LOVE ME, MAMA
Part Five | Accustomed Injured

Half the time I've been at the restaurant, tired for sure!. But can't I complain?,

I had to hold my bones together, I had no one to depend on, I was alone.

"Huuft, you know,"

I exhaled, stretching my muscles from the tension.

I finally got out of that clown uniform, what the fuck, he thought this was a clown restaurant?? pake bandu rabbit everything .. boss sedeng base, just weird"

I let go of all the attributes that were stuck in my head with a relentless grunt,

"The level of fantasy he is indeed a bit strange, it seems that indeed he must be taken to a psychologist, his brain to slide"

I was busy keeping all those head attributes inside the locker, before then I jumped in shock because of Veer who suddenly appeared behind me.

"Ouch!! not really .. , he appeared again, for a long time he was like a ghost, appeared suddenly arrived"

I would love to condone his behavior with swearing

"What if I hang?? Does he want to take responsibility." I kept grumbling.

"Have you grumbled, Kalo hasn't continued, and yes where were you going to take me? to psychologist??"

The man is holding a side, though,

"When did I say that boss?" My elak closed the locker door,

"You're gawking again," No matter what possession, he suddenly reached out to my ears with anxiety.

"Basic!!" He said sneering

"Sorry boss, the end of the boss is also using all bandu fashion events, like Clown tau nggk??"

''Basic nggk know fasion, it's called Lyra marketing business, let's be different, let visitors also feel enter the world differently, attract attention"

Light with pride.

"Inciting Attention,?? Good bosses stay by the way, do we?" Think of this as a protest representing the feelings of other employees.

"I pay you for it, you can go to college, really don't make your lecturer dizzy because of your behavior"

His words managed to daze me, since when does he care about me?. You weirdo!!

"Waahh, abis why are there people? tumben nasehatin"

"Oh bosses, like chameleons, sometimes good sometimes emotional"

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Working hours were over, I rushed to change my work clothes with regular clothes, I took a hair tie and then I took my horse out of my hair, I took a hair,.

When I finished, I headed to the parking lot where my bike was parked.

Today I have a lecture so after work I direct my bike to the campus area.

Intentionally, I took a different campus with Sera's brother,.

From the Kindergarten bench to SMA , I was always on the same roof as Sera, .

Sera was smart, she was always the star of the class, . I still remember how many times mama ignored me every time I made it into the top ten, only Sera always looked bright in my eyes, even until every raport acceptance must be mbok Imah who is my representative.

Ah, forget it.

"Mauro .."

I just put the helmet on the motorcycle seat, I refused to turn my head.

Yeah I know, she's Andara, my friend from SD until now,

Don't ask Bosen ? even I'm sick of seeing her :D

"Iiihh wait, why play ngeloyor anyway...??" he pulled my hand.

"What the hell is dar?? Lo nggk bosen ya meet me mulu, I'm a bosen lo lo lo," my hand brushed his hand

"Bad hell," he pulled the earphones I just installed.

"Where are you from? " his question, I frowned, was it clear I had just come, and he was still asking?

Are you kidding me??.

"Until when do you want to work part-time there ..?"

I looked, I looked,

"Yes until I become a scholar, you know thanks to Boss Veer I can still survive in this campus, you want to pay in my semester, Spp, and bla. blaa. bbla"

"Enak aja..lou think I bokap what money printing machine?? I just pay for college cooks do have to pay you.." Omel dara is not welcome

"Lagian ya lo Ra.. mustnya lo do not have to be kayak gini, Mama lo kan tajir, why do not choose life like Kakar lo, all sufficiency without having to work hard"

Those words brought me to a standstill, if only it could happen, I would be so happy, unfortunately it would only be a dream during the day

I took a long breath. There is a bitter taste in my heart, how not? It's hard to remember my life story with my brother, like a princess and a little ash.

Should I blame fate?? NO. This is my path .

As with any story of my life, I'm thankful enough, even though I'm not as lucky as Sera, at least God sends good people around me..

I smiled bitterly

"What's the other question, Dar?" If you refuse to answer

"Eh, forgive me Lyra, I .I don't mean to offend you, I'm sorry, "

I nodded, though,

"Forget,Dar"

I walk first, .

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All the classes I took, I was tired. It was afternoon too.

I drove my bike, to my favorite place. The lake whose water is so calm is able to reflect shadows,.

I sat under a Flamboyant tree that grew shady.

"Ah, I would love to fly free like those birds"

I dropped my ass on the green grass that thrives and is wild, .

I took the diary out of my bag, as I used to pour my whole race today.

. Diaries, diaries,

It feels like every time I open every single one of your sheets, I feel like I'm screwed, all my feelings are on you.

One thing I want to write, I miss you.

Dad where are you?, don't you remember me?

Is dad really as bad as Mama?

Pater,

Someday I hope that time will bring me to you, on the other hand I will also want to spend the end of my life with the woman who gave birth to me...

You know, how much do I ask God to take my life?.

I don't remember anymore, how many.

But I just hope there won't be anyone like me,

Diary, under the reddish twilight of the sky, I left a longing and dear scratch for my mother and father, saying that I loved him very much..

Hi Mama, Mama,

If one day you read this, I just want to say that Lyra loves you, even though until now I always wondered what was the reason you hated me?

Is that as bad as me, Ma?

There are a lot of questions in my mind for Mama, but it's okay, I'm used to it.

As bad as Mama is in people's eyes, Mama is still special in my heart

⁇ ᭡Lyra

I close my diary, I shrink my tears slowly,

"Make me like the twilight of God, though never thought to exist, yet still look beautiful.."