Love Mr. Arogan
your smile makes my eyes hurt

After passing from Mama's room, Naina and I went to our room. I sat on the side of the bed, and clenched my hand to remember the actions of the Bangka and Arletta.

This grudge is increasingly hunting, wanting to make it pass from this world. But seeing Mama suddenly the guts shrunk. Especially with this incident I feel sorry for Mama. That woman is too good for a man like that.

Mama once said at the beginning of their marriage, Papa never played a good husband. All he knows is enough material the rest he does not want to know, including the feelings of Mama.

This marriage was due to a match. Papa doesn't like Mama at all. Only, the Mama family was able to save the Papa family Company which was on the verge of destruction. Inevitably he accepted the match and held the marriage.

Mama also told me how she was left the first night. Situa Bangka preferred to stay at her ex-lover's house, and leave Mama alone. And it happens over and over again.

One year later, Mama told Papa about her pregnancy. Papa was just ignorant and not too serious to respond. At first, Mama thought it would be a joy for Papa. Nihil, Papa is not at all expression like a father who is waiting for the birth of his child.

The day passed the nature of Papa more and more unbecoming. He often changes women. Even once at the inauguration of Papa's friend Company, the Bangka situation was holding another woman. But Mama is still patient with her actions.

Mama often gets rough treatment from him. No matter the circumstances of Mama who is pregnant, she often blows on Mama. Once upon a time Mama had bleeding due to her kick.

Mama never complained at all about the depraved actions of the Bangka to her family and closest people. Until at the time of delivery, the Bangka situation prefers to go abroad with his mistress and let Mama face childbirth without a husband.

Mama was very happy when she found out that the child she was born with was a boy. He hoped the situation was happy. After returning there the bangka to Indonesia, Mama gladly gave the little baby was overwritten by the situation bangka. Suddenly, the man pulled his hand out of Mama's. He refused to hold the little baby. Seeing his actions Mama can only stroke his chest while crying.

The man said to Mama that he did not want this little baby. Mom cried and hugged the little baby tightly while flooding the baby with a sincere kiss from the woman.

Yes, that baby is me. Mama told me about it when I was a teenager. Mama said I'm old enough to know what happened in their marriage. I grew up without a father's love. I was often yelled at and reviled for no reason by him. I envy seeing my friends who are free to chat with their Papa. Compared to the upside with me who rarely greet with the situation of the jackfruit. My heart broke into pieces as she refused to be with me.

Those are the days I spent without his affection. Until I was this adult I often heard commotion between the pair of humans. Many times I can't wait for it. This grudge is already in my heart. Seeing Mama who always floods tears due to her behavior.

My brain is tired of remembering that. I began to lie down in my bed and hope that this nightmare would pass.

***

At 02.00

That night I woke up and glanced at the wall clock. I sat on the edge of my bed playing my phone, hoping that these eyes would be closed again.

When I got to the kitchen I saw Naina eating at the table enjoying a serving of instant noodles. The noodle smoke was still billowing in the bowl. It made me curious and approached Naina.

"What are you eating?" I asked while sitting next to him.

Naina was surprised to see me coming. He coughed and flapped his tongue with his hand. After that he looked at me with a sharp look. He stood up and began to speak.

"Why sir always does that! Don't surprise the middle of the night! The devil has come on your orders, sir! He said with a furious tone.

Hearing the woman's babble I felt guilty and scratched my head which was not itchy at all. I also smiled amusedly while displaying a row of my white teeth.

"No need to smile, sir!" Another imbibing.

Hearing that, I couldn't hold my laughter. Because this is the first time Naina was angry with me. I just watched her motions chattering, my heart couldn't lie with this girl. I am entertained by his tirade.

Seeing her still makes me angry. I stood up and faced him. I began to touch her lips with my fingers and gently rubbed those tiny lips. He retreated slowly.

I held him by putting my hand on his waist and pulling him towards me. He began to close his eyes making me even more anxious with the woman in front of me at this moment. Slowly I landed my kiss on her lips and started to play slowly.

Naina began to enjoy the kiss, I continued on to the folded neck. After being satisfied at that part, my hands began to guerrilla in the crazy chest and then I resumed my kiss on the neck that made the woman sigh.

His sigh sounded spoiled in my ear, making something down there stand upright without cue. Suddenly I realized we were in the kitchen. I stopped my actions and Naina began to clean up her already irregular clothes. Naina slowly passed from me. When Naina took a few steps I pulled Naina's hand and started holding her bridal style and bringing her to my room. Aksiku surprised him he had time to fight but slowly he just resigned.

When I got to my room I laid him down slowly and quickly I opened all my equipment. Naina just fell silent and wrapped herself in a blanket. I grabbed the blanket from her body and began to undress her entire outfit. Now that I and Naina were without a thread, I swallowed my saliva slowly at the sight before me.

I played my lips on her crazy chest. The game made the woman sigh. Again the sighing made me even more excited. Not until there my hands spread in the lower area until my fingers began to get wet with fluid from inside the cave.

I played a long time in that lower area with my hands. Again Naina let out a spoiled sigh. Impatient with the sigh slowly I began to put my weapon into the area of the battle and began to wrestle there. Sweat began to pour from the beautiful battle.

It didn't feel like an hour ago we had that great battle. I also sprawled over Naina's body after the liquid managed to enter the area. Naina's breathing was clearly heard in my ears. I started to move myself right next to him.

Slowly I covered our bodies in a thick blanket. I hugged her and didn't forget to kiss her forehead for long. Naina returned my embrace by putting her hand on my waist. A smile rose from my lips to see Naina's actions. We continued our delayed sleep with a good night's sleep.