
Cyara was surprised when Vier suddenly opened his eyes and pulled his nape even as quickly as the man had kissed her back. Cyara is frozen, her mind telling her to reject the kiss, but not with her heart enjoying what Vier is doing right now.
Vier kissed Cyara softly, until he suddenly felt Cyara's hand pushing against his chest, apparently Cyara realized that what he was doing was wrong.
"Stop this Vier wrong" Cyara said with a breath of breath. His hand was still on the man's chest, holding him back.
"Wrong?" Vier frowned confusedly, not understanding the meaning of Cyara's words.
"Yes this is wrong, we're not even…"
"You're still my wife Cyara, yesterday, now or later, you'll still be my wife, just you," Vier cut off quickly as he clasped Cyara's hand.
Cyara was silent, but it was obvious that if her facial expression had now changed, but she said nothing, she just stared at Vier with an unreadable look.
"I'm not lying, we're still husband and wife, I didn't touch those letters at all, so Cyara allowed me to sleep next to you, hugging our son. Let me feel the role of a father. Back when you were pregnant with Rey and Rain I didn't feel it, and I wanted to feel what it was like?" Vier said with a clear look.
"I promise I won't do anything" said Vier who saw Cyara's doubtful gaze.
Cyara let out a long sigh, she then laid her body on the bed. Vier who saw that smiled happily, as Cyara finally agreed to her wish.
Cyara lay down to face Vier. The gazes of the two met, but not a word came out of the two, they were as if they were busy with their respective thoughts. Neither Cyara nor anyone closed their eyes, they were still wide open.
Until finally Cyara closed her eyes first, and did not take long, the woman was now closed her eyes.
Vier slowly walked down the wife's face, and then closed his eyes for a moment. As the seconds passed, Vier had already reopened his eyes. Staring at the calm face of Cyara who looked sound in her sleep.
Vier raised Cyara's head slightly and made his arm a cushion to his wife's. And Vier hugged Cyara tightly.
"I know I was wrong, and it's better that you hate me, Cyara, it makes me feel more at ease, than I keep hurting you but you just keep quiet, it just makes me more tormented.
Vier's tears flowed, loosening his arms, his hands trembling as he held his wife's belly. His wife is pregnant, yes Cyara is pregnant with her child, Vier believes Cyara is now pregnant with her child.
Vier's hand was raised, removing Cyara's haircut that covered his wife's pretty face.
"I don't know how to suffer it you used to, I myself can't even imagine it. So Cya, whatever your decision will be, I will support you, whatever is most important to me, you can live happily, Vier said in his heart.
"Thank you for taking care of your mom when you're not there next to your mom, thank you for being there among us, I promise you, you'll take care of me and protect me. Papi promises papi will make you happy," added Vier who then closed his eyes again and before long, the man immediately fell asleep.
He hopes that tonight will not pass quickly, because Vier does not know what will happen tomorrow and in the future.
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"No, no, Cyara don't leave me! I beg Cyara! No!" Vier jerks from his sleep, cold sweat drenching all over his face, the bed next to him, empty, Vier hastily comes down, he is afraid if what happened last night, when he hugs Cyara just a dream. He was looking for Cyara in the whole house, nothing, Vier was so panicked. It was still a dark day, but Cyara was no longer by her side. How could that not scare her?
"Where are you, baby? Cya you will not leave me again right," muttered Vier who had now dropped his tears.
It seems that Cyara's departure at that time became a nightmare for Vier so that he always felt scared every day, afraid that Cyara would leave and would not return to him.
"Why?" Cyara asked frowned confusedly, because suddenly Vier hugged tightly, very tightly even, even Cyara could feel the clothes she was wearing wet, Vier cried.
"Vier why? Nothing happened, right?" Ask Cyara worriedly.
The woman's hand tried to let go of Vier's embrace but couldn't, Vier was too strong to hold her.
"Vier!"
"Why go? Why leave me alone? Why didn't you tell me?" Instead of answering the barrage of questions came out of him.
"I just went to buy some food, I'm really hungry, and you're sleeping good, yes I've gone alone, I know you must be tired, and I didn't tell you because I didn't want to bother you," cyara.
"But it's still too early, look even if the sun hasn't appeared yet, but you're suddenly gone and freaking me out."
"Fear? Hey just relax here there are no ghosts, why should you be afraid," said Cyara.
Vier immediately released a hug and looked at Cyara in disbelief. But the one being stared at only turned his face away.
"I'm not scared because as you mean, I'm afraid if you leave me again. I'm afraid last night was just a dream. That's what I'm afraid of, Cyara" said Vier.
Cyara ventured to look into the man's eyes, looking for lies in his eyes? But nothing, Cyara didn't find it, so can Cyara be happy right now? Feeling happy because he was already like a much loved and expected person?
"I'm not going anywhere, this is my home anyway, why do I go from here, if I go I will definitely bring all my things," Cyara said then walked in and left Vier. And the man walked around Cyara wherever she went.
"Yes!"
"Sit down, accompany me to eat, I'm already very hungry" Cyara replied as she moved the food she bought into the plate.
Vier just according to, to be honest he was also very hungry, Vier pulled up a chair and sat right in front of Cyara.
And still, both are silent. Cyara tries to break the silence between the two of them.
"How good is it, right?" Ask for Vier's opinion.
"Enak, very good," replied Vier again his tears fell just like that, he still did not expect that he would be able to eat again with the wife he loved.
Cyara turned her face everywhere, as long as she did not look at Vier, because she would easily melt if she had seen the man's gaze.
"It's good if you like, so eat a lot" Cyara added food to the plate.
"After this, I'll get ready for work, "let's tell Cyara, and Vier just shut up.
"And one more thing, I'll come with you home" Cyara added
Vier stopped and looked at Cyara, making sure that what he had heard was not wrong.