Love Me, Please Doctor
Who's the first love hero?

A few days passed.

Alina now often behaves awkwardly on Hero, she does often cook a meal for Hero even though the cuisine is still not as good as her mother and in-law.

“What food does not taste good, Brother?” alina asked when she saw that Hero did not eat the food made by her.

“Did you hate me for my rejection back then?” ask Hero and answer the trunks.

“Then why do you always act awkward as if you are keeping your distance with me?” ask Hero again.

Now it is not the Hero who keeps a distance from Alina, because it is the woman who actually keeps her distance from the Hero.

Alina simply shook her head, she slightly lowered her head in remembrance of that unlucky day. Indeed it was at the request of Hanny, but she also hoped that she could soon conceive a child from Hero. Because maybe with that Hero will pay more attention to him.

Alina was not sure if it was only because of the incident that she would be pregnant, although it has only been 2 weeks since the incident occurred. There are no visible signs of pregnancy at all.

“Just thinking. Maybe until anytime Brother will never be able to love Alina,” said Alina who lowered her head.

Lately Alina often feels if her feelings are easily changed. He knew that his original intention was to make the man love him, so the Hero could have a reason to survive.

But now Alina thought, if the decision she had taken was wrong. Forcing the Hero is not the right thing, but does he have to give up now?

Nah!

It seems that Alina cannot give up for now, although sometimes she wonders, why is her love this complicated? why can he still want to hang with a man who clearly does not love him.

“I don't know why you forced to marry you back then.”

“But I thought if it was your decision and your own choice.”

hero's words sometimes say informal or formal according to the discussion of what they are discussing.

“Did Brother feel hate for Alina? does Brother feel muam?”

I don't know why Alina never said about her goal.

“Muak? I don't know, those words don't seem to fit you.”

Although Alina forces Hero to marry her, but Hero never thinks that Alina looks sickening.

The man was never rude or mean to Alina, maybe that makes it very difficult for Alina to forget the Hero.

Sometimes Alina often thinks, maybe it's good Hero to be cold and indifferent to her continuously. Maybe that way his feelings will go away. But, considering that Hero's attitude is because he is down and desperate, Alina still wants to try to make the man love her.

Because Hero is nothing more than a man who wants to give up on his life, it's just that he wears an indifferent and cold mask to cover up how weak he is.

...*****...

Alina was silent as Hanny continued to explain about the design of a new design product.

“Mother inspired from your character dear. You are a child who looks silent but also giving, there is a mysterious impression in you when others see your silence. Not to mention you like simple things, so Mother deliberately designed a dress that seemed simple but graceful and bold at the same time.”

Unceasingly Hanny explained about the character she made. The dress character who seemed to be describing the figure of his daughter-in-law.

“Mother, Alina taste Alina does not look as perfect as Mother sees. And maybe that's just Mother's view of Alina. There are still many things in Alina that are lacking,” said Alina.

Honestly, how to describe Hanny about herself, made Alina feel very flattered. But Alina doesn't feel like she's what Hanny described her

“Do not because Hero does not love you, you think if there is something less than yourself. That's not at all dear. There is nothing less than you. For Mother every person has their own characteristics and advantages, maybe the Hero who is not aware of it. He is still focused on the shadows of the past.”

“Mother,” call Alina when she sees Hanny is focusing on the design of the dress she will design.

“Iya darling?” hanny asked, looking straight at Alina.

“Does Mother know who was the first love of Kak Hero?” ask Alina.

Until now, he did not know who the hero money woman loved. Alina doesn't know women in Hero's past.

“You can ask the Hero directly. Mother can not say that,” replied Hanny who seemed confused what to say.

“Does Mother really not know about who Sis Hero loves?” alina asked who only answered a silence from Hanny.

“Mother remember, if later there will be a model from abroad who will wear a dress designed by Mother later. This dress will be worn by the rising international model. You know about the model from our country that is now famous?”

As if switching the topic, Hanny told me which event. Hanny's dress will appear on television, worn by international models.

“When will the event happen?” ask Alina who is aware that Hanny does not want to tell her the problem.

“Later Mommy will be notified about it.”

...*****...

Alina is now in a restaurant. He was just silent, a face expression that was not spirit and looked confused now he showed.

“Why just shut up?” ask Belvita who is curious.

Not usually Alina will only be quiet if she is with him. He is the type of child who will look active if he is with Belvita.

“If you want to know a truth. But the truth that you want to know is actually being covered by people you love, so what will you do?” alina looked at Belvita.

Belvita was silent, as if digesting what Alina said. What truth does Alina mean?

“Sometimes living in a falsehood and a lie is good. Because the truth is too painful for those of us who cannot accept the truth.

“But isn't that free? if you live an endless lie. Are you not only living in the shadow of falsehood. For what life like that, better the honesty we get even though it hurts,” replied Alina as if answering what Belvita said.

Hearing that Belvita just kept quiet and said nothing.