Love Miss Arogan
'I'm Tired

"You're beautiful, you're good, you're smart, you're perfect. Why cry for a coward like me? You should be happy and immediately decide what your choice is to be my successor"

"Al. I.."

Al shakes

"Please, don't expect me to come back. I'm happy enough with everything. Go home and rest, I'll catch up to where I belong"

"Al don't be like this"

"Zifa.."

"Don't call me by that name. I don't like it"

"Then what do you want to be called?" Al chuckles.

"Call me 'honey'"

"All right, baby" Al smiled faintly.

"Al, promise me you'll get well"

"Darling, I'm definitely cured. I will no longer feel this pain. But not in this way. I don't like this. I'll cure him in my own way"

Zifa shook her head, she knew what Al meant.

"Then promise not to leave me"

"Darling, every human being has his time. Trust me, my love will be with you"

"Al, I don't like this. I like the chatty Al and spoil me. Not something like this. Heal, for me"

Al chuckled again

"I don't deserve this beautiful princess. Aren't you ashamed of your dying husband? "

"No Al, you'll be cured"

"Don't aggravate my steps. I'm tired enough"

"You're giving up? Are you that weak Al" said Zifa.

Silent

"You promised you wouldn't leave me. You said you loved me yourself, but why are you giving up Al? Where's your promise to say you'll love me and our son" Zifa slouched her face with tears that kept flowing.

"Honey, there are still many good men and more perfect than me. Don't vote for me, I don't want to be chosen anymore"

"Al.." Zifa's voice choked.

"Please promise to be happy without me. One day I just want to see you smile while looking at the stars. I was among them. Don't worry"

"Al didn't you get along with Dev, he was only a year and a half old. Then you could let him live without a father? would you have the heart if one day his friend would have bullied him and told him he was an orphan"

"honey, I know very well my son. someday he will grow into a great man who of course will not be affected by such a thing. someday he is a man who protects you sincerely. besides, I believe you must have educated well"

"can't be like that"

"why not? you're her momy.your new job is to find a substitute dady who can protect you and our son.one thing I remember, never compare her sincerity with my sincerity. never expect to be loved so much because I have fulfilled 'great' itself"

"Al, you.."

"honey, whether I'm happy or sad.I just want to say, I'm the winner even though I can't get the prize, but you obviously know that I'm the winner" Al said.

"Al, I love you"

Al smiled bitterly

"Don't lie to yourself. Don't even say that because you feel sorry for me or guilt"

"really, I love you. I don't lie"

"if your heart is fixed on me, why does your logic even lean on the man.I allow you to be with any man as long as it is not Bayu. whether you believe it or not, the baby is married" said Al.

"Al, I'm just friends"

"just friends? meaning all this time my jealousy was too excessive" Al smiled bitterly.

"Dady dady" the boy walked up to Al's gurney while carrying his car.

"Dev" muttered Al lirih.

Zifa raised her son to come closer to Al.

"Dev, look at your dady. Tell him to heal"

"Dady atit?" the boy held his dady face as if understanding.

"no Dev, dady just lack rest" explained Al.

""dady, let's play" Dev showed me his car.

"if you're an adult, Dev should take care of momy and love momy. okay?"

the boy nodded, whether he understood it or not.

"until whenever the best protector is only You Al. Our son is where we pour out affection, not where we get affection. someday he'll have his own life"

"Dev," called Al spread out his arms to hug his son.

"Al, you have a lot of medical equipment" Zifa reminded.

Al movement has stopped

He was only able to rub his son's chuby cheek.

Dev is very close to him. But this 2 months Al did not even communicate with his son.

"The doctor says you can have surgery tomorrow"

"No, I don't want to" Al refused.

"Why not? All for your recovery"

Al smiled wryly

"I don't want to, didn't I just say I'd be healed in my own way"

"Al, don't be like this. Fight at least for Dev. He still needs his dady"

"Then fight to give Dev a father's love with you to live with the man of your choice"

"No, until whenever I don't want to" Zifa shook her head.

Drtts

Zifa mobile vibrating

'Wood' that's the name on the expensive phone screen.

Al also saw him, he curled his lips.

Al's hand grabbed his wife's cheek

"Blessed for me" said Al, rubbing his wife's cheek.

Shortly thereafter,

Czech

The door's open

"Al.." call someone who is none other than mama Sofi and papa Farhan.

"Mama, papa, why did you bother to come here?"

"How repot? We're not bothered at all"

"Al, mama just wants your recovery. That'sallthatis. Promise me to make your mother's request"

"Mama, don't be like this. Mama knew Al was strong" Al calmed her mother.

"I yes mama tau" cried mama Sofi broke.

"Al, tomorrow you want surgery" said Sofi's mother.

"Ma, don't do this" Al shook his head.

"Why not?"

"Mama just wants you to be healthy. Mama wants you to be happy"

"Al was happy ma, look, Al already had a beautiful wife and a cute child" Al rubbed his wife's cheek.

"Just tomorrow you have to want the operation papa do not want to know" said papa Farhan who just opened his voice.

Al breathed his breath

Into the next day,

The doctor checked Al's condition before performing the major surgery.

Moments later the doctor read out the results of Al's examination.

"Mr Al, your blood pressure's a little high. Don't stress too much, I'll inject fluid so your blood returns to normal and can resume surgery"

The doctor injected the fluid into the infusion of Al.

A few hours later, the doctor came back to check on Al.

"Thank God, your blood pressure is normal. Mr. Al, we're ready to perform the procedure. Are you really ready?"

"Have doc, just do it"

"Well, I'll prepare everything. There are still a few minutes to communicate with your family. Does anyone want to see you?"

"There's no doc"

"You sure?"

"Yakin doc"