LOVE ME, MAMA
Part Four | Unexpected

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Morning with a lot of beauty and specialness, dew is gone from the leaves..

The sun shines with its heat, welcoming, spreading the light between the gaps that can be broken through

I was still curled up under a thick blanket, the sound of frequent alarms unable to wake me up, even though it was my day at work.

"Jeez, I'm telattt!! i'm telaatt!!"

I was in the fog myself, so opening my eyes, I found the clock showing at seven past fifteen minutes.

Confused what to do first, I hurriedly entered the bathroom, shower as necessary without any ritual, time to mepet!!.

"How can I forget, I have to work, you idiot"

I walked around wearing my pants, holding a sling bag between my armpits.

Aye!.

Every day I go out of the house, come home at night, but not because of wandering, I work in a restaurant for college and my living expenses.

No one knows it is . Because I deliberately do not want to continue to depend on my mother.

You must know what it's like to always be in a threshing child, differentiated in any respect.

It's nothing, I just want to blind Mama that I can also be like Sera's sister, just a different process

If you ask me why my mother's treatment is different for me?, I don't know, from being able to see this world, all I have in my vision is my mother's affection for Sera, while I was almost from small to enter High School always taken care of by mbok Imah - Mama's housekeeping assistant first.

Stuffed up? sure have.

Even I don't know how many times I've asked, am I a stepson?. Sera who always said that she accompanied my mother to give birth to me; (

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I came down from my room.I saw Mama was feeding Sera's brother full of affection, a scene that almost twenty-five years I always see without being able to feel, I can't feel,

There was envy in my heart, but immediately I was crying, just imagine for yourself what it was like..?

There was a slight pain in my heart, without me noticing the water flowing from the corner of my eye, I quickly shrank it.

Almost every day, I always imagine that my mother considers my existence like Sera's sister, but for now, not getting a sharp look and spicy nose from her is more than enough.

I shrank my tears that began to fall. Feeling the tightness in my chest, I breathed in the tightness of it.

It's always like that; ( ...

"Udah is used to lyra, no papa!, you are strong, you are great! "

I encouraged myself, I rubbed my head repeatedly, I guessed that word until I felt my feelings improve.

I glanced at my watch, then ran towards the main door, only in that way could I hide the wound I was holding, which is why I rarely ate at home.

"Lyra, don't you want breakfast first, I'll make you your favorite fried rice... "

I heard Sera's voice interrupting me, but I kept walking reluctantly to turn my head

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"No brother, I have to go !!"

Answer thus.

"But?? Breakfast first, five minutes?" Cecar sak Sera.

"Have Sera, just let her do what she wants, finish your breakfast, you'll have an important meeting today !!?"

My heart flinched, as if in a big wave directly,.

I let out a heavy sigh, - it was tight.

"I'm going, you. You just eat your breakfast, anyway mom wants you more than me"

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|Author Pov |

Sera sat down next to her mother. Look at her mother slowly..

"What do you want to say, talk?? Mama only has a little time??"

Say Arti while scooping her food.

"Ma from Sera was born, why does mom always behave in such a way? , can't mama give Swara a little affection?"

Grocery..

The sound of spoons and forks dropped violently on the marble plate, the noise made Sera's heart almost dislodged from shock.

"How many times have you said, don't connect Swara to your life!! "

For the umpteenth time Sera saw her mama's anger whenever discussing Swara.

"But this is not true ma, Swara is also your daughter, are we blooded??what makes mama can't give her a little love.. ?? Swara has sacrificed a lot for me ma.. Swaras... "

"SUFFICIENT SERA!!"

The meaning of cutting Sera words quickly.

"Mama, don't want to discuss this anymore, and yha ? Don't feel indebted to Swara, it's her right and duty as a sister!"

The meaning of getting up from his chair, leaving Sera alone

Far from it the meaning of shrinking his tears slowly, he also could not bear to do this to the swara, but what is the power?

"Lord I know I failed to be a mother, forgive me,"

Holding her chest tight "You see, the pain you left for me still hurts me to this moment"

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I parked my bike in a special place, as usual if outside the house I was better known by the name of Swara, a stupid girl who does not know the rules.

"Huh finally arrived too, if I am late can the boss menggamuk again, mending if only ngomell if fired? I could die !!"

I walked into the dressing room, changed my clothes in the uniform of this restaurant waiter.

Beautiful uniform with white shirt shoulder to shoulder, combined with a knee-length pink skirt became the hallmark of this restaurant.

"The first day of work is too late!"

Suddenly the voice surprised me, I turned to the origin of the voice.

I found a man in a black shirt with a subordinate of all-black material pants staring at me sharply

''Hehe, boss., since when are you standing there?"

I grinned, displaying a barrage of my white teeth on her

"Yesso terossss!!"

He shook his head, still a new employee but already late almost five times, that's me :D

"Macet boss!!" I said give a reason

"You know it's jammed, you should have come earlier,"

I'm not too dizzy with this boss one's nagging, he's my upperclassman Veer first.

"It was like the boss, just the eyes can not be compromised" I denied it again.

"Reply!!, I am your boss!"

Veer almost reached for my ear, but I quickly dodged.

"What time do you have to come??"

Ask Veer to me

"Half 8" I replied casually

" What time is it?" Just ask Veer about judes,.

"It's only been fifteen minutes boss, it's the last one"

I tried to negotiate before there was a pay cut.

"You're the , actually the boss of me or you, against his continued work!" Smell it before going to his room

"Huh, Good thing Boss Veer is good, try it if you don't, want to work where I am"

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Working in a restaurant is very tiring, there are no seconds to just sit and play mobile phone if not at break time.

At the end of the table there not far from where I was standing, a young man waved his hand signalling he wanted to order something.

"Yes, sir, you have something to order..??" I asked as soft as possible.

The young man was still engrossed in his phone, not the slightest menu book he touched, not even glancing at him.

"I'm sorry you have something to order or not to order, otherwise I'll excuse you!"

"Sit down first, I'll pay ..??"

I tried to digest his words, but I did not find the positive side of the word.

"What did he say?? Sitting , in pay, he thinks what am I!!" I held back my emotions that were about to explode because of those words

Plaaaackd.....

One slap landed right on the sweet cheek of the young man, he raised his sharp gaze at me.

"ARE YOU CRAZY, HUH?, WHY DID YOU SUDDENLY SLAP ME!!"

The response I had expected, his emotions instantly overflowed, with his right hand holding his red cheeks due to my slap.

"YOU'RE CRAZY, YOU THINK I'M A GIRL, HUH?"

My emotions were no less exploding, already know I was stupid even on the fishing line with words that I think are ambiguous

"It's nice to think you're rich so you can act the way you want ? that so? Crazy fucker ? you deserve that slap ..?"

I said more and more emotions, the stye with the gaze of the people at this time, the,

"What did I tell you, huh?"

Wahhh, nantangin nih I thought at that time.

"How dare you slap me "

He continued to give a sharp look, as if he was ready to skin me alive

"Have you forgotten ?? You just said it a minute ago,, "

"WHAT??! " He raised his tone.

"You forgot . You said, just sit down first, I'll pay you later!" My ulan reminds me.

"What's the max of your words?? don't mind me serving here and you can say that?"

My blood was boiling, but he laughed at my answer

"What are you laughing at, you think it's funny huh!!"

I glared sharply

"You're funny, you slapped me just for that word,?"

$Listen miss, the max of my words earlier is, you just sit down first, I still have work, after ordering food I will pay you," he explained

"Do you still want to slap me now huh"

I'm quiet, there's a little shame actually, but this isn't purely my own fault dong?!.

"Why are you quiet?? Are you embarrassed for slapping me, huh ??"

"It's only natural that I think so, if so sorry" I said trying to end the tension

"Sorry you said..?"

"You think with an apology, this slap marks can disappear?, can't!!."

"The slap should also be countered with a slap"

"Oh God how is this?? Surely I'll be very embarrassed later, not to mention the slap, the fight is very sick for sure"

I'm trying to find another way, though,

"Eehh wait wait, you're kidding me right, I'm a girl, are you sure you're going to slap a girl like me? didn't you? " I'm trying to make sure

"No. I don't care, a clear slap should be countered with a slap"

Ah, no. The closer she gets to me,

"You're a man, it's evil that you want to hurt a woman, where your instincts are"

Remember yes, girls are never wrong, so the slap was not my fault but the consequence of him saying so.

"Did you slap me with instinct??, then why should I listen to your babbling!!"

I saw the young man preparing to raise his hand.

I closed my eyes, preparing for my cheek to heat up from a slap.

"Okey. If that makes you relieved, just slap,ayo slap., come ..., I'm ready..!! slap it!! " I close my eyes tightly.

The young man was preparing to slap, raise his hand, preparing to land a blow slowly, stared at his face ayu who was being closed in front of him with a tiny lips kamit kamit read mantra.

There was a sense of heartlessness in his heart, clenched his hand and then lowered slowly.

"Have you slapped me?.Then I didn't feel anything?"(.)

"Are you listening to me? "

No answer, I opened my eyes slowly.

"Heh.there was this young man, so he didn't slap me. Oh God thankyou Somuch ... Oh congratulations you cheek.. Good thing.try if he slaps me, can this red cheek, You Sloppy" I pat my own head..

"WILLYRAAAAA.....

I flinched, turning to the room that had only been occupied for a while by Veer

I ran to his room.

" What's up, boss??"

"How dare you lose my money??"

"Oh this boss how, I just haven't received the salary money, how could I eliminate the money bosx strange just weird"

"When are you going to stop arguing over Lyra"

"You see that, the young man who just left is money" he said, pointing to the young man

"Let him go when I have to prevent him, yes,"

"Boss imposing his will is not good, it is not good"

Who is that young man? until a Veer blingsatan sees her go away

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