Love Me, Please Doctor
#37 Farah who did not accept

After looking for Belvita in less than 2 weeks.

Finally, Alina met Belvita in the apartment which turned out to be not far from her home.

Alina certainly felt astonished, why Belvita did not tell at all about his existence, until Alina herself had to find Belvita's whereabouts. But even so, Alina could not be angry or upset and hated, she still loved and cared for Belvita.

“Yes who?” ask someone's voice from inside.

It was clear in Alina's ear if it was Belvita's. Alina did not answer, she just kept quiet and let Belvita be curious and open the door of her apartment.

“Who yes? why not answer?” ask Belvita again.

And right, out of curiosity Belvita opened the door, he was immediately surprised to see if the person in front of him was Alina.

At first Belvita wanted to close the door of her apartment, because she was not ready to meet with Alina, but with a very nimble Alina immediately prevented it.

“Do you hate me?” alina and Belvita asked immediately.

“Then why don't you let me in? why don't you want to meet me Bel?” alina asked with a face that seemed gloomy and sad.

Belvita who saw that, he finally resigned and let Alina in.

...........

The two of them are now in Belvita's apartment, it is undeniable that Belvita can now live independently because of her hard work. Although Belvita was abandoned, she still lived a decent life and became a successful person.

“Why are you just silent?” alina asked after a long silence.

“Bel, you hate me so much? even looking at me as if you feel reluctant,” asked Alina who only responded with Belvita's inertness.

“If you don't like and hate me, you can throw me out. Just throw me the Bel, but please tell me honestly about the reason for your departure?” asked Alina who was now looking at Belvita with a deep look.

Belvita was again silent and did not respond to Alina's words, feeling very neglected. Alina wanted to rise up because she thought that Belvita was very unhappy about her coming here.

Just as Alina took a few steps, Belvita's voice stopped her steps.

“Don't go Alina,” says Belvita.

Alina immediately turned her head, she saw that if Belvita was crying, the woman's gaze looked very empty. It was as if he had no desire to live.

“Why?” asked Alina who was worried about Belvita, had Alina been so outrageous that she made Belvita cry?

That's what Alina's thinking right now.

“Sorry if indeed I have been outrageous to you,” said Alina with a look of guilt.

Belvita's fast pans, she still keeps crying and can't say anything yet.

Alina who saw it was getting confused, but even so she just kept quiet and waited for what Belvita would say.

Alina was patiently waiting for something Belvita would say. Only after the cry subsided did Belvita then look towards Alina with a long-looking gaze staring at Alina.

“I never hated you. Never!” firmly Belvita seemed to reject firmly Alina's thinking.

...*****...

“Then why did you stay away as if evading me?” asked Alina who was directly staring at Belvita's face directly.

For a while, Belvita was silent. He looked down deeper and deeper, the tears in his eyes that had dried up came back out, it made Belvita's eyelids wet again.

Alina was just silent, she channeled her calmness to Belvita through the elusan of her hand on Belvita's back, clearly visible if Belvita is now crying sobbing.

“A-I, I do not know where to start, I am confused about what to start this story like ...,” lirih Belvita who looks unable to tell a story.

Alina who saw if Belvita had trouble telling a story, she who saw it then rubbed Belvita's back and smiled soothingly.

“If indeed you are not ready to tell a story, do not be forced, I will remain patient and wait for you to be ready to tell a story,” Alina's soothing tone told Belvita.

“Don't really hate me?” asked Belvita again, and Alina again shook her head.

“I was originally angry with you, annoyed there are. That's when you left suddenly without any news, but I admit that if my anger and annoyance were based on worry, I was just afraid you were okay,” explained Alina.

Belvita just nodded. Belvita's heartfelt look gave to Alina. “Sorry,” that word only Belvita can say.

...*****...

In restaurant.

Unlike usual, Bian now for the first time invites Farah to lunch at a restaurant.

Usually, it should be Farah who offers first, because the busyness of Bian causes the man to focus so much on his work that he often forgets to eat.

“We just end this relationship,” said Bian suddenly in the middle of the meal.

Farah, who looked like she was eating voraciously, looked at Bian with a smiley look of disbelief.

“Don't be kayak gini, it's not funny. Even if you want to make a surprise, at least there must be a special day and I think today is not my birthday or our anniversary,” said Farah who returned to eating her food.

Farah believes, although she is very annoying and often acts arbitrarily, Bian will never break their relationship. Moreover, unilaterally, the man was too kind and had a sincere heart.

“I'm not kidding,” now Bian's serious tone is saying.

“Do not ngaco! end what? what needs to end? our relationship has been good, right?” with still relaxed Farah eat that food. He seems to assume that Bian is now making a funny joke.

“Farah,” call Bian.

Bian is not the type of romantic man, the nickname he uses also sounds ordinary and nothing special at all.

But, it should be known that Bian is the type of person who would never remember the person's name if it wasn't important to him, whoever it was, Bian would ignore unless that person was very important to him.

Farah who stared at the food and then looked at Bian. A serious look that didn't look joking now Bian said.

“So the reason you asked for lunch together was because you wanted to end our relationship?” farah asked with her incredulous look.

Bian just kept quiet, he looked at Farah for quite a while then nodded.

“If you know this, you better not take me to eat. What is the reason you want to end this relationship? is it because of that doctor?”

With an angry and unaccepting look, Farah just kept saying nonstop.

“Why? is it because he's better than me? or because she's prettier than me? but I think I'm very pretty, way above it.”

Always, every upset Farah always boasted. But somehow Bian never angry or ilfil for this long, it's just for some reason Bian asked to end the relationship.

“You don't need to know the reason,” said Bian. He wants to get up and pay the shopping bill.

Then when Bian was about to go home, Farah immediately prevented him by holding Bian's hand.

“Why? am I lacking in introspection? do I still look wrong in your eyes?” tanya Farah was now looking up at Bian who was much taller than her.

“You are innocent, because here obviously I am at fault,” admit Bian. But he could not explain the reason for ending this relationship.

Bian was not ready to say that. After all Bian also loves Farah, he has feelings of love for the woman who is none other than Farah. The feeling that Bian had for Farah was real and sincere.

But, if Bian did love Farah, why would he decide Farah?

“Bian,” Farah then clasped Bian's hand tightly.

“Please, don't break me up, I beg you.., I really can't live without you,” said Farah.

...*****...