
"mas, wake up.. don't you miss me and qian? don't you want me to come back to you? I'll come back to you mas, as long as you wake up. I've forgiven everything that happened between us mas. please wake up" said ara tearfully.
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morning, morning,
rifqi still faithfully closed his eyes.all the family members gathered in the rifqi room including the qian.
qian chattered ria, I don't know what she said.
"ar, momy wants to hear in detail the journey of your life during the coercion tragedy until you're pregnant qian"
"at that time I finished checking up my illness. at that time I did not permit to mas rifqi because at that time I decided to cover my illness. after check up, after check up, suddenly I met my male friend.he invited me to lunch together. Without me guessing it turns out mas rifqi was also in the restaurant. he took me home. I thought I would get a blow or a slap, but my guess was wrong. it turned out that the rifqi mas took my crown by force. I was not at all disappointed in mas rifqi at that time.it's just that the treatment of mas rifqi rough kept ringing in my head.at that time I was rushed to the hospital because my uterus was torn. a few weeks after that, I often felt nauseous and dizzy. I guess because of my illness.but dilla told me to take a testpack. between happy and sad.the next day, I came to the doctor.but the doctor said otherwise.if I want to stay alive, then I have to let go of my baby. and at that moment I decided to keep pregnant.I intend to hide from the mas rifqi.but when I passed out, the mas rifqi took me to the hospital. and at that time mas rifqi knew that I was pregnant.that very day, we made a ridiculous agreement containing if my son had been born and was one month old, he said, so I had to go out of the house to take my son without holding any responsibility from the mas rifqi.
we had a good day like a couple in general.mas rifqi obeyed all my strange requests even my attitude to the children.mas rifqi was so patient with me who was passed spoiled at that time. at the age of 8 months, the doctor told me to caesarean with the stakes is my life.and that second I was sure not to tell mas rifqi. I asked the certainty of the agreement when the rifqi mas knew I was pregnant. I just wanted to see the fate of God. and it turned out that my hope was wrong.I instead fell down the stairs and finally that day I was in surgery. and rifqi knows about the illness I'm suffering from"
clearly ara with a jumble of hands was still grasping the rifqi hand.
"it's not really all wrong mas rifqi. because the last time agreement was my idea.before we got married, mas rifqi had asked me to refuse the marriage.but I insisted on continuing it. mas rifqi had no idea at all about the illness I was suffering from, and in fact most of the problem the cause was myself. and the moment before I left, before I left, I see myself as a victim without looking back that mas rifqi is also a victim" said Ara.