LOVE IS NOT SAVED
Chapter 37 REGRETS

Completed the funeral of Alea at the burial place Mr. Eh and his family returned home. While Olan did not immediately leave Alea alone. Olan was still squatting in front of the mound of red earth that was still wet, the sprinkles still emitting its fragrance.

Olan grasped the red stoic in his palm, Olan squeezed the ground with all his might. In this way Olan vented all the feelings that were in his heart. Angry, sad and hurt into one and the deepest feeling Olan felt was a deep regret. Several times Olan condemned her stupidity, if only if she did not force Alea to be her lover maybe now Olan could still see Alea. But no matter how much regret Olan felt it was impossible to raise Alea from his grave it had all happened.

Olan rubbed the tombstone that read Aleandra Wilency's name, Olan rubbed the tombstone as if he was stroking Alea, so softly rubbed Olan's hand on the tombstone.

"Alea, I promise you I will take care of Aska, our son very well. Again forgive me" said Olan. The colorless liquid came back out from the corner of Olan's eyes, dripping with no resistance.

Finished saying his promise Olan stood up because his legs now began to tingle due to squatting too long.

"Alea, I'm saying goodbye. I'll see you here a lot" said Olan slowly, only he could hear his words.

With a feeling of ingenuity Olan began to step his feet away from where Alea was buried. Olan continued to step away without looking back, with all his might Olan continued to step away from Alea's place.

Arriving at the parking lot there Angga was waiting for him, Angga deliberately left Olan alone in Alea's grave because he wanted to give time to Olan. Without saying Olan directly entered the car after Angga sitting behind the wheel.

"Are we going home now?" ask Angga because Olan did not say where Angga took Olan.

"To the house sir Eh," Olan replied. Angga immediately started the car engine preparing to seven places that Olan said earlier.

All the way in the silent car no words came out of the mouth of Olan or Angga, Olan was busy with his thoughts while Angga hesitated to ask. The car that Angga was driving continued to drive in defense of the road, only the sound of the roar of the car was heard.

Angga parked the car after arriving at the destination.

"Olan, we have arrived" said Angga.

"Ha, oh yes," said Olan surprised. Olan was surprised because throughout the journey Olan just daydreamed. Olan immediately got out of the car, his intention of coming to where Mr. Eh was to say an apology. Although Olan has apologized several times but Olan does not feel enough because Mr. Eh and Ms. Siti have not received her apology.

Olan saw at the house of Eh sir there are still some guests who are still staying, even though Olan did not lock me his intention to meet Eh sir and Siti ma'am.

"Good afternoon" said Olan. Everyone was there at the same time, looking straight at Olan. Olan smiled stiffly. Olan sat down to join the guests who had not yet returned home. There are those who are chatting there are also busy enjoying a snack prepared by Siti ma'am. Olan felt foreign to be there because no one invited him to chat lucky there was Angga who accompanied him.

The day is almost at night the guests have left the residence one by one sir Eh. Mr. Eh approached Olan because Olan was still sitting in his seat.

"Why not go home yet" said Mr. Eh with an expressionless face.

"I want to apologize, sir," Olan replied.

"Go home, there's no point in you staying here" Eh sir subtly told Olan to leave.

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Olan changed his position. Both of Olan's knees have now touched the floor, Olan kneels before Mr. Eh.

"Sir, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt Alea, really," Olan said in a plea.

Mr. Eh was surprised by what Olan did before him, sir did not expect that a rich man like Olan could kneel in front of him to apologize.

"Wake up, Alea is hurt because of you. Apologize to Alea, not to you, "say sir Eh.

Mr. Eh became unwell because Olan was still kneeling before him.

"Sit down.." said Mr. Eh. Mr. Eh was sitting on the side chair where Olan was sitting earlier. Olan also followed the words of Mr. Eh, Olan sitting right next to Mr. Eh.

"Aska, where is it?" ask sir Eh.

"Aska, it's in the apartment. There's a nurse guarding him" Olan replied.

"When are you going to bring Aska here?" ask sir Eh again. Mr. Eh deliberately multiplied the conversation so that it would no longer be about Alea.

Olan took a deep breath and exhaled through his mouth before answering sir Eh's question.

"From now on Aska will stay with me, but once a week I will bring Aska here" Olan replied.

There was a little relief felt by Mr. Eh, sir thinking that they would never see Aska again.

"Thank you" replied Eh. Ms. Siti came while carrying a tray containing two cups of tea and a snack, the snack was used to fill the stomach before dinner.

"Please drink the tea," said Siti after putting the contents of the tray on the table.

Ms. Siti did not go back inside, but Siti sat down to join her husband and Olan. Olan can still see the sad face of Lady Siti, but Olan actually did not see the sadness sir Eh. What Olan saw from the look on Mr. Eh's face was anxiety and it was visible from the beginning of Alea's funeral. Olan did not dare to ask.

Olan sipped a warm drink given by Siti. Olan's empty stomach is now a little warm because of the warm tea.

"Sir, ma. Please allow me to be Alea's replacement" Olan said.

"Until any time you will never be able to replace Alea," said Mr. Eh a little emotion.

"I mean, not like that. I know Alea means a lot to Mr. Eh and Ms. Siti" Olan explained.

"Keep, what do you mean?" reply sir Eh while staring intently at Olan.

"I mean, I want to give business capital to sir Eh. I know in the past, Mr. Eh and Ms. Siti had opened a food stall I want to pack Eh to open a food stall again," said Olan.

Olan's intention is to help the family sir Eh, Olan knows that when Alea was there, Alea petrified his family's finances.

"No, I'm sorry I can't accept your help," refused Eh sir.

"Sir, please accept my help, I'm sure Alea will definitely feel sad if you see the family of the father of distress" said Olan.

Mr. Eh was speechless, what Olan said just now had a point too but Mr. Eh did not want to betray Alea, by accepting Olan's help it means that Mr. Eh's family had hurt Alea.

"Sorry, once again we can't accept your help Mr. Olan," again sir Eh refused Olan's offer.

"Alright, if you don't want to accept my money because of Alea, please accept my help for Aska's sake. Think of this as my gratitude for taking care of my son Aska," said Olan.

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