Love of the Adjutant
The Hidden Feelings

Arriving at the hotel, Indra immediately gave the pads and drugs to Kinan.

"I don't know what brand Kinan uses, so I just want to choose" Indra said, handing over a pocket of crackles.

"It's okay, Mom. I also usually wear this brand." replied Kinan.

"Oh yes, this is also a painkiller during menstruation. I don't know the name of the medicine. But the pharmacist said this was the best."

"Thank you" said Kinan, smiling.

Kinan went back into the room. So too with Indra.

Inside the room looks Indra smiles at her own smile considering the time she had to go to the minimarket and buy pads. All the buyers looked at him, looking at him as if saying, Do you guys buy pads anyway??

But it's okay. There's also a point in me being here, Kinan. Hopefully he will get better soon.

And suddenly Indra's phone rang, there was a message coming in.

Kinan: Thank you, sir

Indra : It is the same. Sorry I was able to yell at Adek

Kinan : What's wrong. It's natural like that. Thanks again for the help.

Indra put his phone on the nightstand, and lay on the bed. He looked at the sky room while recalling the thing he had done to Kinan.

It seems I really can't stay away and pretentious to him. Seeing him in such pain alone had made me worry too much. I hope he is not aware of my feelings. Oh my God..., how is this?? What am I supposed to do??

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The day passed too. It was time for Kinan to go home.

"Nobody left behind??" ask Indra when putting Kinan goods into the trunk.

"There's nothing" replied Kinan.

As he was about to get into the car, Kinan's phone rang. But he refused to pick up the phone. Many times the phone rang, but Kinan just let it go. Indra curious.

Who called ya??

They also left the hotel.

"His stomach doesn't hurt anymore??" ask Indra worried.

"Alhamdulillah is no longer sick."

"Alhamdulillah if that's it." Indra smile.

In the middle of their chat, Kinan's phone again rang. Out of breath, he picked up the phone.

"Why else??"

"Why not lift it anyway??" upset Niko.

"Yes, you call me a meal schedule. Three times a day, even more."

"Why did I call??"

"Bosen tau."

"Boss what bosen. Kangen again if not on the phone."

"Ihh, amit amit." joked Kinan. "Oh yeah, I'm going to sleep."

"Kok sleeping anyway?? He said he'd like to come back today??"

"Yes. It's also back, again on the way."

"Where was he??"

"Sampe Semarang."

"Yes, Kirain is now. Just got out of the hotel??"

"He emm." replied Kinan briefly.

"Yes that's it. Later if it's late, say yes."

"Why else??"

"You're mengapelin' Grandma." joked Niko.

"Mahaha." Kinan laughing. "Ogah ahh, I don't want to have Grandpa stepbrother Brondong."

"Basic." from the end of the phone, Niko's voice also laughed. "Yes, you have rest. Heart in the way."

"Yes." Kinan replied with a smile.

Indra who had eavesdropped on their conversation could only smile bitterly. How not?? The girl he likes should talk to other guys. Jealous?? That's for sure. Indra can't cover that. But in front of Kinan he was trying to be ordinary.

"That's Niko's brother Dek??" tanya Indra opened the conversation.

"Yes. How do you call him brother anyway??"

"He's my senior, so I'm obliged to call him that if it's outside the office."

"How about in the office??"

"There's a call of his own. So if he's an intel staff officer, we call him Intel's Pasi."

"Hemm...., Kinan looks so familiar is he??"

"No. Ordinary aja. Even more often fight."

"Say people who like to fight are signs of affection."

"What time??" Kinan squinted his eyes. "Keep if Tom and Jerry like to fight, means same like dong??" joke Kinan.

"That's not the concept either." Indra smile.

"And I told you, I'm the same as he's been friends for a long time. That's why it looks so close."

"But he seems to like Kinan." Indra.

"Huhh?? Like?? No, that's not possible." Kinan replied with a smile.

"Why is it not possible??"

"Because he only thinks of me as his sister. Not more."

"So like he actually has the same feeling as Kinan, and that feeling is more than just a little sister how??" Indra was curious about Kinan's answer.

"Hmmm.., don't know. Never thought that far." replied Kinan casually.

"Will Kinan accept her??" Indra is digging.

"It can be, it can't be." replied Kinan hesitated.

"Why??"

"Because the future is a mystery. We cannot plan what will happen in the future. We're just ordinary people, we're just puppets. All that determines is God." Kinan explained.

"No matter how hard we refuse, but if God wills it will still happen. And vice versa." added Kinan. "God knows what is best for his people."

Hearing that Indra could only be silent.

Very wise woman. If he could be mine, I might be the happiest.

"Mas himself??" Kinan asked back.

"Why the same??"

"Mas itself there's a girl that I like??"

"Why does Adek ask like that?"

"It's okay, just want to know. Because Mas would have said that if you do not have a girl, at least there must be a girl that Mas like."

Indra momentarily fell silent.

"Hemm.., there is a. There's a girl I like."

"Ciee.... Who the hell??" Kinan. "Whose person??"

"There's a point." replied Indra casually.

"Ihh, stingy." Kinan's upset. "Keep continues??"

"What happened??"

"Well, how do you keep?? Did you express your feelings to that girl??"

"Not yet."

"Why??" ask Kinan curiously.

"Because I doubt."

"Why doubt??"

"Sorry because Mas same she's different status."

"I mean??" Kinan was curious.

"She's a woman from a distinguished family, while Mas isn't who."

"Who said who isn't it?? Mas is Army. Where the name of the Army must be seen." explains Kinan. "NKRI watchdog lohh."

"Yes, that's Adek's thinking."

"Did he not think like that??"

"It's not her thinking that I'm afraid of."

"Certainly??"

"But the thought of his parents."

"His parents are rich, right?? A businessperson?? Sampe Mas was so afraid to reveal his feelings."

"It's not rich. But look at the Deck."

"That's like a noble??"

"Yes, you can say that."

"Where does the problem go?? He's still the same shaped person right?? Same thing with eating rice, right??"