
Vier quickly pushes Sheira, making Sheira's hand automatically detach from her body.
"What are you doing ha?" Shouted Vier.
"Vier! Why Vier? Why are you rejecting me? Is it because of Cyara?"
"Don't take my wife!"
"You need to know Vier, he's like his father, he used to take mom, and now he's taking you from me, too, no, this can't happen, you're Vier's, just mine, just mine, I won't let you be with him."
"You're crazy Sheira, you're really crazy, weren't you the one who left me at first, and now you're saying I'm yours?"
"I'm gone, it looks like you need some time alone to think about it" said Vier, who walked away leaving Sheira, who kept shouting her name.
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Cyara came in and sat on the bed, Cyara was silent staring at a drawer of the nightstand. With doubt Cyara opened the drawer. Drawers that hold a lot of memories that can either be called painful or happy.
Taking a photo album, when she was a child, inexplicably, Cyara felt regretful, regretful because she asked her mother and said she wanted to live with her. Making her father decide for Cyara to really live with her mother. But after living with her, Cyara did not get the woman's affection at all, all the affection, her mother gave to Sheira the younger sister. Cyara looks at a picture of her mother that she sometimes takes secretly.
Where in the photo, her mother is smiling with Sheira sleeping on her lap. But Cyara never felt that. Cyara remembers being sick and having to be hospitalized. Absolutely no one accompanied him, if only he lived with his father, surely his father would take care of him wholeheartedly.
When she came home from the hospital, Cyara ran and hugged her mother but her mother refused.
"Mother" Cyara looked at the mother with teary eyes.
"Why Ma'am? I'm also Mom's son, why do you only love Sheira? I want to be loved by you too, can't I?" Little Cyara's cry now sounded.
Cyara wiped away her tears as the shadows of her past spun like a movie being shown.
Cyara's finger paused on a photo, which was taken for the last time, while her father was hospitalized, and the day coincided with Sheira's wedding.
At that time when her father was critical, Cyara came to her mother, hoping her mother would come for a while to see her father, but her mother refused. In the last seconds of her father's death, only Cyara was there. Cyara is so devastated, because it is not enough to lose her father, she also has to lose her brother. Even the company that was supposed to belong to Cyara, was taken over by Sheira's father. Yes Cyara and Sheira have different fathers. Sheira's father is Cyara's mother's real lover. After Cyara's father and her mother separated, Cyara's mother remarried to her lover until she finally had Sheira.
Since then, Cyara was no longer welcome in her own home. Until Cyara, who had nothing, was forced to work in a nightclub and until the fateful night, Cyara was trapped, he who never drank, was forced to drink, and, until he lost consciousness. She had no idea what happened next, but when she woke up, right next to her a man slept behind her. Cyara was shocked when she revealed her blanket. He hurriedly picked up his scattered clothes and immediately left the place, albeit with his limping steps.
Cyara's hand reopened sheet after sheet of the photo album, until she saw a picture of her smiling self with a man. The man is none other than Rayyan's first love. A man who was so kind to her, and loved her so much that day, Cyara was completely devastated, when it turned out that she was pregnant, and Rayyan decided to leave her.
Cyara's chest felt tight as she remembered it all, painful memories now re-emerged in her mind. Cyara closed the album, it felt like she could not remember it anymore, taken a photo of herself with her two children.
He gently wiped the photo and kissed it long ago.
"But what you need to know dear, Mami does not regret your presence, Mami used to regret it, even Mami would have given up, but you who strengthen Mami, make Mami survive until now, if there is no you, Mami does not know if Mami can still breathe, whether Mami can live Mami's life alone, thank you, dear, because you are present in the midst of Mami's loneliness, thank you for being present to strengthen Mami when Mami is really down at that time, Mami loves you very much, and Mami will do anything for your happiness, although Mami may have to sacrifice Mami's happiness, because Mami's happiness is nothing compared to Mami who lives without your smile." Cyara wiped away her tears that kept flowing, as if Cyara's tears were endless, in her arms tightly around the photo, and Cyara slowly laid down her tired body.
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Vier entered his house that looked so quiet, even all the lights had been turned off. Vier walked up the stairs, intending to see his children. But once in the children's room, Vier found none of their whereabouts at all. Vier closed the door and now that his steps were directly fixed on his room, Vier opened the door and was so open, only the dark word that Vier first found. Slowly Vier walked over and turned on the switch, inexplicably Vier was relieved, relieved that he saw Cyara lying on the bed in a deep sleep. Vier approached and sat down on the side of the empty bed. She observed Cyara's face looking deep in her sleep. Vier reached out to touch Cyara's face, but quickly, Vier pulled back his hand when he saw Cyara who was now writhing, and before long, Vier could see, Cyara had now opened both her eyes wide making the two see each other.
"Sorry to wake you up" said Vier, who now seemed misbehaved.
"Oh yes, it was dark, so I turned on the light," Vier pointed up where there were a lot of lights.
"Better you just continue your sleep, I will not disturb you again, yes already I want to take a shower first," he added then immediately got up from his seat.
But not yet stepped, Cyara had already pulled Vier's hand until the man now fell on Cyara's body.