LOVE SONG SINGLES
The Part 54
It seems Anang will indeed regret the futile work he did for Santi.
When Anang was singing on stage, the wedding venue took place, which invited Anang.
Anang looked at Santi who looked happy, casually held by his hand, by a white male race.
Santi's movements really damaged Anang's concentration.
Although Anang closed his eyes, and tried to focus on the lyrics and tone of the song, Santi's shadow with the man, still swirled in his mind.
Several times Anang lost the lyrics, or missed the tone while singing, and finally caught the attention of the people there.
Except for Santi, who was still chuckling with the man who was with her, and seemed to ignore Anang.
Someone patted Anang on the back, who was on stage.
"Are you okay?" ask one of the relatives of the person who invited Anang.
"I'm sorry! Can I excuse myself to go to the toilet for a minute?" anang.
That person seemed to understand that Anang was not doing well.
"Please!" said the man.
In a hurry Anang walked the existing toilet in the building where the event was held.
He washed his hands and face in the sink.
Anang saw his face mirrored, which looked pale, with his eyes twitching.
Anang's head felt dizzy and sick.
Santi completely damaged Anang's brain.
Just imagining that Santi was hugged by the man, upsetting Anang half to death.
Anang almost punched the mirror, which was attached to the wall in front of him.
Anang washed his face with cold water.
If he cannot control his emotions, then most likely Anang will damage his own image.
Anang let out a long sigh, and exhaled it repeatedly, until Anang felt confident that he could continue singing.
But the belief was as if there were none, jealousy was stronger to control Anang's mind.
Chaos may happen this time.
"What's wrong with you? Are you sick?" ask someone who suddenly stands behind Anang.
Anang looked at the man from the mirror reflection in front of him.
An elderly man, well dressed in a suit and complete with a tie around his neck, was standing behind Anang, looking at Anang.
Anang then turned around.
"My head hurts" said Anang.
"Will I take medicine?" ask the man.
"No need, sir. Maybe I'm just tired" Anang said and washed his face once more.
There are still a few more songs to sing.
What should you do now to feel a little calm?
"If you want to rest first, it's okay. Later I tell my son, if you are not well again," said the man, who appeared to be the parent of the bride who invited Anang.
"Thank you, Sir! I'm out first. Excuse me!" said Anang, then came back in a hurry to get out of there, and returned to the stage.
When Anang looked towards Santi standing up earlier, the woman was no longer there, as well as the male Caucasian who was with him, also disappeared.
Anang could not think or guess anything else anymore.
Anang felt sure, that Santi had now gone to have fun with the Caucasian man.
Anang felt like he was going to faint there, with crazy shadows on his mind right now, which made his head feel like it was going to break so dizzy and sick.
Anang tried his best to continue singing, in front of the people waiting for him.
Anang continued to sing, but his voice seemed to have lost its life.
Anang's voice became flat, and made the song he sang so meaningless as usual.
It seems clear that Anang only wants to quickly finish his work at that time.
Because when Anang finished singing, there was no comment from the people there.
No one even approached him, even if it was just greeting Anang, like in places where Anang had been.
One of the relatives who had talked to him on stage, gave an envelope in return to Anang.
And it's the same.
That person seemed to be dissatisfied with what Anang was working on that day.
"I'm sorry! I was not well" said Anang, had refused the person's gift.
"It's okay. Just take!" said the man kept giving the envelope to Anang, then walked away.
"Thank you!" exclaiming Anang hunted the movement of the man who had turned his back to Anang, and just gave a thumbs up in the air to Anang
Anang did not want to linger there anymore.
Hastily walked out of the building, leaving behind the people, who were staring at him with displeased gazes.
His phone is suspected in case the payment uses a digital wallet, Anang also already knows the boarding address.
Anang just doesn't know how to book a taxi online, but it's not a meaningful problem for Anang.
After Anang was outside the building, Anang then looked around looking for a taxi base, or taxi that if he could ride to return to the boarding house.
Anang finally found a taxi that stopped there, then asked him to drive Anang.
Along the way, the chaos in Anang's mind became so, because Anang was used to having Santi, who was sitting next to him.
To the extent that there was one important thing, that Anang forgot about.
Lock the boarding room with the spare key Santi held.
Upon arrival at the costan, Anang finally confused himself because he could not enter the room.
Anang put his guitar standing on the wall, Anang then sat on the floor in front of the room, then leaned his back on the door.
Anang's heartache this time, hurt more than Gita rejected at that time.
Santi has become the world of Anang, but Santi does not think Anang is his world.
Anang loves people who don't know about love, like Anang is trying to hold the wind.
His blow was felt in Anang's hands, but he could never hold it.
Anang lowered his head, then held his head with both hands, with the elbow leaning on his slightly bent knee.
For some time, Anang was still silent like that.
His appearance was damaged at the ceremony earlier, because of his jealousy, enough to help make Anang more crowded.
Anang let out a heavy sigh, and exhaled slowly.
There's nothing Anang can do.
It wasn't Santi's fault.
Santi is already so, Anang only tried to play with fire.
If Anang burns, it's his own fault.
Anang picked up his guitar, and hugged it on his cross-legged legs.
Anang plays his guitar strings, and spontaneously finds a rhythm that matches his present feelings.
Bodo.
If anyone hears Anang's song and intends to jump from the building, or slice his hand until it runs out of blood, Anang does not care.
That means those people are just as stupid as Anang.
At that time Anang also created a song, which felt was the greatest song he had ever heard.
Anang then recorded his new song, with a recorder on his phone.