
I
and Rian huddled down the street, circling
every place full of memories with Yuki first, in every place he always stopped, even if only for a little memory
and send a prayer.
So
in his feelings for Yuki, that was
what I feel, but now I cannot see
again a sad face that emanated, from the look of his face like – days
before, when I first knew him.
Finally
we stopped at a hospital, Rian took his place under a very shady tree, while
order two bowls of fruit ice to a traveling ice vendor, who is around
that hospital.
“ Order two bowls of fruit ice yes sir.”
“ Oh yes mas, in wait a moment yes mas.” Word
the ice vendor was friendly.
I
taking the position right next to Rian, and Rian leaned on my shoulder as he started telling me about Yuki. I
so shocked when his head touched my shoulder.
Returnees
in the present, I am the middle
relax write down all my past stories on paper, startled by the sound of lightning arriving – arrived
just light up, hurry me
tidy up my – items and run immediately to more places
shady.
Di
at the end of the garden a coffee shop seemed so clean and attractive, I decided to continue writing me on
the coffee shop.
“ Excuse me ma'am, would you like a milk coffee order?”
“ Oh no, please sit first mbak.”
‘
Ma'am ! ‘ I said in my heart made me
surprised not to play, how is it possible
a woman who is no longer young like me is still called mbak, but yes it has at least indicated that
I am a young man.
Start off
I take my best position while I try to enjoy the ambiance elements around me
and I began to rewrite the story of my past on paper.
Ku
step into my past space and think back to when Rian began to tell
how she felt when Yuki was gone.
“ I never thought, that day was the last day I met
with Yuki, if only I had never
told him I passed the audition, for sure
he will stay here at this time.”
Rian
he took a deep breath and continued his story while looking up at the sky and
tears occasionally come out without expectation.
“ Yuki has blood cancer and
abnormalities in the heart.”
“ For many – years he
fight against the disease, together –
equally we fight and strengthen each other.”
“ He is the only child of the puppet
living in a family that is not good – is fine, his mother chose to marry again while
his father went somewhere.”
“ He always accompany me make
the song, got me excited back in
when I was discouraged from playing music and made me good at math.”
“ Until the day he was in
call by Almighty God, when
it was a recurrence of his illness and he was taken to the hospital in front of us
this.”
“ Not by his parents, but by his neighbor who led him to
to the hospital.”
“ Meanwhile at that very moment, I was declared to pass the audition by the party
recording for a song by me.”
“ I decided to let
the audition passed and preferred to accompany Yuki who needed me more
in the hospital.”
“ However Yuki forced me to
went to the audition, and she kept going
forcing me with her tears that I can't fight.”
“ It's hard for me to be able to
decide what I should do at that time, whether I should pursue my – ideals or
I must be beside my love.”
Es
our order came, and for a moment
Rian stopped the story while allowing me to eat the ice
However
I'd rather thirst for the story that Rian will tell than
the thirst that I must wash with drinking water.
“ Continue how after it?” much
to Rian with curiosity.
Rian
smiling at me as she put down her ice bowl she continued back
her story.
“ She pretended – pura healed, when I went out for a while to buy
pulsa and contact the audition organizer, which is when Yuki prepares for the show
as if he's been allowed to go home.”
“ I'm confused mixed happy
after knowing Yuki's condition is declared to have been healthy again, without a long piker immediately take her to
audition studio place.”
“ Without the slightest suspicion, I told him to accompany me at –
old clock.”
“ Until the time comes
it was my turn, Yuki chose to wait
outside and not coming into the studio.”
“ And after finishing the audition, I was shocked amazingly, Yuki was already out of place and had been
back to hospital.”
“ At his last moment, Yuki breathed his last inside
my lap.”
Rian
ending the story by wiping the tears that came out on my cheeks, there were no tears flowing in
my eyes, I am so moved by
their love story can not say what – what other than can only cry haru.
An
pain that is considered dead for the sake of the magnitude of his love for people
the one she loves, it's amazing what Yuki did, I muttered in my heart.
“ Eh yan, how about we continue the journey
yuk, I want an event at home nih.”
“ anyways the atmosphere has started to cloudy.”
Rian
nodding your head while paying for the two ices we ate
the seller.
In sum
we arrived in front of my yard, without saying much Rian just left without saying goodbye
after taking me off the bike.
“ Thanks for the time Rian !.” shouted me
waving my hand at him, whether he heard it or not.
Tak
the milk coffee in front of me was getting cold, I slowly put down my pen and book and
I began to enjoy the alluring milk coffee in front of me.
“ Bu, it has long been selling here ?” ask me to mom
coffee shop vendor
“ Already mbak, already thirty years more mother and family
live from the sale of coffee in this shop mbak.” Answer the seller's mother
coffee shop
“ If you can know, which person is this mbak and where are you going ? “ ask
the coffee-selling mother to me.
“ Oh I'm the guy here just kog
mom, my home is not far from here.”
“ Kog new looks mbak during mom
sales at stalls here have never seen a woman as beautiful as mbak.”
I
feeling ashamed mixed with pride, it turned out
I'm still attractive at a young age like this.
“ Already married ?”
“ Not yet bu, still nothing suitable at heart.”
Moms
it approached me and sat next to me,
“ Lho why haven't found with
in your heart, marry and
you will definitely find the appropriate one at heart.”
I also
just nodding his head, while
sipping coffee milk made by the seller's mother stall.
“ How old are you now?.”
“ Let's guess how old I am
now ?”
Si
Mom thought for a moment while watching me from top to bottom, then she smiled
“ Your age 26 years yes neng.”
I also
surprised by the mother's answer, because
my age is not as young as what the mother said.