
Day
what I was waiting for finally arrived, the day
this is the day Rian will go and take me to see the band festival
student, on his motorcycle
pick me up at home.
“ Where to Lin, not breakfast first ?” Ask
brother to me.
“ No brother, I want to go first, want to watch the band festival in the square – city square
brother.” I answered while picking up the helmet in my sister's room.
“ Departure same who are you Lin ?”
“ Departing with my friend brother, first yes brother I say goodbye first, greetings to father and tell him that I
departing.” I rushed to the house too
and soon meet Rian.
“ Is ready Lin and no longer exists
who missed ?”
“ No kog, all are complete, let's go.”
Rian
immediately turn on his vehicle and slide towards the square – city square. Morning
the square – city square is filled by a lot of students and students from all over
school in our city, they're coming
to give his support to their favorite school band – each
respectively.
“ Wow a lot ya Rian yang
come.”
“ It's still not how Lin
compared year – year before.”
“ What !, seriously you are Rian, but this is already a lot you know.”
Rian
he answered with a smile while looking at me.
“ Already focus the same nyetirnya, do not push – toleh first.” My speech
to Rian, I don't know what it's like for me and Rian
it's not like anyone else now.
Rian
parked his bike backstage, and everyone was looking at us with their faces full
question, how could one
Rian, who had never been close to a woman other than Yuki, now walked along with Alina.
Siro, Gerry and Diyar welcome and come to me
and Rian who just arrived.
“ Wih has not taken a girl on you
Yan.” Said Siro to Rian while looking at me, quickly – quickly Gerry embraces and closes
siro's mouth from behind.
“ Hush !, keep your talk Siro, beware if your words offend his feelings
Rian, you know who that woman is
it's only in Rian's heart.” Said Gerry
silencing Siro's mouth, Gerry is
the closest friend of Rian who knows best how Rian.
I
even just speechless to hear Gerry say, I know that what Gerry said was completely true.
However
beyond my expectations, Rian answered instead
it made us all dumbfounded.
“ Calm Ger, what Siro said is true, and Yuki has now transformed into Alina.” Yakap
Rian casually while holding me towards the attendee tent.
“ You mean what Rian ?” much
confusion mixed with happy feelings that come just like that suddenly –
arriving, Rian just smiled as he continued
holding me.
Monic
and Silvy came to me into the tent participants, slowly – slowly Silvy approached me and asked
sorry to me for his jealous attitude yesterday – yesterday to me.
“ Sorry I am Lin, I have been prejudiced against you.”
“ No papa kog Sil, I have never been annoyed by your attitude
kog Sil, you're still a friend
bestku.”
Wealthier
we hugged each other and our relationship returned as good as ever.
“ Improved Cie.” Arriving
– arrived Tiara replied from behind.
Shortly after, the MC went on stage to mark the band festival
it will begin soon, all participants and
visitors look boisterous welcoming the presence of the MC who is so skilled in
processing the word – words so as to make the atmosphere more alive.
Chemistry
The band became the opening band as well as a guest star at the festival
that is, the entire band members went upstairs
the stage except for Ken who is not feeling well and has to be treated
in a hospital outside the city.
As
opening words – words, Rian said a special sentence before starting
music games.
“ Welcome new soul, the soul that brings new life passes by
harmonizing life, between
music and love, between Yuki and Alina.” Prattling
to all visitors at the festival event, all spectators boisterously welcomed the word – words
Rian, while I just silently stared
limp helpless.
chemistry band chanting – songs their flagship song on stage, looks in the distance Adit continues to look at me
with a disappointed and uninspired look, I turned my face away as if I did not care
Adit, because I don't want a heart
who hurt more later.
Subsequent to
some songs performed by Rian and his – friends, now the turn of the festival participants who choose
change singing – songs of their flagship song on stage, on this occasion the fillers of chemistry
the band changed to a jury that would judge which band would be worthy
representing our city advancing at the national level festival event.
Hodiernal
adit and his band's turn forward to the stage, Silvy with a beaming face – series shouted
hysteris called – calling Adit's name non-stop, but Adit's view was only fixed
to me, then arrived – arrived Adit forward to
front the mic and open the appearance with a sentence that makes all eyes
aimed at me.
“ A song I created for
a Mahadevi who wounded my heart, This song is for you Alina.” All eyes are fixed
to me, Silvy was the one who was shouting
– scream hysteris call – call name Adit arrive – arrive silent and
looking at me with can't say what – what.
Only
Rian who did not care about what Adit said, he only smiled small and occasionally
glanced at me on the audience bench.
Actually
I was confused by what happened, whether I should treat Rian as a friend or as a lover, I was confused as to what to behave like, because everything just happened without there
a definite statement.
Arriving
– just arrive from behind, Tiara
patting me and reminding me.
“ Rian is Lin's rock, heart - heart before your heart is hurt
later.”
“ You mean what Tiara, give me an explanation.”
“ You don't know how it is yet
rian's feelings for Yuki, and you too
don't know how if it arrives – arrived Rian and his past trauma.”
Utterance
Tiara made me feel helpless, all
what Tiara said is true, I only know Rian and do not know him further.
Even
if indeed I have to be in love with Rian, I myself am still confused where to go and
the purpose of my relationship is later.
“ I myself still can't
trust Lin, is it true this time Rian
happy to meet you, because
I was the one who was by her side as she hugged Yuki for last
time.” Tiara showed me a video on her phone
showing how devastated Rian was back then while hugging Yuki yang's body
it's dead lifeless.
Hodiernal
I could only pensively myself throughout the show, Adit came up to me and brought me a bottle
mineral water, while continuing to look at me who looked pensively sad.
“ Sorry Lin, I brought you this mineral water, drink Lin.” Yakap
Adit to me
“ Sorry Dit, get away from me, enough to make Silvy hurt, I beg you Dit.” My speech
while trying to stand away from Adit.
“ Trust Lin, Rian is not really – really likes you, I know him better than you.”
“ Already !, go Dit I beg you.” Snatch me
to Adit.
Again
– again Adit is still continuing the word – he said, I finally decided to go away from leaving the event
it was without the knowledge of Rian who is still a jury.
I
walking towards the highway to ride the ojek, but unexpectedly –sangka Rian arrived – just arrived waiting for me at
walk with the motor.
“ If you are tired of the show, do not forget to tell me.” Yakap
Rian to me
“ Ride immediately.”
I also
hurry to shake him, and we too
leave the band's ongoing festival.
“ How do you know that I
will go leave the Rian show ?”
“ I watched you from
just now, when Silvy and Adit were talking
to you, I also look at it from
far.”
“ And I know what they are
tell me, they must have said that
I will hurt you because my feelings for the enormous Yuki will not
it can disappear, right ? “
“ They are not me, and I am not them, I guess that just explains my situation
Lin.”
I also
nodding a sign of understanding what Rian said to me.