LOVE ME, MAMA
Part One | Meeting

Like dusk, sometimes considered beautiful, sometimes also not considered its existence.

I know my life is my story, I can't escape every fate that's been etched,

Is it wrong to rebel??Thrashed??getting mad??Selfish??Or Asking for the rights I should have???

Me, Maheswara Lyra Altha

I don't know since when I hated my little name, "Swara"

A beautiful name means tone, so much of it makes me not want to hear anyone call me by that name.

Too many wounds, disappointment and hope.

But there's nothing I've ever had, yet,

No one will ever understand the story in my life, often people think I live a life full of happiness.

However, there is no place to tell stories other than diary books.

That thing became my complaint from everything that happened in my day,

Love?? I don't care about that word?? I've suffered enough, though,

Love for you ?? What did I get?? nothing yet??

If most mothers give a thousand unfortunately to children, then not to me.

I'm Lyra, I'm Lyra,

This is the story of my life, seeking comfort from the word LOVE and finding the meaning and compassion that I have never felt fully

if Mom is going to be the Spear in every step of her Daughter, then not for me?! .....

Distinguished, considered one eye, became common to me.

Yes!. I have lived these bitter days since the age of one day.

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Breeze in the afternoon, as if so shahdu, sweeping the waves, flying the scattered dedeaunan.

I wanted to feel like I was flying, to feel the gentleness of it, as usual, I walked down every sidewalk of the street,

A gust of wind greeted my skin, teasing my long hair, the knee-length skirt I was wearing was drenched because of it.

but I don't care about it, I enjoy every moment I feel right now.

I kept going, while my fingers were busy on my phone screen, nothing important, just Scroll, Scroll, and Scroll.

I looked around me, there were many young men who were dating, holding hands, struggling spoiled, tendering and even saying sweet words without shame.

I smile to see it, Iri? Because I am not as lucky as them.

The evening grew, the twilight disappeared, I stayed here and refused to go home.

Ciiiiiiiiiiittttttttt..

I heard clearly, someone stepped on his car teen strongly, but before I dodged, the front car had already hit me first

Bruckkk.....

My eyes were dark, I was unconscious.

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A few minutes later

I opened my eyes slowly, spreading my gaze to every corner I saw

Stranger indeed, this is not my room, is it not!. This blanket ?This is not mine. I continue to sweep every room I occupy now,

"Where am I? " Limit me

"Oh, my head is so dizzy" I held my temple which felt like it was throbbing

I looked carefully at this room, the silver room, with a dark aesthetic accent, clearly this was not my room, but a man's room.

I haven't had time to deduce why I was here, I was suddenly shocked by a man who had just come out of the bathroom using a towel to cover the bottom.

"Aaaaaaaaa" Shouted hysterically.

"You.. who are you?? what did you do to me?? don't tell me you.. ??? Nooooooo..."

I'm hysterical myself, how not, I still remember clearly, I was in the park enjoying the twilight, then now? I was in a room with a young man I didn't recognize.

Was I kidnapped?

Did he just do some fun things to me?

"Ssssttt" As the man smothered my mouth in panic, I rebelled in fear.

"Don't yell, you'll drive me crazy later, just calm down, don't be noisy!! "

Hearing his orders, instead of being silent, I grew hysterical in fear.

Did he really kidnap me?

"What... ?? Tolooooong... You are crazy..?? What you did to me..."

I was getting more and more frightened, because the man did not stay away, I pulled out a thick blanket to cover my entire body.

"You're crazy, get away from me..."

I rebelled even more when he tried to shut my mouth, it was obvious that the look in his eyes panicked, while I looked at his eyes full of fear.

After all, I'm a girl and she's a boy?.

He definitely had malicious intentions by taking me to his room in this way.

I tried to make a sound between her hands in my mouth.

"wwwS.. "

I deliberately bit his palm, making the man scream in pain and wagging his hand

"Are you crazy ?? It's a hand, not a food, just a bite.." He looked at me sharply, though,

"What have you done to me, huh?? why am I here?? Don't tell me you?? You stole a chance from me?? "

The man was silent, as if digesting my words, but his sharp gaze could not be separated from the look in my eyes.

You perverted man!.

"Let's answer...!!" I pulled out the scissors I picked up quickly from the table next to me, my actions managed to make him retreat.

"Wait a minute" he said walking closer to me, quickly grabbing the scissors from my hand then throwing them on the floor.

"Didn't you remember what happened this afternoon??" Her question looked at me seriously, I was in a daze.

"What incident?? Don't tell me you? "

The question is ambiguous in my opinion, with the events that I see at this time is definitely my mind will go there, right?

"What ..? What do you think I did to you, huh? " This time he looked at me not accepting my accusation

"What's that right?? If I want to be picky too, you pervert.."

Said the young man picking up clothes in a closet then passing by changing his clothes.

"Don't blame me for that?? you suddenly show up in such an embarrassing state? " I screamed because it was like I was being blamed,.

The man reappeared in full outfit this time.

"Where do I know that you're going to realize, I've been waiting for you to wake up for over thirty minutes" her babble interrupted me.

"Fainted??"

I fell silent, trying to figure something out.

"Oh I remember, you hit me right?" I pointed at her with a cynical look

"Yes you fainted, I had to hit you, you were running, and now you want to blame me for the accident?" The omel again..

"Forced ramming?"

"You've bumped into me not apologizing, instead saying that"

Just now that I wanted to spray it with sharp words, he came up to me with a glass of water

"You just drink it first" he said while thrusting a glass of water at me, but I didn't take it straight away, who knows he gave the dope in it right?.

"You take it easy, I don't mix anything in this drink" he said later.

"You're this?? Is your mind always dirty huh.." He said as soon as I received the glass.

"It's only natural that I think so, you idiot.." Thirsty, I gulped down the drink without a drop left.

"I'm Arsenio Arkan, you can call me Arkan" he said, introducing himself,

"I didn't ask...??" I said, bodo very much with his name, anyway I was not interested in getting acquainted

"Will I go home...??" I put an empty glass on her,

"Why should I..??" He knitted his eyebrows, confused.

"Basar bodhoh.you hit me, let's hurry! " I grabbed my phone at the table, then walked first

"Basic feral cat!"

I heard his grunts, but I did not care, I kept walking first, as if knowing every corner of this house :D

"Thank you for all you I met today, at least I forgot about my life for a moment, "

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