LOVE LIKE THIS
Chapter 10 Between Dawn and Dusk

Come to terms

we're all on the top of the mountain, so

beautiful and amazing atmosphere on the mountain, I feel like flying above the clouds, being part of the goddess – goddess in the story of kahyangan.

Tak

kusia – leave the opportunity to take – photos and capture the moment

very rare of this, me, Silvy and Monic ran there – here

like a child.

Temporal

Lyla and Janet seem so ordinary, as if – is the usual thing in their opinion, maybe because they are already very

used to climb mountains, so that

this is common for them.

Rian

sitting crouched on a rock at the top of a mountain, he looked solemnly praying while looking at

the stone, I slowly approached Rian

who was crouching in front of the stone.

How

surprised me, it turned out on the stone

it says Rian and Yuki's names, then

in his hand, Rian took out a stone sculpture, and changed the name on the stone to Rian and

Alina's.

Really

I can't say what – is, arrived –

suddenly Rian knelt before me and expressed his feelings to me.

“ After all this time, maybe this is a good time

for me, to express my feelings

you Lin.”

“ I hope you will accept

this feeling of mine, to accompany your heart

forever.”

I also

just speechless, confused should answer

what, because I'm still confused myself

with what I feel for Rian, is this a feeling of liking, or

just a curious feeling, because

rian's attitude is always inviting curiosity for anyone who is close

with him.

“ Answer Lin !  don't just shut up dong.” Yells out

Ken

I

still sculpting and still true – true sculpting, arrived – arrived I remembered the conversation

between Adit and Rian last night, if I

not answering the request from Rian, means it's the same I gave hope to Adit, while I myself was right – is not

have a feeling what – to Adit other than as a regular friend, if I accept Rian's request, although I myself still doubt, at least Adit will not pursue me, at least,  and my relationship with Silvy won't

disturbed later in the day.

I also

nodding my head, a sign that I

accepting Rian's feelings, Rian too

he stood up and hugged me on top of the mountain.

“ Now you are my Alina, and let Yuki rest with

quiet.”

I

who arrived – arrived goosebumps hearing Rian's words, as if – had replaced Yuki's position

who was so very sincere about loving Rian, while I myself was still in a sense of worry between affection or

just curious about Rian.

Day

it became a historic day for me, because the first time I was close to a man other than

my father, things I never experienced

ever since I was born.

Daylight

changed to dusk, we have

being at the beginning of the climb, after

this quite impressive climb, we took pictures together and exchanged phone numbers with Gana and

friends – his friend, is no exception with

Lyla and Janet were at the beginning of the story that scared us.

Be resilient

we tidied up our – items into the car, and immediately darted away from the foot of the mountain

heading to our city which is quite a distance away, during the journey home my feelings became

no, whether I'm wrong or not

accepting Rian to be my lover, however

I honestly admit that my feelings for Rian are still among them

or not as a lover.

Rian

glancing at me, and with a smile, arrived – arrived he said a sentence

which makes me less and less.

“ Relax Lin, I know what you feel, I just saved you from Adit, of course you know how I feel to

ever changed.” Rian said with a smile and returned

drive.

Utterance

Rian certainly makes me even more confused, what is the meaning of all this, whether

it's just a charade, or whether

these.

But

I also can not demand what – what to him, because after all, my feelings for Rian are also still ashes – ashes.

Finally

I arrived home, directly to me

I collapsed my little body on the bed, and it didn't take me long to close my eyes, because I was so tired.

Di

in my sleep, I dreamt of meeting

with Yuki, a flashback some time

last time, my last meeting

with him, it continues inside

my dream.

Still

in the same place, in the back

rian School, Yuki shows a shadow

a woman to me, that woman

school uniforms are like old school uniforms, not like my uniforms or Yuki uniforms.

The woman looks embarrassed – shy standing behind the school wall, as if – was observing someone, but shy to meet him.

“ Who is that woman Yuki ?” Ku

I dare to ask Yuki

Yuki

didn't answer my question, he just

pointing to the woman, and as if

telling me to keep paying attention to him, after a long time I observed, I started

it was realized that the woman had a resemblance to me, but there was also a resemblance to Yuki.

My mind

where to start – where, who exactly

that woman, and why Yuki looks like

forcing me to watch the woman closely, but why does the woman's face have

similarity to me and Yuki.

I

keep watching the woman, and now

the woman moved from her place, starting to approach a man who was so exact in his face with

Rian, but with that hairstyle

different, now I feel more

curious, with slowly and heart –

my heart and Yuki's tailing them from behind.

Arriving

– arrived my sister woke me up, and I

I also realized from my long dream.

“ Woy wake up ! eat first kak.” shouted

my sister woke me up

I

the one who was still absentminded, trying

waking myself up, I saw the clock

my bedroom wall.  Showing 6 o'clock, I immediately rushed to the bathroom, a while later I was ready in

dining table with neat clothes.

“ Want to go where night – gini night

non ?” ask my brother to me.

“ Nights ? it's not like it's morning.” Much

to my brother

Recontact

my brother and sister laughed incessantly – stop, I was confused by what happened, I went straight to the window and I saw out the window, it was true that now it is night.

“ How long did I fall asleep sis ?” much

to my brother

“ You sleep all day, from night until night again tau.”

“ Built is not difficult

main.”

I

surprised by my brother's words, God, what about my promise to Silvy and

Monic today, soon I run to

my room and checked my phone.

Turns out

right, some message notifications and

repeated missed calls – reset from Silvy and Monica.

“ Ah, how tired I was, until I

can't tell which dusk is and which dawn.”

I went back to my bed, too,

picking up dreams - beautiful dreams that may have faithfully awaited me.