
That was all that lay in Diandra's mind at this moment when worry haunted her if at any time Austin recalled everything. Especially when he did that, he was still a virgin and that's what made Austin obsessed with him.
'I never thought that Austin would lose some of his memory and be able to have the filings to see me. It was very dangerous and made me think of nothing more than asking for help or rather utilizing Yoshi.'
Diandra, who was busy muttering to herself in her heart, felt very relieved because she just hung her story while talking to Austin. So, thinking that Austin would believe everything he said if he made up a lie if the man he hated so much recalled everything.
Of course Yoshi currently feels he has a way to always be on the side of Diandra. Without a second thought, he immediately nodded with confidence.
"I don't mind at all, Diandra. I am willing to be the father of your son" Yoshi replied with great confidence without hesitation.
Even the corners of his lips curved upwards when he imagined if he could marry Diandra and become a father to the boy. Not just to fool Austin who was still experiencing amnesia.
"Thank you, Yoshi. I don't know who to ask to acknowledge Aksa as a son to avoid Austin. I need to be on my guard and start thinking about it now." Diandra stretched out her hand and revealed her smile.
Yoshi's reflex immediately greeted Diandra's helping hand and shook the hand of the woman tilting towards him.
"Don't bother me, Diandra. Like before, I will always be there for you. Although I used to not be able to keep my promise to you, but I hope that now I can make it up to you." Yoshi then gazed towards the figure of the boy sitting in the front seat.
"As the beginning of the introduction to my son, I wanted to buy him whatever toy he wanted. Can you, can I just carry it?" ask Yoshi who now turns back to Diandra for permission.
Because it takes an approach between his son and Yoshi who will be made a scapegoat, finally without a second thought, Diandra immediately nodded in agreement.
He stared at his son who was still holding a car. "Honey, it's Papa. Come on, call papa."
"Mr .. pa?" Aksa immediately looked back and obeyed the mother's orders. "Papa."
"Mama Pinter's son is really. Papa wants to buy Aksa a lot of toys. Aksa loves papa, right?" Diandra actually found it very strange to say that to her son, but because she thought that it was for the good, so she tried to get used to it.
"Honey," said Aksa who now shows the car in his hand and speaks unclear who said he wanted to buy toys.
Yoshi who did not expect at all would be called papa when he was sentenced to barren, making him feel very happy. Even the unbearable happiness he felt at this moment, until a tear filled his eyeball.
"O Allah, so this is what it feels like to be called papa when I cannot have children? It feels like the universe is in my hands right now." Yoshi spoke in a hoarse voice when the happiness felt when things that were thought impossible for him, could now be felt.
Diandra who now felt very sorry to see Yoshi because he was destined to never be able to have offspring, made him pat the sturdy shoulder of the man who was currently rubbing his son's head.
"Patience, Yoshi. I'm sure there's wisdom behind everything. God will never give more trials than His people can. Rest assured that. Someday, there will be happiness for you. I'm example. I used to suffer so much, but now I'm so happy to have my son."
Diandra, who could see Yoshi's sorrowful expression, hoped that his short words would comfort the unfortunate man.
Yoshi was actually not convinced by Diandra's words of comfort, but he tried to smile. Although he knew that his happiness was in sight and was completely unaware by Diandra.
"Thank you, Diandra. I will always remember it. Let me carry my son," said Yoshi who is currently very hopeful if today can get closer to Aksa.
Yoshi had now carried Aksa and got out of the car. He could see Aksa currently hugging him as he was carried.
"Pick the toys, baby. Papa's gonna buy me a lot of toys." Yoshi wanted to get closer to Aksa so that there was no foreign feeling between them in the future.
Meanwhile, the boy was of an exuberant nature once he heard it and so saw the many toys in front of him, directly pointing towards the several decorated shelves he liked.
Diandra initially thought he only wanted recognition in oral form from Yoshi. Not being a real father, but seeing the response from Yoshi who tried to take the heart of his son, making him not have the heart to refuse.
'How very sorry Yoshi. If only I could help solve the problem. Unfortunately I can't, ' muttered Diandra who currently only let Yoshi and his son do as they please.
She who had been a cold female figure, as if she was instantly melting as soon as she saw Yoshi's face. The barrier wall that had been built sturdy and tall, did not apply in front of the man who had once been the only trusted person and the only center of hope.
Yoshi stepped his long legs to pick up the trolley and lowered Aksa there. "Select which one more, my son?"
"That, that and that." Aksa now again pointed to some toys that he liked.
Yoshi, with lips that always reviewed a smile, now took whatever the boy asked for in the trolley.
Until a while later he heard the sound of the stomach rumbling Diandra and immediately looked back. "It looks like you guys haven't eaten yet. We'll just go eat at the stall next door."
"Didn't you prefer to eat at a roadside stall? Moreover, the stall in front of my company the food is very good. I go there every lunch and get asked by the shop owner, where are you."
Difficult times first when parting with Diandra, make him always want to remember everything, which is to go to places that both have visited. "I initially reasoned you couldn't come because there was additional work, but over time they understood and didn't ask again."
Diandra, who had been holding her stomach immediately because she was embarrassed, was now silent because of Yoshi's words. He is more awkward to remember the most beautiful past when in a relationship first.
"It turns out you still remember it. All this time I thought you had forgotten and lived happily with your wife, but it turned out to be much more suffering," said Diandra who is currently staring at her son. "My son must be hungry, too. Looks like enough toys, honey. Now we mamma first, huh?"
"Mom." Aksa rubbed his flat stomach to show if he was hungry.
Meanwhile, Yoshi, who had eaten with the client at the restaurant, did not say it because he wanted to eat with Diandra and Aksa.
"I never forgot him. Never mind, forget about my problems and don't need to discuss them because I don't like to see you feel sorry for me." Then walk to the cashier to pay for the ten toys Aksa had taken.
Inwardly, he was weighing what he wanted to ask Diandra, as if he was afraid that the woman would be upset with him. Finally he broke his intention.
'Patience, Yoshi. You must not rush to reveal your intention to marry Diandra and become Aksa's father. Everything takes time and hopefully this time fate will be on my side.'
To be continued...