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Chapter 14 Choice ?

“Where's Rian?” much worry.

“Rian accident, let me take you home.”

I was shocked to hear the news, my knees were so limp helpless, I sat down weakly.

Tiara strengthened me, and tried to lift up my body that was so limp helpless.

“Take me to meet Ra, I want to see Rian.” My words beg.

“You are sure you want to meet Rian in this condition?” tiara.

I nodded my head, but Tiara reassured me again with the same question, and I still nodded my head and hurried to sit in the motorcycle seat of Tiara.

Tiara couldn't refuse my request either, we immediately rushed to the hospital to see Rian's condition.

Arriving at the hospital, I was very surprised, it was not only Rian who was in the ER room, but also Adit and a daughter, I who was still confused then asked Tiara, Tiara,  about what really happened.

Tiara was still reluctant to explain what happened, she just said, that the daughter was Sinta, she was the younger sister of Rian, she was,  and Sinta also passed the audition of the top 50 idol groups.

Since it made me completely shocked and not knowing what to say, I was still confused as to how Rian, Adit and Sinta could be in the hospital at the same time.

Suddenly Tiara took a deep breath, while looking at me full of anger, she pulled my hand and took me out of the room.

“Originally know Lin, all this because of you.” Annoyed annoyed.

“For me, what does Ra mean?” my answer is confused

“Iya!, Rian was in an accident because of you, while Adit and Sinta were in an accident because of Rian.” Tiara snapped with a disappointed expression.

I was getting more and more clueless as to what Tiara said, I asked Tiara to calm down and tell her the truth.

“Have you forgotten Lin, today is the day of Rian's appearance?” Ask Tiara.

“What look Ra? I don't know.” I replied confused.

“So don't care you Lin to Rian, have you ever asked Rian news, what he is doing, what agenda he will do, never did you ask?” tiara said as she pointed her index finger at my face.

I could only be silent, I never asked Rian about all those things, I was too selfish with myself.

Now I realized, that my decision to accept Rian's feelings was a big mistake, because what I felt was just curiosity, not the feeling of like or affection for Rian.

“Today Rian is scheduled to perform at the wedding, but in order to fulfill his promise to meet you, he

earlier forced yourself to pick you up Lin.” Tiara said that really made me feel guilty.

“He was speeding, and arrived at the red light suddenly the brakes blong, until finally he was hit by a car that

flashed.” Tiara said while crying

“Sinta and Adit who knew her brother had an accident, rushed to Lin hospital, but unfortunately, they both also suffered the same fate.” Tiara said again

Suddenly an adult male frantically, came rushing in and rushed into the ER room.

“How is Adit?”  ask the man to Tiara

“They are still unconscious, but the most critical is Rian.” Tiara replied to the man.

The man then entered the ER room, I was curious about the man, and I asked Tiara about the man.

“Who is Ra?.. Why did he only ask Sinta and Adit?” I wonder

“Rian and Sinta are siblings of his mother, once Rian's biological mother left her father and chose to remarry her father Adit, when Sinta was a child.” Tiara brightly as she wiped the tears on her cheeks

It is complicated indeed the relationship of Rian's family and his family, I also just learned all this from Tiara, because indeed Rian was too quiet and never told me anything.

“That's how Lin is, sometimes a choice will be difficult, but every human is always faced with a choice in his life.”

“If only there was never a choice, surely all life would go straight and empty.” Tiara muttered to me.

Indeed there is a point said by Tiara, every human being will certainly be faced with a choice in his life, and if there is never a choice, then there is no choice,  surely this life is only straight and empty, because every life choice will have its own consequences.

Ken and the rest of the band's chemistry personnel, finally came and made an atmosphere in the pavilion where Rian was treated

become so boisterous.

I was just pensive in the hospital hallway, contemplating everything that happened, as I prayed that Rian would be healed immediately, I contacted my brother intending to renew him,  if I wasn't going home, but my brother wouldn't let me stay in the hospital, he said he'd pick me up soon.

I sat down next to Rian and whispered next to him that everything would be fine, and I said I would come back tomorrow to see him again, but he did not answer a word,  he remained asleep beside his sister Sinta Mattress who was unconscious as well.

Shortly after, my brother came to pick me up, saying goodbye to Rian's stepfather and to Rian's other friends.

That night I could not sleep, the feeling of sadness mixed with confusion blending into one, in my mind now just thinking about how my relationship with Rian, and how I could give the best for my mother.

My father came to my room, he knew how I was feeling and how I was doing, slowly he rubbed my hair gently, giving me the courage to keep trying to do my best, as appropriate

with what my heart says.

Tomorrow after school, I took my bike off to the hospital, and when I got to the hospital, the nurse told me that Rian had a brain gag, he had forgotten his memory,  the nurse's testimony took me by storm.

Now Rian really does not recognize me, even Tiara who had been beside Rian, unceasingly crying, all the members of the chemistry band can only be silent sad, sad,  I'm feeling more guilty.

“All because of me, all because of me.” I said while crying with regret.

“No Lin, all is not because of you, all does happen according to his destiny.” Said Adit who suddenly stood behind me.

“Adit, how are you doing, are you okay?”  ask him.

“As you saw yourself Lin, I'm fine.” Said Adit while showing his body condition is fine.

“Let Rian with his current state, believe me someday, he will return as before.” Bright Adit while holding my shoulder.

“Important, you are now the spirit yes, remember tomorrow you audition..show the best yes Lin.” Adit told me to give me spirit.

I couldn't say anything, just that I felt every word Adit said was so soothing to my heart, and gave me a new spirit.

Tiara was so disappointed in me, she looked at me with a look of hatred and hostility, as if all of this was my fault.

“Your satisfaction is Lin, look now, what can you do!” Tiara said filled with emotion.

“Rian has been devastated, ever since you were present in his life.” He yelled again

Ken then stood up and calmed Tiara down, while Diyar and Gerry invited me out of the room.

“All this is not your fault Lin, all of it is already suratan destiny.” Said Diyar to me

“That's patient yes Lin, don't listen to Tiara's words, she is indeed the person.” Gerry

I again could say nothing, other than just nodding and shedding tears.