Love In Tragedy
Chapter 45. Alina and Biqha

Biqha did not dare to look Alina in the eyes. The question that Alina asked made her feel stifled, until guilt increasingly enveloped her heart. Although Biqha is not to blame, she still feels guilty for Alina. She was the third person between Yoga and herself.

" Shayha mherhasha ghakh henhak hathi shamha mbhak, kharhenha homhonghan mherhekha thadhi phasthi mhelhukhai hathi mbhak Halhin." (i feel bad for you, because their talk must have hurt Alina's heart.)

" Wait.... Not that you said... Didn't you hear what they were talking about?! "

" Shayha mhemhang ghakh dhenger mbhak. Thapee.... Shayha lhihat phanthulhan bhayhan mherhekha dhi phinthu lhift. Jhadhi shedhikhit bhanyhak shayha thahu. " (i did not miss mbak. But.... I saw the reflection of their shadows on the elevator door. So I know a little bit.)

Alina widened her eyes. He felt quite amazed by Biqha's ability.

" Why are you being treated? You should have denied all their accusations, right?! But you let them talk. "

Biqha lowered her head for a moment. Regretting his words, Biqha must explain everything so that Alina does not suspect.

" Shayha shudhah phernhah mhenchobha mhenjhelhaskhan phadha bhebherhapha ohrhang, yhang mhempherthanyhakhan lhangshung phadha shayha. Thapee.... Thidhak shemhua mhempherchayhai shayha bheghithu. Therlhalhu mhelhelhahkhan, khalhau harhus mhenjhelhaskhan phadha shathu pershathu ohrhang yhang hadha dhishinhi. The mhakhanyha shayha mhemhilhih dhiham. "

(I've tried to explain it to some people, who question me directly. But.... Not everyone just trusts me. Too tiring, if you have to explain to one by one the people who are here. That's why I chose silence. )

" Yes you really are. Must be exhausting. "

" Yhang phasthi shayha dhan phak Yhogha thidhak mhemhilhikhi hubhunghan khushuh, shepherthi yhang mherhekha khathakhan. " (Surely me and Pak Yoga have no special relationship, as they say.)

Alina smiled as she nodded her head at Biqha. Biqha returned Alina's smile as she said in her heart.

' Yeah.... Yoga and I will never have a relationship again. I promise mbak..... I will never interrupt your relationship again. Excuse me.... Forgive me from before.....'

Biqha's eyes were reddened and a little glistening.Then it was silent for a moment. Not even open the elevator door on the 10th floor, where Biqha works. Before coming out, Biqha ventured to look at Alina once more.

" Shemhogha hubhunghan mbhak Halhin and phak Yhogha lhanggheng, bhahaghia shelhamonly. Dhan shemhogha phernhikhahan khalhian nhanthi lhanchar. The shakhinhah mhawhadhah dhan wharhohmhah..... Hamhin. " (May the relationship mbak Alin and Pak Yoga last, happy forever. And hope your marriage goes well. Sakinah mawadhah and warahmah..... Ammyinn. )

Alina smiled back at Biqha.

" Thank you...."

" Shayha dhulhuan mbhak.." (i mbak.).

They throw each other smiles before they part. Alina continued to look at Biqha's departure.

' Pretty. Not just his body but his heart. You deserve to be so passionate about it. But almost two years ago, I was the one by your side...... For almost two years it was me you loved. That's how easily your heart changes. This is not fair.... After you find it back, you want to get rid of me. Is it my fault that I want to stay? '

Alina shed her tears in silence, while continuing to stare at Biqha's slowly disappearing back. Alina gently wiped away the melted tears on her cheeks.

After the elevator closed, Alina leaned her body against the wall of the rear elevator. His mind drifted to a few days ago. On the morning after the surprise party that ended was painful for him.

That morning he visited the residence of Hermawan, intending to pour his sorrow on the future mother-in-law. At the same time want to seek clarity on the change in the attitude of Yoga towards him.

But before he could ask directly to Mama Hani. He accidentally overheard the conversation of his two future-in-laws at the dinner table. In the conversation, he heard a name. Prophetqha Azzahra. Mama Hani calls it the first love of Yoga, which has not yet been accomplished.

The first love is very much desired by Yoga. But it also once destroyed it, when their communication was cut off when Yoga went to college in London. Yoga became an alcoholic, frustrated to lose track of Biqha and could not find her whereabouts.

Until Yoga is trapped free association with a woman. Who later confessed to containing her fetus. But it turns out that the woman was just cheating on him, for money. Fortunately Erick managed to uncover the lie, and made Yoga realized.

Alina's heart was broken hearing that fact. But the thing that made her feel so sick was the statement of Mama Hani, who said all of it was just because of one person. Nabiqha.

Alina's tears continued to flow, accompanying her solitude in the elevator. As the elevator doors opened, Alina quickly wiped away her tears. Alin took her glasses from inside the bag, then put them on to cover her wet eyes. Then step confidently, like when you're on the catwalk.

Arriving at the Yoga room, Alina immediately sat on the sofa in front of the Yoga desk. While Yoga greeted him with an unpleasant facial expression.

" I've said it many times.... Tell me first, if you want to come here. " Yoga tries to hold back his emotions.

" I'm sorry that my arrival bothered you. I came here on the orders of my mom and dad. Didn't they tell you about today's schedule? " Answer Alina.

Yoga instantly opened his phone and checked the incoming messages. Papa and his mother called him, but Yoga ignored him. After reading the contents of the message from his mother, Yoga leaned his body weakly on the seat of his greatness while grunting in annoyance.

" They scheduled us to meet again with vendors and some designers after this lunch hour. So I thought...why don't we lunch together? We haven't had lunch together for a long time."

Alina tries to be as relaxed as possible in the face of Yoga, which seems to hold back her emotions. Yoga was eager to refute and resist, but the threat of his papa made him unable to dwell.

" Alin I beg you..... Can't you try to persuade our parents again, to cancel this plan? Yep..... At least not for now. I'm...."

" When then? "

Alina cut out the Yoga speech quickly, while getting up from her seat. Then step closer to the Yoga desk.

" Why should I persuade them? Aren't you the one who didn't want this marriage to happen? Even if you tell them, if you want to end our relationship, I won't stop you anymore Yoga either.... But I hope you can be honest, and acknowledge the real reason. Not by giving me the wrong. "

Yoga fell silent, glancing sharply at Alina. Then turned away while shaking his head slowly. Pitting his teeth, until it looks like his jaw is hardened.

' Be Honest with Yoga. Tell me what you want. Show me how much you love her! Why should you be afraid? Are you afraid of losing everything you have right now? But love requires sacrifice..... If you want it, then you should be ready to lose the others. If you dare to express everything honestly, then I will acknowledge the power of your love. And I'll try to let it all go.'

Alina was monologuing in her heart, with eyes glistening behind her glasses.

" Stop Alin. I'm sick of your suspicions. This is the reason why I am not ready and have doubts about continuing our wedding plans this year. This also makes me think, it would be better if we just end it all. Because I don't think there's any more matches between us. There is no trust and there is never again good communication. "

Alina smiled cynically, with eyes that grew louder behind her glasses.

' You keep insisting on covering everything up and handing me all the blame. Well, don't blame me Yoga.... I will also keep what should be my right.'

His words returned in his heart. Although her heart is hurt by the betrayal of Yoga, Alina is still a woman who has an ego. Who does not want to lose to other women, let alone from a third person in his relationship.

" all right..... I'm gonna go. I will try to convey that wish to both of our parents. "

Alina moved her legs away. At the door, Yoga called out to him.

" Wait....."

Alina turned to look at Yoga, while Yoga closed her eyes to think for a moment. After taking a deep breath, Yoga spoke.

" I'll go with you. We'll talk about this together. "

Yoga and Alina left the room together. Unlike usual, this time they had to use a public elevator. Because the executive elevator in his office is under maintenance.

The elevator opens on the 10th floor. There was Erick waiting in front.

" Hey... Rick." say hello to Alina.

" Hi Lin's. How come....."

" Executive lifts are in treatment." replied Yoga quickly.

" Oh...."

As the elevator door began to move shut, Alina quickly pressed the opening button. Because he saw Biqha and his comrades walking over.

" O Prophet......"

Alina waved her hand at Biqha. All were very surprised to see Alina greeting Biqha so kindly. Yoga and Erick. They even immediately turned their gaze towards Alina with bulging eyes and a stiff body instantly. While Biqha awkwardly smiled as she slightly nodded her head, responding to Alina's greeting.

" What are you waiting for? Come on quickly in ! "

Alina said to Biqha and her colleagues, after seeing them glued in front of the elevator. The five partners looked at each other. While Yoga secretly steals a look at Biqha. His feelings are mixed at the moment. On one side he was happy to see Biqha, and treated a bit of her longing. But on the other hand he also felt guilty and also panicked because of Alina's presence here.

" No papa mbak. We're.... Wait for the elevator next door " said Fajar while pointing to the elevator on the right.

" Why are you so stiff? Already, let's go in ! Come Nabiqha.......! "

Alina casually pulled Biqha's hand in. And the four partners finally followed, albeit with a very sad feeling. Because this was their first experience, being in an elevator with the CEO and his future wife.

Yoga and Erick are very shocked to see the familiarity between Alina and Biqha. Then they exchanged lyrics. As if communicating with each other inwardly, their eyes looked as if asking each other questions.

' How did Biqha and Alin get to know each other? Since when did Biqha and Alin know each other?'

After that the two friends, unknowingly immediately turned their attention to Biqha.

" Why are you guys? He said friends since High School, why act like people who don't know each other anyway? "

Alina's rebuke made everyone clumsy. Including the other four Biqha colleagues.

" Keep your attitude Alin ! it's office. "

Yoga spoke very firmly to Alina, but with a slightly restrained voice. The elevator was surprised. Yoga cannot control her feelings of panic and panic, knowing that Biqha and Alin know each other.

" I know this is an office. But at the same time they themselves greet each other can not. So stiff.... "

" It can't be Lin.... But the name in the office, there must still be a limit between superiors and subordinates. So as not to cause misunderstandings and gaps for other employees. "

Erick answered calmly, trying to calm down and master the situation. Alina grunted annoyedly. While Yoga is busy with his mind shrouded in anxiety, Biqha can only bow down. For a moment the atmosphere became silent.

" Rick.... Come with us, lunch. We haven't been walking together for a long time. Yesterday during the boss's surprise party, you couldn't follow either. This afternoon you come with us....! " Said Alina again breaking the silence.

Erick spontaneously glanced towards the Yoga next to him. While Yoga still steals the view towards Biqha.

" Bring Nabiqha as well. Yes Nabiqha yes...! "

Again and again, Alina makes a shock of Yoga as well as Erick. Moreover, Biqha, She was also very surprised because Alina suddenly grabbed her arm and invited her along. Even the other employees saw it.

" Ghakh husha mbhak, mhakhashih. Shayha mhakhan shihang bharheng themhen - themhen hajha. " (No need to, thank you. I had lunch with me.)

Very awkwardly Biqha moved her hand, simultaneously with her head bobbing against Alina's invitation. Erick who understood the panic of his two best friends, tried to take action.

" Sory Lin's..... Looks like we can't. We are very busy at the moment. So we don't have much time...."

" Oh.... C'mon Rick's. "

While Alin was still trying to argue with Erick, the elevator door opened. They also got out of the elevator. The four Biqha associates slightly lowered their heads almost simultaneously, showing their respect for Erick, Yoga and also Alina before they passed. Just as Biqha was about to catch up with her comrades, Alina retracted her arm.

" Come Nabiqha, come with us...."

" What are you doing? Lefs go. "

Yoga with a stifled voice, grabbed Alina's arm and tried to pull her away from there. But Alina pulled her arm from the clutches of Yoga, whimpering in pain.

" Akhh....... What the fuck's a pity?! How come you get so angry."

Alina Sontak's words made Yoga round his sharp eyes towards her. After that switch to staring at Biqha at a glance with a different gaze. Then he turned his face away. Yoga is frustrating because you can't do anything about it.

' Bre**s*k. Why should Alin call me that in front of Biqha. Biqha must have been hurt. What if he misunderstands and hates me even more......'