Love Conspiracy
A silly idea

"What's really going on, Diandra?" tanya Citra who was contacted by the waiter and said that Diandra shouted in the room and of course made her go home immediately after finishing the business of checking the work of employees in the tea garden.

He who can still see Diandra's cell phone is lying on the floor with a terrible fate. Even today can see the look of a reddened face and messy hair from the figure of the pregnant woman.

Diandra who felt very angry, now immediately remembered the figure of the man who was the husband of the woman and made him immediately tell about what he saw.

She asked her husband not to see Austin because he did not want to beg the man who was considered a dick.

Finally Citra, who had just finished talking to her husband, sat down next to Diandra and tried to calm her down. "Relax, Diandra. Everything's gonna be okay."

He wanted to give a calmness to the woman so as not to rely on emotions once he knew the true reality about the man who wanted to be held accountable from the fetus in the womb.

Diandra currently thinks that fate has never sided with him, but has always been ruled by those with power. "Why does my fate always end badly like this, ma'am? Are there too many sins that I have committed that I have always been unlucky like this?"

"I never wanted to conceive that son of a bitch's seed and also hold her accountable, but the universe seemed to laugh at me." Diandra let go of all the grievances in his heart because honestly he was very tired of facing life that made him have to be willing to suffer by falling awake many times.

He became a devoted child to parents, but it ended up suffering as it is today who became pregnant out of wedlock and was really tormented because of thinking about what if her child would be called an illegitimate child when it was born.

Just imagining that alone makes him not bear if his son suffers. He currently lowered his head towards his still flat stomach and rubbed it.

"Is it better that I don't present it in this world, Madam? I'm so afraid that my son will live to suffer as an illegitimate son." Diandra had even promised not to cry and was stronger in the face of all the trials of life that had befallen him.

However, what happens is still tears escaped from his eyeballs because it always gets sad when deciding on big decisions in his life.

At this time she thought she would be a woman who was insulted to get pregnant out of wedlock. Likewise with his son who will be insulted by illegitimate children.

The image that is currently feeling confused must respond to what it looks like because the dogma in society is very heavy and ingrained. He only speaks according to what God thinks is right.

"We all live in this world with many sins, Diandra. But do not deliberately add sin by breaking something that is forbidden just for the sake of the view of others. You worry about other people's views or insults from them at the expense of innocent lives."

Imagery is not a woman who is good at religion, always uses logic and knows right and wrong, and where sin and not.

So, he does not speak grandiosely with the postulate or the hadith is often mentioned by the scholars, alim, but it immediately touches right in the heart of Diandra to understand that all humans have been endowed with reason to be able to distinguish what is good and right.

"Which do you think is more important. What are the opinions or insults of others, or the views of God on His people?" Citra knew that her question was like talking to a child because she knew which choice Diandra would make, but still wanted to hear the woman's answer in order to realize her decision.

Of course, Diandra has returned to tears and cries sobbing behind the arms of the middle-aged woman. He realized that his words just now were like doubting the power of God and prioritizing the views of humans.

"I must have been an evil mother to my son because I always thought of aborting him just for the sake of shame. If I am ashamed of man by committing a sin, is it not to ignore the God who created me in this world?" Diandra spoke in a hoarse voice as she cried in a stifled voice while recalling her wrong decision.

He is now aware of his selfishness and this may not happen when he used to accept responsibility from Austin, but instead chose to run away because he hated the man so much.

"Miss, why don't you ever blame me after hearing this story about this man who is the biological father of a fetus?" diandra asked who felt that the woman was too kind to her because she never blamed her in the least.

Currently, Citra only rubs the back of Diandra because she knows she needs a support, self-righteousness or something else.

Moreover, he knows how a person experiences depression when many problems come and eventually despair and choose suicide. He used to study with a major in psychology, but had to break up in the middle of the road because of cost problems.

Until he ended up married to the husband who at that time accidentally met while working in one of the supermarkets and often came to propose to him.

"I used to study psychologists. So, being able to know how other people feel when they are desperate when they get problems that come in many years," said Citra who wants to make Diandra aware so as not to always blame yourself for not being completely wrong.

"They just need someone to listen to their grievances, not a judgment because it will have a tremendous impact. I don't want you to end your life just because of a problem like this." Then he released a hug and looked at the woman with a pale face.

"You have to be a strong and independent woman even though you are just a single parent. I believe you can do it, Diandra. If anyone will insult you or your child, my husband and I will protect you. Just name who insulted you, that second I'll also fire if it's an employee at the company."

Even now Citra displays a serious face like angry and even makes Diandra laugh. He who felt managed to comfort the woman with the puffy face, is now very relieved to be able to see the lips of Diandra who is now laughing.

"Mrs ... Madam, if all the employees at the company insult me getting pregnant without a husband, would you fire them all for me?" Diandra who felt comforted, this rubbed her tears that bore a river on her face.

Until he laughed again when he saw the funny facial expression of the middle-aged woman in front of him.

"of course! If it's true that they all insult you after knowing the real story, I'll fire them because it means that all my employees are no good at blaspheming others and think they all have no sin."

Even now he was fiery because he felt very upset if there were people who insulted Diandra so knowing how early the girl got pregnant.

"Even I don't like the pretentious and think that others always commit sins, while the self does. Because it is precisely the person who always feels a lot of sin is much more glorious in the eyes of God."

"Rather than a person who is a worship expert, but feels better than others who are considered just a sinner. Don't let us think like that, Diandra. Is now your heart already much calmer after revealing everything you feel?" The current image smiled knotingly as soon as it saw Diandra nod her head without thinking for a long time.

"Now I feel much better after talking to you, Madam. You are a very good woman because you can understand and understand the feelings of others." Diandra was currently willing to ask for advice from the middle-aged woman.

"Actually I wanted to contact my parents after Mr. Emran spoke to the man, but after everything went awry like this, what should I do? Do I have to call my parents and say this pregnancy or hide it and disappear temporarily from them?"

Diandra also explained that his parents had given him a very large amount of money and had not been used in the slightest from the results he sold his self-esteem. He thought his parents would not live hard or confused for hospital costs if at any time control.

Just as Citra was about to open her voice, she heard a voice from the waiter knocking on the door. He saw the middle-aged woman open the door and step inside.

"Madam, someone's looking for Miss Diandra."

Diandra immediately sat down with the woman before him and felt confused as to who was looking for him. "seeking me? Who, Bik? Men or men?"

"A man, Miss. But I don't know what his name is because I didn't ask him first. I told you to come in and wait in the living room" said the middle-aged woman, who was waiting for her next order.

Diandra is currently still feeling unwell and intends to not meet anyone. However, worried that something was important, making him think to meet the man who came.

"All right, I'll be out in a minute and have that guy wait." Diandra was currently intending to get up from the bed, but suddenly his head was dizzy and was immediately held by the middle-aged woman.

"You better rest in the room and not have to see the man. Let me ask you what you want and what you want. Oh yes, regarding the question as to whether it is better to contact the parents or not."

"It's good that you keep contacting them and tell them everything that's happened to you honestly. All parents in this world are more concerned with the news of their children than with money. So, remember it's fine."

Citra now stands up and intends to get out of the room Diandra, when looking at the phone that is still on the floor, because the woman on the bed.

"Before, you have to buy a new phone and next time don't vent anger on innocent objects. Poor phone is your target when you do not make a mistake," said Citra who is currently joking back to describe what the feeling of Diandra who is in turmoil.

Diandra, who was embarrassed to get ridicule from the middle-aged woman, now scratched her nape and smiled. "Yes, Madam. I'm not gonna slam a cell phone after I buy a new one because it's a pity for the money if I buy a cell phone intermittently."

He also grabbed a former cell phone on the floor and intended to take his SIM card. Until he heard the middle-aged woman say goodbye to go to see his guests who knew who he was.

"Who came looking for me? How strange. I don't even know a lot of people here because I've been shutting myself down all this time, when a guy comes looking for me?" Diandra really felt very curious, unable to check it because of his extremely dizzy head.

He chose to wait in the room while resting his body on the bed and remembered about the man who was known to be married to another woman.

"Is this a punishment for me for denying Austin outright accountability? Until I ended up pregnant and when I asked her to marry me, but she would marry another woman."

Diandra now realized that everything planned by man could never go against the power of God. "Man can only plan and God determines."

Diandra is currently busy blaming himself for making the fetus in his womb will not be able to get the status of a child from a father.

"My son, if you're born and grow up, you hope you don't hate me. You will strive to be a mother and father at the same time. Although it's very hard, but Mama will try to make you not lack affection." Diandra had just closed her mouth and at the same time looked at the middle-aged woman who was currently walking in.

"Mrs? Has that guy left? Who's the guy?" diandra asked who was currently curious and wanted to hear the story of the woman.

The image of a moment ago met you Diandra, walked up to the woman on the bed and sat there. "It turns out you secretly have a secret fan, huh apparently?"

Diandra frowned because she did not understand what the woman meant. "meaning? Secret fan? I really don't understand, Madam."

"That was the man in the garden next door. Said he knew you from Jakarta giving his parents a friend's number so you could work in the tea garden." The image can now see the response of Diandra who had remembered the man who had come.

Diandra immediately recalled about the man who made her feel afraid of experiencing Dejavu. "Oh .. So that cab driver? But how did he know I lived here? It's so weird."

"Your name is very famous in this area, Diandra for successfully clearing up the company's problem regarding the embezzlement of funds committed by my own brother. So, she heard Diandra's name and found out, so it could end here." The image now wants to express something that is on his mind, but still feels doubtful.

Now, Diandra began to understand how the man knew where he lived. "What does he want from me?"

"Diandra, looks like that guy really likes you. What if you used her to marry you so that the child in your womb had the name of a father?"

Diandra's reflex immediately rounded his eyes because he had never thought of it at all. Moreover, using a man to seek profit to cover his own disgrace.

"Mrs, what are you saying? How could I possibly do that?" Diandra currently did not expect that the kind-hearted woman gave such a ridiculous idea.

"Aren't you worried about your child's status when you're born? Moreover, his biological father is no longer hopeful because he will marry another woman, right?" The image was currently staring at Diandra and waiting for an answer from the young pregnant woman.

He even felt confident that the man really liked Diandra and would not mind marrying the woman he loved. Moreover, seeing the honesty of the eyes of the man who has tan skin mature it.

To be continued...