Love In Tragedy
Chapter 59. trying hard

" Sir..... This is Rendra mbak. Looky...... It's Rendra. Rendra's sister mbak. Rendra's here mbak..... "

" Rhensthey......"

Biqha immediately rushed to hug Rendra, and cried so in the arms of the younger brother. Deckapan surrogate decking of the father and mother. The only support he has.

" Rendra is here..... Rendra's here....... "

Rendra's cry broke, his heart was broken seeing the condition of the brother who was so fragile and shaken. Rendra's whole life had never seen her brother sobbing like this. Even when her mother died, her brother was much stronger than her. But now her brother is so fragile, clutching tightly to himself while crying bitterly.

Erick's tears fell unstoppably watching the heartbreaking cries of the brothers. Although he tried his hardest to hold back until he clenched his hands, but the water still fell from his eye fertilizers. Unable to see it any longer, Erick turned around and stepped out.

In front of Biqha's nursery, Erick sat weakly, covered his face with both hands and cried alone. He was upset with himself. Because he is helpless and does not know what to do, to be able to remove the pain of Biqha and Rendra. Don't lose it, please,

erick could not.

' O Allah...... Strengthen them. They need your strength...... Do not let them become fragile and lose hope. '

Then Erick quickly wiped away his tears, as he recalled Biqha's hand that was spitting out blood. Erick rushed to call the nurse.

Erick enters Biqha's nursery with a nurse. He saw that the brothers were still hugging each other and sharing their cries.

" A moment.... "

the nurse's words made them wake up and immediately remove their arms and remove each other's tears.

" duh.... Why did his blood come out this much? Hold on a minute ! "

The sisters began to clean their hands and also repaired the infusion hose in Biqha's hands.

" Don't move too much first... His blood will come out again. "

After saying the message, the nurse rushed away.

" Thank you sus.." said Erick.

After the nurse's departure, the atmosphere of the room became quiet. Biqha, who was fully conscious, began to try to control her feelings. Then he moved down from his bed.

" Where are you going ? "

Rendra asked worriedly, while approaching and trying to reach the brother.

" The khamhar khechil. Mbhak mhandhi. "

" That's it.... I call her sister again, so I can help you take a shower. "

Erick was about to rush out but Biqha stopped him.

" Gac pherlhu. The hakhu bhisha shendhirhi. "

" But you're sick again Bi. Lo also still lemes..... It's also 4 in the morning. What if you suddenly get cold inside? Let's help the sisters....."

" Grand hushah. Hakhu udhah ghak phapha. The hakhu bhisha shendiri...."

" bi please..... Don't be stubborn ! Right now you need someone to help you. "

" Yes mbak, let the sisters help yes yes. "

Biqha was not unwilling to accept the nurse's help, but she couldn't possibly let others see her body. Moreover, Biqha is sure there are many traces of traces of Yoga on his body. It was so disgusting and disgusting.

Biqha shook her head. Then stepped limped while holding the pole refuting the bottle of infusus. Rendra was forced to follow by wiping it slowly to the toilet. After that he took a towel and a change of clothes that he had brought earlier for his brother.

Inside the toilet, Biqha began removing her hijab while looking in the mirror. Just by opening the hijab, already seen by him there are many stains there. Biqha is crying again. He felt disgusted at himself.

Biqha immediately grabbed the shower, then sprayed water on her head and all over her body while rubbing her neck with continued crying. I wish the stain would disappear. But the stain never disappeared.

He grabbed the soap and rubbed it back firmly into his neck and other parts of his body. Biqha continued to rub all over her body roughly, hoping that her body could be clean from those stains. But there is precisely his body that feels sore, while the stain remains, not reduced in the slightest.

Biqha sits weakly on the cold toilet floor. Crying lamented his bad luck. His life is ruined. He's lost everything. As a woman, Biqha felt she was worthless. Feeling of being a despicable woman, for not being able to maintain her chastity.

Outside the toilet. Rendra also cried sobbing to hear the sound of crying brother. And again Erick's eyes reddened, powerless to watch the heartbreaking scene between the brothers.

Suddenly Rendra approached Erick with emotion, urging Erick to tell him about Yoga.

" Where is he? Tell Rendra where the guy is. Where can Rendra find the depraved man? "

Rendra could not control his emotions, he grabbed and shook Erick's upper arm.

" Ren Calm..... We'll talk about this later and work out a solution together. With a cold head. So control yourself ! "

" No.... Don't you ever think of reconciling me with that guy. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM. TELL ME WHERE HE IS SISTER ! "

Rendra's emotions were completely out of control anymore. He even pointed at Erick with anger and shouted at him.

" Be calm and lower your voice ! This is a hospital, not a market. "

Erick spoke by tightening his teeth and a restrained voice, trying to control his emotions that began to be provoked

" I WON'T CALM DOWN BEFORE I CAN REPAY ALL MY BROTHER'S PAIN. "

" And what do you want? Heh.....? You don't see what time it is? Do you want to come to her, break down her house, and then vent all your anger on her, do you? "

" YES..... I WILL PUNISH HIM WITH MY OWN HANDS. HE RUINED MY BROTHER'S LIFE. HE HURT MY BROTHER MERCILESSLY. I'll kill him....."

Rendra lowered her head and went back to crying and then the next second she screamed again.

" HE MUST DIE IN MY HANDS.....! "

Clearly Erick was at length with emotions starting to rise. But Erick tried his best to make Rendra understand.

" I DON'T CARE...... EVEN IF I HAVE TO GO TO JAIL, IT'S NOT A PROBLEM. Most importantly I can avenge all the pain my brother is feeling. "

" What about your sister? WHO'S GONNA TAKE CARE OF HER? WHO'S GONNA WALK HER THROUGH ALL THIS? You think he'd be happy to see you in jail? YOU THINK HE WON'T GET ANY MORE DEVASTATED SEEING YOU RUINED LIKE THAT? "

Erick's emotions eventually explode in the face of Rendra's uncontrolled anger. As soon as Rendra fell silent, the tears returned.

" You don't think he's gonna suffer from seeing you like this? You must know Ren, if he loves you so much..... He's gonna be even more devastated to see you in jail for defending him. And he will surely continue to blame himself for being the reason for your destruction. You want your brother to end up like that? You want your brother to suffer more because of this rash attitude of yours? "

Rendra lowered her head and cried bitterly at Erick's words. Unable to see the young man's cry before him, Erick grabbed him, patted him on the shoulder and stroked his head. I wish I could give him a little bit of strength.

" Try to be stronger and deal with this problem more wisely Ren..... You should be a force for your brother."

" But now how should Rendra? Rendra could not see Biqha suffering like that. "

Rendra was crying in Erick's arms. Erick patted her back then took off his embrace and held both shoulders.

" Sister knows. It's very hard for you, but you should be able to be a pedestal for Ren. Because right now he needs you so much. "

" But Rendra doesn't know what to do, brother? And that guy.... Are we just gonna let it go? It's not fair, brother...... It's not fair....."

Erick looked down for a moment. To be honest, he doesn't know what to do.

" If Rendra can't punish him with Rendra's own hands.... Then he must rot in prison. "

" Let your brother decide Ren..... Because taking the legal path will also not be easy. It takes a long process. Brother is worried in the process later.it will make your mother more depressed and injured. "

Rendra frowned in response to Erick's remark.

" You mean brother ? "

" It will not be easy against the upper class Ren. A little negative rumor can shake them. So even if it was their own fault, they would try hard to cover it up. Maybe they won't stay silent. "

Rendra sat weakly on the sofa pondering Erick's words and lamenting their unfortunate fate.

" In other words, poor people like us cannot get justice. "

Rendra again shed tears while holding his head that felt like breaking. Erick came over and sat down next to him.

" It's not like that. Don't despair, Ren..... Brother spoke so that you guys prepare yourself later. If you really want to go through the law, you must be stronger. But first let your mother decide which path she wants to take. Brother promise..... Brother will accompany him to face all the processes later, if that's what he wants. But if not, we have to respect his decision. "

Then the toilet door opened. In a hurry Rendra wiped both her wet cheeks, because she did not want her brother to see her weak. As Erick told him, as much as possible he tried to toughen up and become a force for his brother.

Then Rendra got up and walked quickly to the brother, looked at him and helped him back to lie on the bed. The atmosphere was silent again, as none of them opened their mouths. Busy with each other's thoughts and confused what to do in front of Biqha.

Until dawn, they worship together. Erick took the position of priest, while Biqha continued to perform on the bed with a sitting position. After completing their duty to the Creator, they offered prayers in their hearts with tears.

' O Allah. Give servants the strength to accompany them through this test. This is a great test for them, O Allah...... I promised my late mother to look after them. Help the servant to carry out the trust well and give the servant your guidance so that the servant can help Biqha get justice. '

' O Allah...... Why did you give us such a heavy test? What is wrong Biqha.....? Oh Allah.... Give me Biqha justice.....'

' O Allah...... Forgive the sins of the servants! Forgive the servant who cannot keep the sanctity of the servant..... I am helpless, God...... Servant is helpless...... What a heart this is.... It's very hard to accept....... Servant should how......? '

Having poured out their disobedience on the All-Hearer. They tried to be okay again, trying hard for each other.

" Khalhihan...! Hakhu hudhah ghak phapha khok. Khamhu jhugha harhus khulhiah Rhen, shebhenthar lhaghi hujhihan shemhesther khan?! " (you go home....! I'm not papa. You also have to go to Ren's college, soon the semester exam right ?! )

" One day not going to college will not make him behind Bi...... Rendra is a smart child since childhood, he can certainly catch up later. Let him rest today..... He must have been tired all night not sleeping take care of you. "

Erick said defending Rendra made Biqha speechless. If usually Biqha must argue, but this time Biqha only mute. Seeing that, Erick felt smug.

" Hijab lo wet Bi...... It is better to let your hair run and dry first. Don'tdon't worry..... I'll be out for a minute, all for breakfast. Want to eat something, right? "

Biqha shook her head weakly. Seeing that Erick breathed heavily.

" if you want breakfast what is Ren ? "

" It's up, brother. "

Again Erick breathed heavily upon hearing such a weak answer.

" OK....."

Erick hurried back, but Biqha suddenly opened her voice.

" Thunghu...."

Then Biqha turned to Rendra.

" Rhen's.... Tholhong bhelhikhan mbhak nhashi hudhuk dhi phehemphathan dhekhat rhumhah khitha dhulhu. Mbhak phenghen mhakhan. " (Ran.... Please buy rice tubs sitting at the crossroads near our home first. Mama wants to eat that. )

Rendra immediately obeyed the wishes of the brother, because he understood his brother deliberately told him to leave, because he wanted to talk alone with Erick. And Erick thought the same thing, so Erick approached and sat down beside Biqha's bed.

" Rhyp..... "

" Hem.." answered Erick, lowering his head.

" Hapha khamhu shudhah mhencherhithakhan shemhuanyha phadha Rhendrha ? " (have you told Rendra everything? )

Erick nodded weakly, Biqha immediately closed her eyes holding back tears. Biqha felt very embarrassed and pitiful. Although he had expected it, because the sister did not ask the slightest question about his condition, let alone see the eyes as her brother. But he still wants to make sure of Erick.

" Now what is the plan lo Bi......? Rendra wants the issue to be resolved legally. But whatever your decision is. We definitely support lo Bi..... I'll be on your side. "