LOVE LIKE THIS
Chapter 15 Sadness in a Blanket of Happiness

Silvy and Monic come to the hospital to see Rian, and to pick me up, Silvy is shocked to see me outside the hospital.

“What happened to you Lin, why are you outside?” ask Silvy.

I did not answer Silvy's question, I just fell silent and occasionally wiped the tears that kept coming out

“Is Rian okay Lin?” silvy

Tiara followed me out of the hospital, and suddenly she grabbed me and hugged me.

“I'm sorry Lin, I'm sorry I said earlier, I shouldn't blame you Lin.” Tiara said while crying, I also hugged her back tightly, the atmosphere just happened in the hospital yard.

We went back to the hospital, and into the room where Rian was taken care of, I and Tiara promised in front of Rian and Sinta that they would try to give their best,  and promised to try to pass the top 24 auditions.

Indeed, Rian could not answer, because he was still in a weak state and lost his memory, while Sinta was still in a coma until now,  yet we were all startled by the tears that suddenly dripped from Sinta's eyes, and slowly she moved her fingers,

Tiara seemed happy about it, she kept whispering encouraging sentences to Sinta, slowly Sinta's hand movements more and more, Ken ran out of the room calling the doctor, shortly afterwards,  the doctor came and checked Sinta's condition, the doctor said that Sinta was now in a better state, he began to regain consciousness.

The doctor's statement makes us happy, although we remain sad because Rian had to lose his memory, but the good development of Sinta, is enough to be a cure for all of us.

The day that was waiting arrived, that morning with a face full of enthusiasm and full of bright hope, I set off to the audition place of the top 24, accompanied by Silvy, Monic and Tiara, I went to the audition place,  we leave together.

Immediately I registered my name to the committee, and the committee gave me the number 16, while Tiara got the number 8. We encourage each other because our goals are the same.

The shadow of my mother was present strengthened me, as if giving me a special spirit, as if it were speaking to me so that I would remain firm and still be vigorous.

Tiara looks so stunning, so beautiful and so melodious her voice, her movements are very agile, the judges seem amazed by her appearance, her gaze is so sharp, making anyone who sees her will fall in love.

Tiara came and hugged me tightly, I did not stay silent to congratulate her.

“Crazy Ra!.. Your appearance is amazing, the real artist you are Ra.” I said to Tiara

“ But I'm afraid of Lin, I'm afraid that I fail.” Tiara hesitated

“ No kog, you will not fail, I am sure of that Ra.” I said as I clasped Tiara's hand tightly.

While I was preparing to wait my turn, I was surprised to see the audience, because Sinta and Rian came in a wheelchair, the chemistry of the band and my schoolmates came too,  they really gave me a spirit of their own.

“ Fuji Alina Sayaka please go on stage.” A grand jury called my name, with a feeling of unease and a pounding heart, I advanced slowly.

“Spirit Alina!“ shouted Sinta loudly from the audience bench.

I was shocked to hear that, somehow Sinta's words made me grow more confident and more excited, making me really feel like a star.

I showed my best performance to everyone, the audience and the jury. The jury looked so sharp at me, especially when the jury told me to make a korean move, I let go of all my fatigue,  I felt as if I was running all the way across a vast field.

Letting go of all the saturation in my heart, all the fatigue in my mind, it all exploded and turned into an incredible spirit, without me thinking the judges gave me a standing applause. Until without me noticing when I got off the stage, my vision became blurred and my legs felt so limp.

Tiara who saw me started staggering, immediately ran towards me and hugged me and embraced me guiding towards the participant bench.

“Wow, you are great Lin, I salute you.” Tiara said to me

“Thank you so much Ra, I just tried my best, and thank you for helping me.” I said as I continued to hold on to Tiara's shoulders.

Sinta with her wheelchair approaching towards us, she congratulated both of us, for our performance which she thought was so amazing, if the accident did not happen to Sinta, he said,  so now we

the three of you will be here.

Janet and Lyla became the last two participants, their performance was no less great than the participants of – participants

previously, even Lyla made the jury again gave a standing applause because Lyla's voice was so melodious, making the feathers of participants, spectators and the jury who listened to her

being goosebumps standing up, I also gave my standing applause to Lyla who really had a voice

golden.

Now that the day had turned into night, the announcement time for the 24 selected contestants was about to be announced, all the participants and the audience were so nervous waiting for the jury's decision, my heart was really pounding,  I closed my eyes while holding hands with Sinta, Tiara, Lyla and Janet, we prayed and prayed for each other

This time the jury represented by Mr Saki Takajo will announce who qualified as the 24 members of the idol group.

“Goodnight everyone, please attention, I will announce anyone who has the right to be selected as a member idol group.” Said Mr. Saki

“ Please the names I call to advance to the front of the stage.” he added again while declaring a place for the participants he will call

My heart really pounded this time, how much responsibility and sense of burden I felt.

“ Dian Tiara Rarasati from High School 1.” Said Mr. Saki.

As expected, Tiara must have succeeded, Tiara was the first name mentioned by Mr. Saki, spontaneously Tiara immediately cried prostrate and hugged me, as if not believing that she could escape being an idol group.

“ Yulyla Sanda and Ranti Janeta from Sma Music.” Said Mr. Saki again while allowing the two of them to go up on stage.

Janet and Lyla followed later, they both hugged each other, then came up to me and hugged me.

“Lin, I'll wait on stage.” Lyla encouraged me.

Until the last 3 participants left, making me resigned, if this is my line, then I will do my best, but if this is not my line, then this is the best.

Now Mr. Hatori instead announced the last 3 participants, and it turns out that the last 3 participants, are the participants who have the highest score.

“ Fuji Alina Sayaka from Sma Model.” Said Mr. Hatori

I was surprised, happy, as if in disbelief, I immediately ran towards the audience and hugged Silvy, Monic and my brother who were present supporting me, not forgetting Sinta I hugged as hard as she could,  we shed it in the cry of Haru.

While the other two participants with the highest score are Hana from Sma 4 and Firly from SMA 2, they are indeed worthy of being the best, he said,  because indeed they both have enough experience in the world of modeling and drag sound.

We were lined up in front of the stage, the happiness I let out, covering the sadness I felt,  when I saw Rian who this time really did not recognize me and was busy looking at the other contestants.

Mr. Hatori gave a speech on stage, and congratulated all of us, saying that the 24 idol members of this group will have many activities,  and will hold a road tour in several cities after this, in addition, also have activities to interact with some idol groups that first exist in several countries.

Of course this will take up a lot of my time, because now my busyness is increasing, in addition to school affairs, me too

must divide the time to become an impromptu artist.