Love Me, Please Doctor

Love Me, Please Doctor
#10 Riots in the Mall


“Can you not get along with other people's lovers?” suddenly Farah came and immediately hit the woman named Anggun, he was about to grab but was held back by Bian.


“Why did you prevent me from pulling her hair? freelight! I really want to make her head bald because by not knowing she is flirting with someone else's girlfriend.” Farah tried to grab the woman before her until she became thrashed, as if trying to be let go. But unfortunately Bian did not let go of his grip, he looked at Farah with a slightly sharp look.


“Shut!”


For the first time during Bian's time as a lover, Farah now sees a stifled look on Bian's face. It was as if the man was really very upset and angry with his behavior.


“When you accuse me of cheating I just keep quiet and try to explain patiently, even when you humiliate me with your childish attitude, I also remain silent. Every time you make a mistake I will always apologize, you ask me to introspect myself I do. But all that did you ever think was right? when did you become aware of this childish behavior?” the first time an Angkasa Abian spoke at length, he seemed to really feel tired with the attitude and behavior of his increasingly becoming lover.


Bian knew that if his lover loved him very much, he knew and understood the jealousy of the lover. But can not a little his lover was lowering his ego, Bian here has struggled to love Farah because he greatly appreciated Farah's sacrifice and effort for him.


Then after he managed to love Farah, what is this in return for him? what a suspicion is a proper reply for him.


“Bian, you actually love me or not, I actually feel tired here because I think I have to fight alone. If you have never loved me, why should you accept me?”


“What all this time the attention I give and the form of caring from me only you consider ordinary kindness? ” now Bian directly asked the point.


He should not fuss about this in public, especially in front of his two sisters. He is also always required to maintain a good name either as a doctor or the good name of the Angkasa family. But somehow his emotions today can not be controlled, maybe because too many things thought by him that it makes emotions like this.


“If you really love you have to point it directly at me. Point out if you really love and care for me, do not just be able to be cute and flat like dong!” annoyed Farah expressed her feelings.


Bian just kept quiet and smiled flatly, did he want to be like this?


His attitude and flatness was already there from him born, he was cold and not easy to be close to anyone except with his family. That made him appreciate Farah who tried hard to get close to him.


“You know people always say that if I am begging for your love, I am very ignorant and have no shame in chasing you. It made my pride hurt!” continued Farah who expressed her regret.


Bian immediately pulled Farah away so that they would not be mobbed by people, even though Bian knew that they were now the center of attention.


“No! I still want to be here! I still want to talk to you here! let people know! I don't care,” said Farah stubbornly.


“Bian, you know that I really love and love you? how much love and affection I have for you is obviously the one you know best. But here I'm tired, really tired of all this. You can't be the couple I expected!” said Farah who shouted at the end of her sentence.


“What kind of pair do you expect?” bian asked directly at the end.


“My friends also have a partner like me, but the difference is my lover is very cold and indifferent, unlike those who are happy can have a lover who cares and cares for them. I also want to be like them, Bian!” Farah looked at Bian with a fierce and hopeful look.


“Then why don't you find the right partner you want?” the point of Bian saying is, Farah can get a friendly and caring lover out there.


“Because I'm not them, I'm me.”


“Yes at least you try dong, just a little not only me trying here!” angry Farah who is becoming.


Bian felt that if arguing with Farah was endless, then he could only stare at his two younger siblings as a code for them to leave first.


Alina and Eron who understood nodded, they left and intended to wait outside the Mall.


“You know? all this time I was struggling, struggling to love you but you never knew about it. Struggling to understand your circumstances and position but you never understand that,” whispered Bian right in Farah's ear. He did not want Farah to be embarrassed by his words in front of people, even though the behavior of Farah had humiliated Bian in front of many people.


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“Kak, sorry Alina. Because Alina Kak Farah's brother Alina so stormy,” said Alina blamed herself. It is a form of regret.


Because Hero came with him to the mall, it became the beginning of the commotion. And Alina is turning on herself.


“Since when did you become the guilty person in this case?” as usual, Bian always said with a word that seemed flat and indifferent.


But as a sister, obviously Alina knew how her brother was, and Alina was sure that one day Farah would regret having said that to the figure of Big Brother who she thought was perfect.


Aye!


For Alina her sister is perfect, she is kind and has a concern for the people she really cares about, only that attention is covered by her indifference.


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Sorry if it's too sniffy.


For readers of the author just want to say one thing, here the author only wants to explain if we can not force our partner to be what we want.


They have their own way of loving us, and not everyone is cold, their heart is cold, maybe for people friendly and seem familiar easily in showing attention is easy, easy, but for people who are indifferent and seem stiff, it is indeed a difficult thing.


But believe me, if they already love and love one person, they will be faithful. It's just that his nature has become a habit, sometimes they will feel hate and annoyed to themselves because they can not be as friendly and familiar as others.


But according to the author, it actually makes them look more special and unique.