Love Mr. Arogan
ara's heart
"what's your reason for hiding your illness?" rifqi asked with her cold face.
"do you remember, you once said that I was nothing but trash.My life is a burden to you. Therefore I don't want to add a burden to you" answered the honest ara
"can I tell you a little bit?" ask ara.
rifqi nodded
"at that time I gave up on my life.The first time I knew that I was pregnant, I was very happy.but the doctor said that I had a disease that harmed me if I kept carrying this child. at that time, I decided to keep pregnant with this child. Every day I feel how much pain my body is. You remember the blood that you often meet? it was one of my nosebleed blood many times I fainted without your knowledge to the point that the doctor sentenced me to 10 days.I cried, not cried for the rest of my life.. I just feel defeated to myself. I want to see my son born. look at his face and take care of him. do you remember when aou asked about the agreement? what I feared at that time was that if my son was born and if at that time I could not survive, I was afraid that my son would be abandoned later, but brother aldy always strengthened me. he promised me that if I didn't survive in the world, he would take care of my son. wouldn't he tell you to prosecute our son?"
"that was my request.When before you left for out of town, I was ready to say something about myself and do a caesarean section right then and there. but when you went out of town, I felt defeated. I did not intend to tell you. many times the doctor contacted me for a cesarean section schedule.I resigned to my life at that time. when I lost my consciousness, my mind could still speak. In my heart I only prayed to see my son's face once. god was so good to me that he gave me a chance to see my son's face until now"
said ara while smiling bitterly.
rifqi only stared at the heart of the fig.
after removing her unek, ara immediately walked towards the bed and immediately slept there.
"how cruel was I as a husband, until I did not know what he felt all this time" murmured rifqi in his heart.
"oh yha and another mas, calm down your trash will leave as soon as possible" said ara still sleeping back at the rifqi with a trembling voice holding back her cries.
rifqi paid no heed to fig speech.he assumed it was all just a joke.
he's out of the room.
the sound of the door being slammed by rifqi.
rifqi went into the room next door.he lay down his body there. said ara kept ringing in his brain.he tried to close his eyes.he tried to eliminate everything that disturbed his mind..
why does his heart feel pierced by a sharp sword when he hears the outpouring of heart fig? is he in love.or just a feeling of pity when he heard his curses earlier?
he was so confused by his feelings.
"is this the right decision?" thought.
he was so worried about deciding everything, on the one hand there was already an innocent child among them.
'is it too cruel to decide to separate??'
'hold on?? what can? isn't my ultimate goal to make her life suffer?'
'but why is it so hard to let go of her?'
'this other experiment? why am I faced with such a complicated vision?'
thought rifqi wander about, it did not feel like he fell asleep and entered his dreamland.