Love Me, Please Doctor
#25 Stupid or innocent?

Now, after remembering that. I don't know why Alina became aware, if maybe the person who wanted to be given the flower was not her. Except for everyone else.

Given that, Alina wanted to laugh mockingly at herself. Why is he so stupid? her former self was no longer innocent according to Alina, but a foolish delay.

“Stupid basis! you moron! stupid!” Alina hit him on the head several times, she even banged her forehead on the wall beside him.

“Why can you be that stupid as Alina? why can you have such stupid thoughts? hahaha, it's not plain anymore but a stupid delay,” cynical Alina on herself.

Apparently, there was a big influence he studied abroad, because with that his thinking became much more open. And that's what Alina realized at the moment.

“I don't know what your brain was created from, you can be that innocent when you're not a child anymore!” taunting Alina to herself, she even felt astonished by her own thoughts.

Actually at this time Alina really wanted to cry, she wanted to vent her sadness in a cry. But it turns out that Alina is aware that she is a weak person, who cannot show her emotions well.

Alina does not know what sadness is, from childhood she is very much in the care of her two brothers and father and mother. So Alina never cried, unless it was the most painful thing.

For example, when he was sent abroad by the Brother. It was the first time Alina had shed tears, but as her sister and mother had promised, they often visited Alina to the point that she did not feel sad or lonely.

But wasn't the problem Alina was facing now also a painful one?

But why can't he cry?

Is it because he is too dear and in love, so maybe he should feel that his name hurts even deeper and can cry?

According to the psychology that Alina had read, she said the person who could not cry and showed her sadness was a weak person, if so was not Alina included a weak woman?

...******...

Next day.

Hero enters the room. He then sat down and immediately opened his laptop, today Hero comes 1 hour earlier than the schedule.

The minutes Hero spends by completing his work. The work that really will never end, as if the work has become something that can not be eliminated from the life of a Hero.

“Dok,” call a woman who turns out it is Santi. A close friend of Alina's at the Cendana hospital.

The hero just looked up and said nothing. He was waiting for what Santi would say.

“Alina asked permission not to attend because there is a need,” Santi said.

For some reason each Santi faced directly with a Hero, he felt nervous and afraid. Not that he has the thought of not knowing himself to be with a Hero.

But the authority of the Hero seems to make anyone who faces him feel reluctant and respectful.

“Then I say retreat,” said Santi who wants to leave the Hero room immediately. Moreover, the flat and indifferent attitude of Hero makes Santi even more nervous.

After Santi's departure, Hero just kept quiet and stared at Alina's desk which was quite far away from him.

Alina had not come until fifteen minutes had passed, Hero thought Alina would be late, it was not going to work. Choosing to be indifferent again, Hero looks at his laptop and refocuses on what he has to do.

...*****...

Alina just stayed in the room, she felt lazy to go out, even to get out of the room Alina felt heavy, until at breakfast she ate in the room.

“Dear you why?” asked Amina entering Alina's room, she felt worried about her son who was seen just lying quietly under the blanket.

“Alina is okay Mah, Alina just wants to fall again. Then why hasn't Mamah been to the hospital?” ask Alina wonder. Her mother is a disciplined person in terms of time, one minute late is the most Amina avoid.

“Mamah did not work for today,” replied Amina who immediately sat right next to her son.

“Loh how is it?” asked Alina who was about to rise from her bed but immediately stopped because of the movement of the Mother who forced her to lie still.

“You do not need a lot of movement,” forbid Amina when she saw Alina about to rise from her bed.

Alina who heard that just nodded.

“Andai Mamah is a general practitioner and can check your health,” sad Amina who just saw Alina sick this time.

Even during Alina's 23 years of life, Amina had never seen Alina ill. Except when he was a baby, and the pain is still in mild terms but can still be handled.

But now, when Amina saw that Alina looked lethargic with a feverish body and pale face. She failed at being a mother.

“Mah, this is not Mamah's fault. This part is just a common cold, later in the afternoon Alina will be somewhat better,” said Alina calming.

“But just now you vomit baby,” said Amina who sounded reminiscent, guilty expression he showed again when he remembered if he had seen Alina vomit.

“Mah, being an obstetrician is one of noble occupations. Where Mamah also plays an important role in the growth and health of the Baby and the Mother, so for Alina Mamah it is great with what Mamah has. So already yes, do not blame yourself Mamah continue, Alina also sad so,” said Alina at length and sounded soothing.

Amina who heard that immediately nodded and smiled. He took a body temperature checker and it was not too high.

“You eat first, then after this we take medicine yes dear,” said Amina softly and directly Alina angguki.

Alina used to not like taking medicine, but now she has grown up. And even if he was only an apprentice doctor for now, in the future he would become a pediatrician. It was in accordance with the wishes of her grandmother since she was a child, but because Alina was very fond of children. Alina felt that it was no big deal for her.

...*****...

Meanwhile.

Bian who heard the news if the brother was sick, he who did not have a schedule today again chose to go home soon. Usually despite his schedule, Bian will remain in the hospital and spend time in his room just reading books.

Although Bian has become an expert heart specialist, but Bian still read many books whether it contains alternative or medical treatments.

When entering his car. Unexpectedly, suddenly someone pulled Bian's hand so he had to turn around and look at the person.

“Where have you been all this time, baby? I've been looking for you all along, but why did you disappear?”

The one who pulled Bian's hand was none other than Farah. The woman was seen staring at Bian with a stare that seemed to miss Bian very much.