
I'm Naina the second of three children of the William Pradipta family. I am a girl who has experienced a lot of grief in my life. I was born into a pretty good family. My parents have companies in every country, their success is everywhere. In fact, my life is not as happy as the children of rich people in general who grow up with a lot of wealth.
Ever since I was four years old, my parents' company has been going through severe bankruptcy. All branch companies also faltered. As a result my parents considered all this because of me. I was born just a pesky carrier in their eyes. My parents are not used to living hard, they come from an upper-class family. From that moment my suffering began.
My parents no longer love me. I was ignored. Until I was a teenager. I was treated like a babu even more than a babu. They sent me only to the first level. Even so, I can not school well because of the many homework that must be completed first before going to school. Too often I hold back hunger because I am busy with homework.
Until I was seventeen, my family decided to move to Singapore. I thought they were taking me along. Beyond my expectations, I was left with my aunt in this house. My aunt's name is Lena. Aunt Lena is a widow who does not have children, she often changes partners. Yep... Aunty just scooped up all the man's possessions.
A year ago I lived with Aunt Lena in this house. Aunt Lena often brings men to this house. No different from my parents, Aunt Lena introduced me to her relatives as a maid. That phrase has already succeeded in making my heart cut and I have to hear it every time people ask me about me.
I cry a lot when I miss my family. Before they left the country, I had inserted an old photo where Mama and Papa held a small baby. That baby is me. If I miss I can only stare at the photos of past memories that I always keep and I keep well.
***
One night my aunt came home earlier than usual. He banged on my bedroom door repeatedly. I quickly opened it.
"Naaina... Justin is coming tonight from Singapore."
Just hearing Justin come has scared me. Justin was so rude to me. He didn't hesitate to hit me and slap me just for a small mistake. I'm used to Justin's punches. From that moment on I was afraid to face Justin.
I just listened to Aunt talk about the intention of Justin coming to this city for so long. I just nodded as if understanding with Aunt's talk. Aunty is drunk so every word I can't digest well. Plus the smell of alcohol coming out of his mouth. After that Aunt Lena passed from home somewhere.
***
A few hours later, the bell rang, I rushed over and opened it.
"Who are you?" He wondered while looking at me.
"I'm Naina... Don't you remember me?" I said doubtfully.
"Wahhhh... You look so pretty Naina?" He said while playing his finger on my face plus again with the naughty look of the two eyeballs.
I took a step back to see Justin act. I'm afraid he's messing with me again. Then Justin headed to his room right next to mine.
After Justin put his equipment in the room, I rushed to prepare dinner for him. A few minutes later Justin followed up to the dinner table and began to devour the food I had prepared for him. Justin kept looking at me with a hard look.
He explained about his debt that had been booked. Justin said he wanted to pay off the debt so that the Pradipta company would not become a victim of his actions.
Papa authorizes Justin to lead a branch company. But Justin failed to manage well so he had debts everywhere.
***
That night was a gripping night all my life. Justin came home late and he forced me to open the door to my room. He kept knocking on the door and even kicked it hard. It makes me more scared.
I ventured to open that door. Justin came in and started pushing me into my bed. With his strength stronger than mine, I cannot block his body from oppressing my body. He took my crown and did it many times. I was just crying under her cage.
After enjoying my body he threatened me so I wouldn't tell anyone about this. If I am desperate, then I am finished.
Not only that, he once sold me to a striped-nose man. Justin said that I was a virgin to that man. Quickly the striped-nose man took me to the hotel. While doing the action the striped man realized that I was not a virgin anymore, then the man contacted Justin and Justin said that I was the one who cheated them. Not accepting the lie, the man punched me many times. Makes my whole body bruise. I can't dwell on what Justin did.
From then on Justin hired me as a night woman. He scooped up all the money given by the man who fucked me. I'm helpless under Justin's orders. I'm just a money machine he can take at any time. My life was like hell when he came back to this land. I kept thinking out loud Who can take me away from this dark region.
Every night I wait for the Man at the usual stop visited by wild men looking for comfort women.
It was also at the stop that I first met Andre. The yellow sports car was almost every late night passing from the front of the stop.
At the beginning of my meeting with him I was sure he was a good man who could help me from my current world. Several times he met, he never did anything like the striped-nose guy I've met so many times.
Until one day he came to pick me up and hire me at his house. At that moment, this smile was stirring up by itself. I finally got out of the house that tormented me. I hope Andre will be my helper. I'd rather do anything to him than work desperately with Justin.
***
After a long time working at Andre's residence, I knew Andre was hesitant about my background which he considered unclear. I also know I'm just an impingement for him. But who would have thought I was pregnant with her child. She was unable to accept me as well as the growing fetus in my cage right now.
The first time he touched me, my blood rippled and my heart skipped. Seeing his handsome face seemed to see the sunrise. We do it repeatedly.
He was rude to me and intended to send me back to Justin. Just still hearing his name I'm scared especially with my current condition. Yet... I'm grateful that Mama Andre can accept me for who I am. The middle-aged woman seemed pleased with the news of my pregnancy. I am so grateful to the middle-aged woman.
I don't know how Andre is responding at the moment. But I'm happy because I didn't come home with Justin, and I'm still here at Andre's house. I will try my best to take Andre's heart even though it is difficult to change his hardness of heart.