
When Anang woke up from his sleep for the umpteenth time, Santi still did not show himself in the apartment room.
Anang who had been upset since noon, because Santi constantly left him, now became increasingly upset, mixed with anxious feelings.
Anang looked at his phone screen.
The clock on his phone showed at eight in the evening, passing by a few minutes.
Anang, who had lost his patience to wait for Santi to return, tried to contact Santi through the wh*tsapp application.
But Santi doesn't seem to be activating his phone.
The phone call could not be, Anang's message also no one sent to Santi's contact.
While thinking, Anang walked back and forth in the room.
If Anang contacts Santi's father, there could be a misunderstanding.
Mana knows Santi is busy taking care of something, which is related to Anang or Santi's father.
In that case, inevitably, Anang could only wait until Santi returned.
But this has been too long.
Since noon or maybe it is still morning, the time Santi put food and medicine Anang in the chair, until tonight, has been many hours that passed.
Anang stood by the window looking out.
Across the street, people camped on the sidewalk, seen already lighting the fire in a garbage can, which is like a piece of used drum.
If you just look at it, Anang may suspect that they are homeless.
Anang was not too keen to linger looking at them.
Focus on looking at the streets, looking for signs of Santi getting off the taxi, or walking back to the apartment.
But, until Anang's leg aches stand near the window, there is still no sign of Santi out there.
Anang looked at the screen of his phone again, while sitting on the sofa.
The message he sent earlier, was still marked with a tick.
Irritating!
Here the field of superior plants, although a little, there is still a suspicion that Santi was not with Anang for a long time like that.
Especially since they arrived in the country, already a few days passed, Anang never touched Santi.
What is Santi doing outside?
Affairs... What business?
Why didn't Santi tell you clearly, what business?
Why doesn't Santi turn on his phone?
What don't-don't...?
Aarrrghhhh...!
Waiting is annoying!
Long enough Anang sat waiting for the sofa, before the door of the apartment then opened, Anang saw Santi who passed the door, then closed it again.
Anang did not want to say hello to Santi, and pretended to be busy with his phone, even though there was nothing he saw there, just swiping the screen carelessly.
Anyway Anang is now angry with Santi.
Anang even pretended as if he had not seen Santi coming, and only stole a look with the tip of his eye, as Santi opened his jacket and put his things on the table.
"You're better?" asked Santi who was still busy tidying up the things he was wearing earlier.
Anang kept silent, and did not want to answer Santi's question.
Santi then looks to be plugging his phone into the charger.
Means Santi's phone was probably out of power, so Anang could not be contacted.
But, Anang still pretends not to care about Santi.
Anang still could not accept that Santi came out without telling clearly what he was doing outside alone.
"Why?" santi asked as she walked closer, approaching Anang.
Anang still insisted on not caring about Santi.
Anang only silent a thousand languages.
Until the moment Santi tried to sit on Anang's lap, Anang acted as if he did not want Santi to sit on his lap, and shifted his legs so that Santi could not sit there.
Although in the chest Anang feels tight, because he wants to hug Santi, but once Santi must know, if Anang can also be angry with him.
"Hm... So I can't get close to you?" santi asked who had not sat down, and finally just stood in front of Anang.
Anang kept his mouth shut tight.
"Yes already...! Then, I went to buy food for me first." said Santi as he walked away.
Santi doesn't care, will he leave again?
Isn't Santi from the outside?
Why didn't he buy food?
What makes it too busy, to forget to buy food, then only now want to go out again for food?
Oh, can't!
Anang could not take it anymore.
Hurriedly Anang held onto Santi's arm, who was preparing to wear his jacket again.
"Where have you been?" asked Anang in a high tone.
It seems that Anang's vocal cords have completely recovered.
Santi looked at Anang fixedly, with his eyebrows furrowing and put on the face of Sangar.
"There's something I need to take care of!" sahut Santi with a voice no less high, then continued to wear his jacket.
"Santi!" said Anang, while holding Santi's arm to stop wearing his jacket.
"What's wrong with you?" santi asked not to lose, and insisted on wearing her jacket, although Anang also tried to stop her.
"What was it that you were out there for so long?" Then back asked.
Santi this time seemed very upset with Anang's behavior.
"I enjoyed s*x, outside! Satisfied?!" santi exclaimed, with hunting breath, probably because she was trying hard to resist her frustration with Anang.
Anang's eyes were wide.
"Santi!" snapped Anang.
Either Santi was telling the truth, or just talking to vent his frustration.
But still, the words of Santi quite disturbing Anang's mind, and made Anang even more angry.
"What?" sahut Santi.
"Take me off!" exclaims Santi again, while jerking his hand held by Anang.
"Don't try to piss me off at you!" said Anang firmly, and increasingly tighten his grip, so that Santi can not escape.
"Ah, bodo very!" said Santi who is still trying to release his hand from the handle of Anang.
"Santi!" snapped Anang again, then gritted his teeth.
"What's? What do you want? Who are you? Are we husband and wife? Haven't you? Like me! You take care of yourself!" santi said with a high voice.
Anang was really upset by Santi's talk this time.
It was not like Anang until they had to delay getting married.
Anang also had to come to the country.
"Santi!" anang snapped with a trembling voice.
Anang could barely control his anger anymore.
Unknowingly, it seems that Anang squeezed Santi's arm quite firmly, until Santi almost cried, while holding Anang's hand which squeezed one of his arms.
After seeing the eyes of Santi who had glazed over, even had shed tears, even though Santi did not let out his crying voice, then Anang realized that he had hurt Santi.
Anang loosened his grip, then hugged Santi tightly, although Santi thrashed, and tried to release Anang's embrace.
"I'm sorry...!" said Anang slowly, then kissed Santi's head.
Santi finally did not fight anymore in Anang's arms, and only cried as much as he could.