Love For Madinah Girl
Episode 91's

Al opened his eyes. Hamdalah was the first to slide from her lips when she saw the white room. He saw so many slang and needles in his body.

His brain works fast. A series of events flowed in his memory. Until he was removed slowly from the car ringsek by someone he knew as santri keremeng. Then the world darkened and woke up in this room.

How long he slept. I don't know what happened in that time frame. He hoped that there would be no great calamity with his friends.

He did not want to be the cause of that fate. There are many people who cannot accept that something has been written in the sheet of life that must be lived. 

So the scapegoat is the most painful thing, both the scapegoat of a tragedy and of a fabrication of events.

People will not be one voice in responding to the successive collisions. Each will justify themselves or seek the faults of others for self-righteousness. A phenomenon that is rife in the end times.

Riany spoke of regret through her tear strands. He sat down on the chair and warmly grasped his hands which were hard to react to. Al had no idea since when his wife was nearby. "I'm sorry, baby. All this because of me. If you get on the train, it's not like this."

Al doesn't want to look for faults from the disaster, he's not a judge who knows who's wrong and who's right. The accident happened because of fate, and he did not know what the cause of fate was.

He only remembered in front of him the collision had happened in a row and he could not avoid the situation so that the disaster approached him.

Riany shrank tears that broke with tissue. His eyes were covered with a million regrets. Something that is actually a taboo to show off in this era. Guilt makes it easy for people to spill all their mistakes on them. Fortunately, I don't deal with the law. So regret is just a mirror of the noble recognition of his heart.

If everyone involved in a tragedy is overwhelmed with feelings of guilt, it will create an atmosphere of calm and peace in overcoming a problem.

Small problems become big and simple cases become complicated because everyone involved feels right, and the right people want to make the guilty suffer, even there are people who like to enliven the atmosphere.

The law and truth lose face.

"Beb...," call Riany softly. "Can you hear me?"

Al tried to smile even though it was hard. There was pain to move his lips. His ears could only faintly grasp the words of his wife. His memory had not fully recovered so he needed to think as Riany dared to clasp his hand.

The wedding ring on the girl's ring finger helped Al's memory that they had become a married couple, deserved Riany so free to touch him.

Riany smiled sweetly. "I'm so happy you can hear me...."

Women are so weird, Al thought slowly. He could smile in tears of sadness. So naturally many husbands are unable to understand the feelings of his wife.

"Doctor, you don't say much, beb...."

Well, this remark is the next strangeness of women. Al had not spoken a word either because his tongue felt heavy. So is Riany advising herself or her husband? He knows exactly who talks a lot. Was it so happy to see Al Siuman that he said unnecessary words?

"Cheal fast, beb. I want us to go through the bridal night in Medina, knitting intimacy with purity of heart."

These words made Al a little chaotic to recover his thoughts. Yesterday Riany insisted on going through the wedding night without a moment of intimacy. She did not want to get pregnant during the study period and did not want to delay pregnancy with contraception or azlu. When her husband was devastated, her wishes changed. Though Al's desire remained the same, completing his studies first.

Al knew the marriage happened because of a feeling of a heart that was afraid of his love shifting, not afraid of being caught up in sin. Though Riany knows the bond of marriage is not a barrier for the husband to share. That's women. He pretended not to know what he knew.

"Mom's waiting her turn outside. Today you can only receive two guests. I'm saying yes, beb."

Ma'am Haikal appeared with tearful eyes and sat on the chair crying sobbing in the roaring wave of regret.

"Mom told you not to treat yourself cruelly. You have a lot of money to get on the plane. You don't lie in this white room when you hear Mom's words."

Al felt free to explain. Mother definitely did not accept. After all, he had to save words because his mouth hurt to talk.

I blame the road to destiny. He did not think that getting on a plane might cause a bigger disaster. He just wanted to wet his dry heart for the meaning of life.

Mother thinks Al has been cruel to himself, but can spoil it by sitting sweetly in the luxurious seats of the plane. He forgot that a month ago his son came home on an economy bus.

Al has received innumerable favors. He continues to be grateful for his life that is all short and does not necessarily change drastically when he knows his father turned out to be a successful farmer.

He also held control over Oma's assets which made him the richest youngster in his territory.

So he did not sue the situation when experiencing a disaster among the thousands of favors he had felt. Life in the world is not always sweet, or forever bitter.

Mother's cry was increasingly slashing to see all over her body there were many tools and slang attached. He said sadly, "You suffered a lot, good light. What is your sin? You're a filial son to parents."

Al wanted to make a sound so that his mother did not go too far to blame the situation. The pain in his throat made him listen.

Death is not for sinners. Enlightenment is the material of reflection for every human being who experiences. To cleanse the heart and clear the mind of all things that pollute the soul.

Warnings, calamities, and doom are different sets of events but serve the same purpose of improving the quality of human faith.

"I pray day and night for your recovery" said Mother. "I thank God for listening to my prayer."

A cursory understanding is right, but actually wrong. If her prayers are not heard, is she not grateful and suing her God?

Gratitude is not only when happy, it applies to every circumstance, because every event must have meaning for people who think, and think does not only belong to saints.

Sister came and reminded Ma'am Haikal, "Sorry, Mom. The clock's up."

Ms. Haikal was not grateful for the notice, but seemed emotional. "Do I need to buy this hospital so that I can freely visit my son?"

She was angry because she had been detained by the nurse since morning. Since when do you meet a biological child have to spend time?

Riany came to calm her mother-in-law. "We're out, Mom. Al needs a break."

"From that moment my son took a break. He just listens to me talk."

"Listening also takes energy, ma'am," said Riany softly. "Suster does not forbid Mother to speak until satisfied. Sister wants Al to get well soon."

Al asks his mother to go through pleading eyes. Effective sign language for child and mother communication.