Love of the Adjutant
Travelling

Unlike Kinan who is in a state of joy because of the presence of the baby.

At the scene of the explosion of the truck driven by Indra. The truck was completely charred and nothing was left. How not?? The explosion of a grenade cannot be avoided.

The Commander who saw it was immediately frustrated. His gaze was empty, he could not believe what had happened to his men. It was seen that the Commander sighed many times, his palms closing both his eyes.

They all came back, reporting the incident that just happened.

Soon the news reached the ears of the father-in-law. In the midst of Kinan's happiness, he couldn't possibly pass on the sad news to the child.

"How is this, Pah?? What should we say to Kinan??" ask Mama to worry. But Papa was silent.

They were in front of Kinan's hospital room, he saw from behind Kinan's glass that he was happy. He holds and tries to give ASI to the child.

"My son and grandson, Pah." Said Mama crying.

Papa can only hug his wife and rub his shoulders.

"Patience, Mah. Patience. This is the biggest test for us. Not just us, but for Kinan." Papa explained.

The sound of Mama's cry grew louder, making Kinan who was in the hospital shocked. He looked outside the room.

Why is Mama crying?? Think Kinan. But he was dumb, at the moment he was very happy.

His little prince was born. His face is exactly the same. This is the fruit of his love.

"Dad, spit it home huh?? Dedek wants to see Dad too, right??" tanya Kinan greeted the child.

He gently rubbed the child's head, giving a warm kiss on his forehead. Her smile had never been extinguished since the baby was present. That smile always emanated from her face which made her even more beautiful.

He hugged the baby boy warmly. A baby so small and soft.

A few hours later the news reached the ears of Indra's parents. It just so happened that the two of them had already arrived at the hospital.

"Where is this, Dad?? How's Indra doing now??" the mother cried bitterly, after a while ago she had fainted.

"We pray, Mom. Hopefully Indra is okay." replied the Father trying to affirm his wife, when in fact in his heart was also destroyed when he heard the news.

Papa Kinan tries to find information about the state of the son-in-law. But all he got was disappointment. They said 'Indra was burned along with the truck he was driving.'

News that he could not explain to his son and his besi. He doesn't know what to answer. Both of his clothes were waiting for every word that would come out of his mouth. But Papa Kinan was confused about where to start answering.

"Well, what did he say??" ask Mama curious.

"Mah.., that.it.." replied Papa hesitated.

"The truck that Indra was driving burned" said Papa very heavily.

"How is Indra??" sahut Daddy.

"Ehmm, door... The truck door is still tightly closed. So, so it's possible that Indra got stuck in that truck."

"Oh Allah?!!!!!" say everyone in the room.

"Where is this, Dad?? How did our son have such bad luck???" my mother could not take it anymore.

His crying is getting louder. So did Mama, she couldn't imagine what if Kinan knew that. But when he was in a slump, he arrived.

"Pa..., Papa...., what did you say??" a voice came from behind them.

"Papa.., what did Pah say?? Mas Indra why, Pah??" ask Kinan a little doubt.

"Indra.., Indra.., he...."

"Bah, answer me. Mas Indra why??" Kinan raised his voice. He wondered what he had heard.

"Is Indra really an accident??" ask the unbelieving Kinan.

But no one dared to answer. Everyone can just be quiet.

"Why is everyone quiet anyway?? Ayoo, answer. Husband why?? What exactly happened to my husband?!!" bentak Kinan's.

Slowly Papa approached Kinan. He wanted to calm the child who looked very emotional.

"Not close, Pah." Kinan tried to avoid.

"Jawab a Kinan question. What happened to my husband?? What did Papa say was true??" search Kinan.

Papa sighed, and then he nodded his head. Kinan was hysterical. His legs could not support his body anymore, he almost fell on the floor. But fortunately the Papa caught the body of his son.

"No, Pah. Papa must be lying, right?!! Papa must be lying!!! Indra promised to go home. Mas Indra also promised to give a name to our children. Mas Indra can't possibly break that promise, Pah." said Kinan hysterically. His eyes turned red, he could not accept that fact. And Kinan fainted.

A few moments later, it was seen Kinan had returned to sleep on his bed. The whole family was lined up completely beside Kinan. They don't want Kinan why. Plus, she has a baby.

Slowly but surely, Kinan opened his eyes. His gaze I remember the incident he just experienced. When she remembered, Kinan cried again.

Warmly, the mother hugged her daughter.

"Patience, Son. Patience, dear." said Mama with tears that also flowed. That's the only word he can say. Because Mama is sure, Kinan is currently in a very bad phase.

Seeing Kinan who was crying hysterically, making the mother could not bear to see him. He hugged his daughter-in-law. The embrace of the two wingless angels, it was hoped that it could slightly calm Kinan's heart.

"Where is Kinan now, Mom?? No more husbands would look after Kinan. What's the fate of our son without a father??" tanya Kinan started to fumble.

"Prophey, baby. There are still us who will always accompany Kinan."

"Mother sure, Indra there will also be happy to see your child who has been born safely" added Mother.

Kinan was constantly crying. He remembered all the promises and words of Indra. He really is not sad if he has to accept this bitter reality.

"Mom understands how Kinan feels now, even Mother who gave birth to Indra can not accept this reality. Especially Kinan who is a wife." said Mother while wiping Kinan's head.

"But now Kinan is not alone, there is a baby who also needs attention from his mother. She still desperately needs the warmth of her mother, needs your affection son." Mother gave advice.

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A few days later, Kinan and the baby were allowed to go home. Can not be denied, sadness is still lingering in Kinan's mind. But the parents and the in-laws always accompany Kinan so that he does not do anything like that.

Although Kinan's gaze was still empty and still shrouded in pain, but she did not abandon her duty as a Mother. She still takes care of her baby, suckles her and even invites the baby to talk even though sometimes there are tears flowing from her eyes.

The face of his son is very similar to Indra. He always misses his husband.

While in the room, he always remembers every intimacy that Indra lalukan to him. Even joking laughter, and petty quarrels were still lingering in his memory.

Kinan occasionally opens Indra's closet, kisses and even hugs her husband's clothes. The smell of her husband's perfume is still attached, making her miss Indra even more.

Not even infrequently while sleeping, Kinan carried the shirt in his arms. Hoping that while sleeping, he could dream of the presence of the husband.