LOVE LIKE THIS

LOVE LIKE THIS
Chapter 7 The Pain That Has Died


I


and Rian huddled down the street, circling


every place full of memories with Yuki first, in every place he always stopped, even if only for a little memory


and send a prayer.


So


in his feelings for Yuki, that was


what I feel, but now I cannot see


again a sad face that emanated, from the look of his face like – days


before, when I first knew him.


Finally


we stopped at a hospital, Rian took his place under a very shady tree, while


order two bowls of fruit ice to a traveling ice vendor, who is around


that hospital.


“ Order two bowls of fruit ice yes sir.”


“ Oh yes mas, in wait a moment yes mas.” Word


the ice vendor was friendly.


I


taking the position right next to Rian, and Rian leaned on my shoulder as he started telling me about Yuki. I


so shocked when his head touched my shoulder.


Returnees


in the present, I am the middle


relax write down all my past stories on paper, startled by the sound of lightning arriving – arrived


just light up, hurry me


tidy up my – items and run immediately to more places


shady.


Di


at the end of the garden a coffee shop seemed so clean and attractive, I decided to continue writing me on


the coffee shop.


“ Excuse me ma'am, would you like a milk coffee order?”


“ Oh no, please sit first mbak.”



Ma'am ! ‘ I said in my heart made me


surprised not to play, how is it possible


a woman who is no longer young like me is still called mbak, but yes it has at least indicated that


I am a young man.


Start off


I take my best position while I try to enjoy the ambiance elements around me


and I began to rewrite the story of my past on paper.


Ku


step into my past space and think back to when Rian began to tell


how she felt when Yuki was gone.


“ I never thought, that day was the last day I met


with Yuki, if only I had never


told him I passed the audition, for sure


he will stay here at this time.”


Rian


he took a deep breath and continued his story while looking up at the sky and


tears occasionally come out without expectation.


“ Yuki has blood cancer and


abnormalities in the heart.”


“ For many – years he


fight against the disease, together –


equally we fight and strengthen each other.”


“ He is the only child of the puppet


living in a family that is not good – is fine, his mother chose to marry again while


his father went somewhere.”


“ He always accompany me make


the song, got me excited back in


when I was discouraged from playing music and made me good at math.”


“ Until the day he was in


call by Almighty God, when


it was a recurrence of his illness and he was taken to the hospital in front of us


this.”


“ Not by his parents, but by his neighbor who led him to


to the hospital.”


“ Meanwhile at that very moment, I was declared to pass the audition by the party


recording for a song by me.”


“ I decided to let


the audition passed and preferred to accompany Yuki who needed me more


in the hospital.”


“ However Yuki forced me to


went to the audition, and she kept going


forcing me with her tears that I can't fight.”


“ It's hard for me to be able to


decide what I should do at that time, whether I should pursue my – ideals or


I must be beside my love.”


Es


our order came, and for a moment


Rian stopped the story while allowing me to eat the ice


However


I'd rather thirst for the story that Rian will tell than


the thirst that I must wash with drinking water.


“ Continue how after it?” much


to Rian with curiosity.


Rian


smiling at me as she put down her ice bowl she continued back


her story.


“ She pretended – pura healed, when I went out for a while to buy


pulsa and contact the audition organizer, which is when Yuki prepares for the show


as if he's been allowed to go home.”


“ I'm confused mixed happy


after knowing Yuki's condition is declared to have been healthy again, without a long piker immediately take her to


audition studio place.”


“ Without the slightest suspicion, I told him to accompany me at –


old clock.”


“ Until the time comes


it was my turn, Yuki chose to wait


outside and not coming into the studio.”


“ And after finishing the audition, I was shocked amazingly, Yuki was already out of place and had been


back to hospital.”


“ At his last moment, Yuki breathed his last inside


my lap.”


Rian


ending the story by wiping the tears that came out on my cheeks, there were no tears flowing in


my eyes, I am so moved by


their love story can not say what – what other than can only cry haru.


An


pain that is considered dead for the sake of the magnitude of his love for people


the one she loves, it's amazing what Yuki did, I muttered in my heart.


“ Eh yan, how about we continue the journey


yuk, I want an event at home nih.”


“ anyways the atmosphere has started to cloudy.”


Rian


nodding your head while paying for the two ices we ate


the seller.


In sum


we arrived in front of my yard, without saying much Rian just left without saying goodbye


after taking me off the bike.


“ Thanks for the time Rian !.” shouted me


waving my hand at him, whether he heard it or not.


Tak


the milk coffee in front of me was getting cold, I slowly put down my pen and book and


I began to enjoy the alluring milk coffee in front of me.


“ Bu, it has long been selling here ?” ask me to mom


coffee shop vendor


“ Already mbak, already thirty years more mother and family


live from the sale of coffee in this shop mbak.” Answer the seller's mother


coffee shop


“ If you can know, which person is this mbak and where are you going ? “ ask


the coffee-selling mother to me.


“ Oh I'm the guy here just kog


mom, my home is not far from here.”


“ Kog new looks mbak during mom


sales at stalls here have never seen a woman as beautiful as mbak.”


I


feeling ashamed mixed with pride, it turned out


I'm still attractive at a young age like this.


“ Already married ?”


“ Not yet bu, still nothing suitable at heart.”


Moms


it approached me and sat next to me,


“ Lho why haven't found with


in your heart, marry and


you will definitely find the appropriate one at heart.”


I also


just nodding his head, while


sipping coffee milk made by the seller's mother stall.


“ How old are you now?.”


“ Let's guess how old I am


now ?”


Si


Mom thought for a moment while watching me from top to bottom, then she smiled


“ Your age 26 years yes neng.”


I also


surprised by the mother's answer, because


my age is not as young as what the mother said.