Love In Tragedy
Chapters 19. Jealous

Time goes on, until it doesn't feel like 3 months have passed. Biqha and Yoga are getting closer. Yoga now lives its days with excitement and happiness, more than ever. All since Biqha's presence back.

Can see Biqha every day in the office, even if only from a distance. It made his heart happy. Although he could not interact directly with her, but now Yoga could exchange news at any time with Biqha.

Through the sophistication of existing technology, Yoga can greet him every morning. During the day, Yoga will remind him to eat. Afternoon Yoga always warns him to be careful, when returning home by public transport or ojol.

Even chatting and looking at Biqha's face before bed became a new habit for her at this time. Occasionally Yoga also visited Biqha rented, and took him for a walk. They are like lovers who are drunk with romance.

Actually Yoga really wants to take Biqha home every day. But circumstances are not possible. Yoga once gave a solution so that they meet outside, not far from the office. But Biqha refused. Because he was afraid, later seen by other employees. It will be a negative rumor.

So Yoga can only surrender to let Biqha go home with ojol or public transportation, provided that Biqha must immediately give it up when it reaches home. If the term today, Yoga is already acute BUCIN with Biqha.

A Bucin's Yoga against Biqha. To the point that he no longer cares about anything else. Including about how the fate of his engagement with Alina later. Also the fate of his cooperation with his parent company Alina, who already has a 10 percent stake in his company.

Even though Yoga has not been able to break his relationship with Alina at this time, but he barely cares about Alina anymore. In fact, it is not uncommon for him to ignore phone calls or chat from Alina. On the grounds that he was busy because of the many projects he was working on.

" You changed. "

Alina complained, as they were having dinner at a fancy restaurant.

" changed? How change? "

Tanya Yoga, who pretends not to understand Alina's intentions.

" You don't care about me. You have never called or asked me again. Even my phone is rarely picked up. Why the hell have you changed? Do you not love me anymore? Are you not in love with me? "

Said Alina questioning the change in attitude of Yoga with her own gaze.

" What don't-don't.... You have another woman that you..... ? "

Alina immediately expressed her suspicion on Yoga. Making Yoga swallow his food with difficulty, because it feels cornered. But the instant Yoga reacted, staring intently at Alina with emotion. Yoga put back the spoon and fork he held, onto the dish in front of him roughly.

Alina who saw such a reaction of Yoga, looked down in fear. He realized that he had made a mistake, because it had changed the mood of Yoga for the worse.

" You don't talk carelessly ! I don't like being suspected like this. I am clear with you. At the moment I am very busy. There are a lot of big projects I'm working on. And it really took up my time and my mind Alina...."

Clearly Yoga was accompanied by emotions, trying to suppress Alina. Makes Alina quiet.

" You know, it's only been a year that I've been entrusted with the responsibility of being CEO. By handling these big projects, it will be a golden opportunity for me to advance the company. So I need to be able to handle this project as best I can. "

Still with emotional tone. Yoga does not hesitate to show his emotions, because they are in a private room.

" If you can't believe me. We better end this relationship. "

" What...? "

Yoga speech really makes Alina surprised instead of playing. He had only wanted to attract the attention of Yoga, sulking and complaining about his indifference. Hoping after that, Yoga will seduce her and be friendly back to her. But what happened was just the opposite.

While Yoga makes this an opportunity, to make excuses for the mismatch between him and Alina. So that he could end this relationship that bound him.

But when Alina's eyes glistened, and she began to sob while apologizing to Yoga. Heart's out. Yoga is not. Yoga has a soft heart. He can't hurt a woman's heart. Moreover, Alina to beg him, so as not to break their relationship.

Yoga is a dilemma. She wants to end her relationship with Alina. So that he can be with Biqha. But seeing Alina so hurt and sad, Yoga became unbearable.

Yoga thinks maybe this time is not the right time, to end his relationship with Alina. Yoga decides to calm Alina down and make up with her. For a while now, Yoga thought it would stick with Alina. Until he finds the right way, to end it all.

After making up, and solving the problems between them. Yoga brings Alina home. On the way home, Alina discusses to Yoga about a job offer. To join the European Tour Fashion Show.

Yoga decided to let her go. Although the possibility of Alina's work will last up to 2 to 3 months.

" You sure, baby..... Can I take this job? Usually you do not like, if I take a job abroad in a long time. How are you even telling me to leave now? "

Tanya Alina, who was still astonished by the decision of Yoga.

" why? Suspicious of me again? "

Instead of answering, Yoga asked. Putting Alina back down.

" no..... I'm just wondering. "

Answer Alina slowly. Fear Yoga will be angry again, because it feels suspected.

" It's yeah..... I don't want to make any more noise with you. I'll let you go.... Because I'm busy now too. And maybe for the next few months. It doesn't seem fair, if I forbid you to work outside. And I don't have much time for you in the next few months either."

" Other than you will think no more, because I feel I do not have time for you. It is better that you also concern yourself with your work. " Add again.

Whereas previously Yoga only allowed Alina to receive jobs outside the city or abroad, only for one event that took a few days. But this time Yoga did not mind if Alina had to be abroad for a long time.

" It is important that you are not under contract, which requires that you stay there for many years. Like the offer from the agency in Paris at that time dear..... I can't stand to be away from you that long. This is not necessarily what I can.... Especially years."

Reveal Yoga to Alina, to show her love and affection. Although it was not really from his heart, but only to cover up Alina's suspicions that felt her attitude change.

Of course those words of Yoga managed to make Alina blush. But when Alina said it would be better if they just married. That way they won't be far away anymore. Because happily, Alina will leave her career in the world of modeling. And devoted her life to being a housewife.

Yoga again berkilah if the busyness at this time, making it not able to think about marriage. Though Yoga deliberately allowed Alina to busy herself with her work abroad, so that she also had a lot of time to be with Biqha. Without having to think about Alina and be distracted by her.

But in order to calm Alina's feelings, Yoga continues to promise to hold their dream wedding as soon as possible. After his big projects started to run stable. So that he can breathe a little relieved and calm in preparing for their wedding later.

Although he really is

looking for a way to end his relationship with Alina. Because he felt, it turns out his love for Alina was only limited to a momentary interest. Evidently when he met Biqha again, the love in his heart returned to bloom even greater.

It was as if in his heart there was only the name Nabiqha Azzahra. But first, he had to bury her. Because it lost track of Biqha and did not manage to find her whereabouts. Even though I tried to find him.

Therefore, now Yoga does not want to lose Biqha anymore. He will do everything he can to be with Biqha. Even if you have to sacrifice a lot of things. Like his relationship with Alina, which might also affect his company.

Of course it will not be easy, because both parents also may not agree. But he will try to convince his parents and fight for his love. His determination is the most important thing he can be with Biqha the idol of the heart.

***

This afternoon as usual, Yoga waited for Biqha to come out from the entrance of her company building. From inside her car, Yoga continued to pay attention to the entrance of the building. Until a few minutes later, Yoga also saw Biqha walking with other employees.

Yoga's eyes were perfectly rounded, because again he saw an unpleasant sight between Biqha and his co-workers. What he later learned was that the name of Dawn. Seeing the familiarity between them made him hot. Because he felt sure that Fajar put his heart on Biqha.

He often saw the gaze of admiration from Dawn's eyes for Biqha. The more days they both look more and more familiar. Even they now looked awkwardly joking, and laughing together while walking out of the building.

Yoga's heart burned even more, seeing Biqha laughing loosely as she touched the shoulder of Dawn. Then they walked together towards the motor park. The eyes of Yoga grew increasingly wide in disbelief, seeing Biqha casually riding in the bollocks of motorcycles driven by Dawn.

Biqha said it would go home with an online motorcycle as usual. But what he sees now is Biqha instead joined by her co-workers, who always managed to make the heart of Yoga hot. Every time I see them together.

Without a second thought, Yoga followed them. The feeling is increasingly erratic, when they see them turn and enter the area of a cafe. His emotions seemed to want to explode, until his face reddened with anger. His hand squeezed the steering wheel tightly until his knuckles turned white.

It felt that right now he wanted to come out to them, and immediately pulled Biqha away from the man. But he realized that he should not be rash. If you don't want everything to fall apart. Because if he did rashly and emotionally, Biqha could even be disappointed and angry with him.

Yoga does not want that to happen. He didn't want Biqha to stay away from him anymore. That is why Yoga tries to be patient. He decided to ask Biqha for an explanation.

He had wanted to make a video call to Biqha, but was stopped. Because considering that the man must have been near Biqha and could see it. Finally, he decided to ask via chat.

// Bi..... Have you arrived home? //

Yoga sent a message as if he was unaware of Biqha's current existence. She decided to pretend not to know, so that Biqha did not suspect that she was following him. At once he wanted to test Biqha's honesty with her.

If Biqha will cover up this truth, then it means that there is something between them. Or Biqha began to open her heart to the man named Dawn. Such a thought made him even more anxious as well feeling tightness in his chest. He felt like he was being betrayed by a partner he loved so much.

Shortly heard the tone of the incoming message on Yoga mobile phone. It turns out Biqha replied to the message Yoga. Yoga quickly opened a message from a contact named 'My B.

My B :

// g, sorry..... I didn't tell you the same story. I didn't go straight home. I have a little business. //

Yoga immediately replied.

// What business? Where are you now? I'll pick ya up...! //

The reply message sent by Yoga was not directly read by Biqha. It makes the feeling of Yoga becomes more and more restless.

A few minutes later, the message was read and soon a reply from Biqha appeared.

My B :

// No need to be'.... I went with Dawn. It won't take long. Before Magrib will also be home. I will make it clear that it's home by now....! //

Yoga was a little relieved after reading the message from Biqha. Although she still felt uncomfortable, thinking about Biqha being alone with the other man inside the cafe. But at least Biqha was honest with her, if she went with Dawn. He promised to explain later.

Yoga decided to trust Biqha. And let Biqha finish her business with Dawn. Although he was still shrouded in feelings of jealousy, but he tried to be wise by giving trust to Biqha.