Love Conspiracy
Utilizing moments
Diandra who is currently silent on the bed because it is forbidden by nurses to go down, now rubs his flat stomach on his back because it was back lying down.
'How do I raise you three alone without a father figure? Maybe I used to be able to do it while defending Aksa, but not sure about the twins and my eldest son plus because he was used to the affection of his biological father,' he murmured, who was still in bed.
He still rubbed his stomach while turning to look at the husband and this time was unable to hold himself back any longer. Of course to vent the agonizing and turbulent feeling of raging.
"Why do you always torture me with your seeds? I want to get away from you with Aksa, but why did you get into an accident and I pass out of pregnancy? Why do I always experience Dejavu with the intention to abort the fetus in my womb?"
Diandra even spoke with a vibrating voice that indicated that he was currently holding back with all his might so as not to cry sobbing.
Until he came out was a hoarse voice and the eyeballs were already glazed. However, he tried not to let go because he did not want to sound so sad if crying just because of pregnancy.
Thinking that he was no longer a weak teenager who easily faltered just because of the many trials. So, try to look strong, even though his heart is not okay.
"Don't be weak, you fool! I've been through something like this and I shouldn't have to worry because everything's going well." He was still trying to normalize the roar of hunting breath as it was filled with a bursting feeling.
However, he failed to hold back the tear roll that had now escaped wetting his face. Until he rubs rough with the back of his hand when cleaning it because he does not want to be seen by anyone.
His concern for his wife is not as great as the fear of loss. He felt very afraid if he now opened his eyes and tried to comfort and calm the feelings of Diandra, who was left behind.
So, choose to keep looking safe by continuing to pretend to faint. Although he could hear very clearly the hoarse voice of the wife who was currently trying not to cry.
'Forgive me, baby. If only you could say what would make you hate me for lying to you. I will definitely do it without a second thought. For me, the most important thing is to stay with you no matter what happens, ' Austin muttered as he tried to hold back his worry about the woman on the right side of the bed.
It was longing for him to see how the figure of the woman he loved was trying to be strong and not cry, but was broken by the fear of self-control and chose to put his sense of hearing wide.
He hopes to find something to make amends so as not to lose Diandra who will give him twins.
'Darling, what do I do to keep you by my side?' murmured Austin who is now immediately saved once the sense of hearing captures the sound of some people who just went inside and immediately want to take advantage of the moment.
To be continued...