognize him and Austin and Yoshi will never find his whereabouts.
"If Mbak really wants to work in a tea plantation, I have acquaintances and have his number. He was one of the workers there and might be able to help his mother to work after talking to the plantation owner."
The driver opened his cell phone as soon as he got to the red light because he wanted to find contact from the parents of one of his friends. Then immediately read the number to be stored by the female passenger behind it.
"Thank you, Mum. God will repay your kindness to me" said Diandra, who had just finished keeping the number she would ask for help in finding work after calming down.
He felt really grateful to have met one of the good people who helped him. Until he intends to give more money when later pay.
"It's just a small thing, ma'am. No need to be confused. Oh yeah, just tell him later that his mom is my friend in Jakarta. My name is Seftya," said the current one speaking as he continued to stare towards the passing streets.
If how many moments ago the sun had not yet raised a smile, but now the atmosphere that had been dark had already brightened and the moon began to slowly sink.
Diandra, who was currently smiling in a knot, felt very relieved once she found her destination and managed to leave behind two different men and leave many memories for her, be it bad or sweet.
He again thanked me and currently leaning on the back of the car and closed both eyes that felt spicy because it only slept for two hours.
'Dizziness once," lamented Diandra who was currently seen massaging the temple.
As he was busy massaging the temple with both eyes closed, he again heard the voice of the driver and made him immediately open his eyelids.
"Can I ask for Ma'am's number?" ask the driver who hopes to be closer to the woman he thinks has a beautiful face.
Moreover, he is still single and has not had a heart patch. So, think It never hurts to approach someone sitting behind it. However, the passenger's reply left him disappointed.
"Sorry, Mas. I currently want to calm down and do not want to connect with anyone," said Diandra honestly because she did not want to give hope to someone.
Moreover, promised not to open the heart again because it does not want to be hurt for the umpteenth time. Especially after recording the mobile number of one of the workers in the tea garden, again deactivated his phone so that no one could contact.
In fact, he will change the new number so that no one knows of its existence. 'I do not want to use the old number because it can be known my existence through the GPS on the phone.'
"Aaah .. like that? Alright, Ma'am. I'm also the type of guy who likes to insist on asking for a woman's number. Hopefully we can meet at the top when I get home." The man who was currently staring at the rearview mirror, wanted to see the facial expression of the woman who seemed to close herself.
To be continued...