LOVE IS NOT SAVED
Chapter 29 WHERE MY LACK OF ME

A month has passed Member is now officially his personal assistant Olan, Olan painstakingly teach Angga about what is his duty. Olan also several times deliberately let Angga to lead small meetings with the aim that Angga learn to deliver his position when Olan has other activities or urgent.

It was still morning in his study, Olan was not busy with his work but was busy making plans for himself. In that room Olan was alone so he was free to do anything including his own smiles. Maybe if Olan's dividing room was only separated by a glass wall everyone who passed in front of his room could see Olan was grinning himself, he said, it could be if Olan is said to be crazy for his own smiles.

Olan soon realized from his daydream after a few minutes plunged into his imaginary world.

"My coffee why isn't there yet?" olan said slowly. This morning Alea had yet to deliver coffee to Olan.

While Olan waited for Alea to deliver coffee for her, Alea was in the pantry making coffee.

"Ju, change places yuk," said Alea.

"Where can I, Alea. Your job is already directly under the orders of the big boss," Juju replied.

Actually Alea had begun to be uncomfortable with the conditions and rumors circulating in the office about her and Olan, Alea was careless.

"Ju, I'll talk to the boss later" Alea said.

"I'm sure your proposal will never be accepted" Juju replied. It is true what Juju just said that Olan as the big boss in the company will never be able to agree to Alea's proposal.

"I'm bored all day just sitting still, I'm like a bego I'm like, '" Alea complained.

"From you complaining constantly, it's coffee will be cold before being ushered in Alea," Juju explained.

"Gosh, I forgot" Alea said.

Their conversation is interrupted, Alea immediately delivers coffee to Olan and Juju begins to do his duty as an OB. Alea brought a tray containing a cup of his homemade coffee to Olan as her initial task in the day.

"Excuse me sir!" Alea slightly tightened her voice after standing right in front of the entrance of Olan's room.

"Lake ,Alea!" answer Olan.

Alea entered because he had received orders from the owner of the room.

"The coffee, sir," Alea said as she placed her cup of coffee on her desk.

"Thank you, Alea," said Olan sincerely.

"Is there anything else I need to help you with, sir?" said Alea as a form of pleasantries.

"Some, you sit down first" Olan replied.

Alea was sitting on a chair across from Olan.

"What task is it, sir for me?" ask Alea.

"It's not sie's job, but rather I want to say something to you" Olan explained.

"What is that sir?" once again Alea asked.

"Do you have a boyfriend or someone close to you?" ask Olan carefully.

With anxious feelings Olan waited for an answer from Alea.

"Nothing, sir," Alea replied honestly.

Olan immediately smiled meaningfully after getting Alea's answer.

"Good.." said Olan spontaneously.

"I mean, sir?" Alea did not understand Olan's intentions.

"Will you be my lover?" olan.

"Hah.....Alea was shocked to hear Olan's words.

"What is this, sir?"

"You don't want to be my girlfriend?" once again Olan repeated his question.

"I'm sorry, I can't" Alea replied.

Hearing Alea's words, Olan frowned.

"But why, what's the reason?" Olan asked for an explanation.

"Because I don't love you" I hate you more precisely" Alea said in her heart.

"But I want you to be my lover" Olan did not want to accept the rejection.

"I'm sorry, sir, but I can't" Alea replied.

"I don't want to be owned by any man" Alea replied.

Olan further frowned in surprise at Alea's reply.

"Do you have any trauma with men?" ask Olan. Olan is unaware that she is the main source of Alea's trauma.

"That's my personal business, I don't think I need to answer father's questions" Alea replied firmly.

Olan scratched his non-itchy nape after hearing Alea's last words.

"Can't you give me a chance?" olan half hoped.

"Once again, sorry sir. I can't" Alea once again refused Olan's request.

"But I want you to be my lover" Olan said forcefully.

"I can't accept the fans returning my feelings" Alea explained.

Olan felt frustrated at Alea's rejection.

"Tell me, what makes you like this?" once again Olan forgot what she had done to Alea.

"I just want to focus on taking care of my family" Alea explained.

"I just want to focus on raising your son more precisely," Alea continued inwardly.

"The problem is your family I can help you" Olan replied.

"Sorry, sir. We are not beggars" Alea said. It was the spicy word Alea had spoken for Olan.

Alea had already built a fortification and barrier for himself and Olan. Alea had prepared a million reasons if something like this happened. And sure enough Olan asked her to be her lover, Deep down in her heart actually Alea wanted to vomit hearing Olan's confession and request for her, until whenever Alea will continue to remember that fateful night where Alea's chastity was forcibly snatched by Olan.

Olan took a deep breath and leaned his back on the back of his great chair. Olan looked at Alea's face with a question mark. While Alea was still sitting in a perpendicular position and did not flinch, she returned Olan's gaze with an expressionless look. Cold war.

Almost five minutes Olan and Alea were silent, both of them as if they were busy with their thoughts.

"Haa..... Olan breathed out violently.

"Listen, Alea. I really want to be someone close to you" Olan said.

"But I don't want any man including my father to be close to me" Alea replied.

"How can you trust me if I want to be your lover!" olan began to get frustrated.

"The father didn't have to do anything to convince me. There are still many women out there who want to have a father. And I'm sure if they have a background far above me" Alea explained at length.

"But I want you, not them!" Olan said the sentence was almost half screaming.

Alea did not budge at all, his heart just grew stronger to refuse the orders of his boss.

"And I don't want a father" Alea replied without any fear.

"Agh..." Olan stammered hearing Alea's words.

"I'm sorry sir," without waiting any longer Alea immediately got up from her seat and left Olan who was still locked without being able to say any more words.

After Alea left Angga entered Olan's room while carrying a map containing data that had just been checked.

"Olan, what's wrong with you?" asked Angga after seeing Olan holding back his anger.

"What is my lack? how dare he reject me without giving me a chance!" Olan. His breathing began to hunt down his emotional cusp.

"Who rejected you?" ask Angga.

"Who else if not Alea!" answer Olan.

Really Angga wants to laugh at the moment but it does it quite deep, Angga realized this time is not the right time to tease Olan.

"What ...? what reason?" asked Angga surprised.

"He just gave me an absurd reason. Just makes me dizzy?" Olan. After Alea Olan's rejection couldn't focus on work all day. Olan even scolded some employees just for trivial matters.

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