Love Me, Please Doctor
#20 Try!!!

Hanny has returned to her home.

And now Alina is just silent in the Hero room, occasionally she will stare at the Hero secretly. Alina hoped that if what she was doing was unknown to the Hero, she also hoped that the man would not be aware of her unceasing gaze staring in the direction of the man.

“I don't know who managed to have Big Brother's heart. How lucky the woman is to have the heart of Big Brother, if the person you love is Alina, how lucky Alina was then,” muttered Alina. He looked at Hero with eyes that looked very deep.

“Why are you staring at me?” asked Hero suddenly who immediately made Alina flutter because she was caught staring at a Hero with her inner gaze.

“Akh! sorry doc, I didn't mean anything,” replied Alina directly with a wave.

Hero simply raised one of his eyebrows, he then stared at Alina with a fairly intense gaze.

“What are you talking about with Mommy?” ask Hero suddenly. He put on a serious face as if he was curious about what Alina and Hanny were talking about.

Alina who heard that was silent for a while, she did not even expect that Hero would ask her that.

“We ..., we only discuss ordinary things,” replied Alina, she was confused what to say.

Because the thing Hanny discussed was about that person, the person that Hero loved. And Alina herself does not know with the figure of the woman loved by the Hero.

“Ordinary thing?” an unconvinced look now Hero shows Alina. It made Alina feel uncomfortable.

“Iya Kak, we only discuss ordinary things,” replied Alina trying as calmly as possible in answering.

“Not a story about a woman?” ask Hero again managed to make Alina surprised.

“What Brother mean?” Alina did not mean to pretend not to understand, she just wanted Hero to explain the meaning of her words in detail.

“As you know, if I have a person I loved in the past, but unfortunately he has now died,” for the first time after so long Hero spoke at length to Alina.

“Kak, can we not discuss this issue in the middle of working hours?” pinta Alina who felt that their conversation was a very sensitive thing for her.

“Then why do you call me sister'?”

“Sorry doc,” replied Alina who did not want to extend this.

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Daytime.

As usual, Alina always ate together with Santi. Because only Santilah became his close friend at this time.

Santi looked a little awkward and tried to cover up his nervousness. And his attitude was so strange that Alina immediately looked at him with a look of wonder.

“Why?” alina asked looking at the nervous Santi.

“A-I .., when I was about to take you to lunch earlier, I apologize for accidentally hearing your chat with the Hero doctor,” honestly Santi was nervous.

Alina simply nodded and did not care much less about the matter.

“No problem, at least you didn't say this to anyone else. Since what you heard was not entirely true,” explained Alina and Santi immediately nodded

“Are you guys getting married?” asked Santi again in a curious tone.

“Ah! sorry. I shouldn't have asked about things I shouldn't have known, ” replied Santi who bit her lips nervously. He wanted to smother his lips as if he could not stay still, before asking about what he wanted to know.

“No problem! and we're not married. Maybe we will never get married, even to dream of being able to unite alone is impossible,” now a sad gaze unconsciously Alina showed. He even had to lie so far, until Alina thought when would she stop with this lie?

Why does this sick person love someone?

If love is this painful, why should God create a sense that ultimately hurts us?

Can't Alina be loved by the man she loves?

“You ..., love her?” ask Santi suddenly. He looked down as Alina looked at him.

“Maybe,” replied Alina who could only stare at her juice and stir it up, tomato juice with a mixture of sugar and milk. It can restore his mood for the better, even if only a little.

“Why don't you try to get his heart alone?”

“She has loved others.”

“They are getting married?”

“No, Brother Hero and the woman will never be together until anytime,” said Alina remembering what Hanny said.

“Why? what relationship do they not get blessing?”

“Not, it's just that the woman loved by Kak Hero is dead,” Alina replied deeper and deeper staring at her juice.

Should Alina be happy if the Hero loved ones are gone?

Or should he feel pain from seeing the person he loves suffer?

I don't know why his love and feelings are so complicated. Alina just wants to have a normal romance, which is normal. In terms of the meaning of the person he loves himself as well, although in the future there will be problems that confront, but Alina wants to jointly face the problem with the idol.

It sounded somewhat ridiculous, even Alina herself seemed to want to laugh mockingly at herself.

“Isn't that a good thing. I mean, that doesn't mean we're happy over people's suffering, it's just that it might be the course of fate. And here you are destined to try to get the heart of the person you love. Then try!” said Santi who indirectly provided support.

“Thank you,” replied Alina smiling sincerely.

Should he try to get the heart of Hero? but where did it start? Alina didn't even know what to fight like.

“Please say that here you are struggling to save your loved ones from the abyss of suffering and despair. Now I even understand, maybe the reason for Doctor Hero like that is because of the sadness he experienced,” said Santi again.

And that's true and true.

Alina just nodded. “Alright, let's finish the food,” invite Alina who was immediately answered by a nod by Santi.

They also eat their food very well. Really greedy because they need a lot of energy to be able to provide the best service to patients in need.

“Let me pay,” said Alina who immediately handed over some sheets that she deliberately paid.

“The return is for you, thank you.”

Afterwards Alina immediately invited Santi to return to the hospital immediately.

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