Love Two Boundaries
Chapter#5

Adam PoV's

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Tonight, my heart was blossoming, at least I slowly revealed my race to her.

Although the expression is implied, I hope that one day it will become express, at least a little as much as reducing a little burden on my heart because it bears the feeling.

Ice really gave me a million colors in my life. The first time I saw the presence of Ais in this house, I got my life spirit again.

Ice, the girl from across the country who has filled my heart.

Unconsciously, the seed of my love for that innocent girl was growing more and more, growing bigger.

Like tonight, my heart was beating so badly that he let go of his shoulder as my pedestal.

Actually I hesitated to touch her, because I was afraid, I couldn't control my race against her.

But seeing his determination to help me, finally with my heart half loose I use his shoulder as a pedestal to move to a wheelchair.

Ice is also a girl who is good at everything, from looking after Dira to cooking she is indeed the king, all her cooking I like. Like tonight's cooking, the food is amazing.

To speak from my lips to make her my wife, although it sounds joking, but I am serious about what I say.

Although now I'm paralyzed, but one day I'm sure I'll be cured.

I'll try my hardest for Ais.

I never once thought Ais was the maid in this house. For me, Ice is too perfect for that.

My thoughts tonight are getting less and less, "missing", that's the one word I feel.

I miss seeing his face.

To treat the longing to be able to see his face I turned on the laptop connected to the CCTV in this house.

Because usually, if the night is like today, Ais rests on the second floor balcony of this house.

My guess is right, once I see the CCTV on the balcony, Ais is seen playing hp in the relaxed seat that is there.

I watched carefully, beautiful.., this girl is very beautiful, although her skin is not too white, but in accordance with the combination that exists on her.

I smiled to myself looking at the laptop screen, before long I saw Ais rise from his seat, I thought he would enter the room, then sleep. Turns out my guess was wrong, Ais was seen walking towards the room of papa Adira.

As my smile faded, my forehead wrinkled, guessing what exactly Ais would do as she peeked into Hafiz's room, through the glass door.

I was getting curious, the next second I saw Hafiz coming from behind and smothering Ais's mouth, then dragging Ais towards her room.

Astagfirullah.., my heart was beating unruffled, my net was rounded signifying shock.

If my physique was not like this, I would definitely run to the room on the second floor.

It seemed like the rebellious Ais wanted to break away, yet it seemed like Hafiz's power was much stronger.

I could have screamed to wake my mom up, but after I thought it over, I couldn't have done it, 'cause Hafiz was my brother after all, seeing it all, anyway, I was afraid I would trouble my mother.

I hit my leg, so that there is a miracle to move as usual, but free.

I'm frustrated, I can't save the woman I love.

My tears were unbearable, angry, hateful, worried all fused in my body.

Almost twenty minutes I waited, my eyes narrowed to see Hafiz holding Ais in a drooping position like lifeless, in a hurry he walked towards the room of Ais. Only about three minutes later, Hafiz was again seen coming out of Ais's room.

Then he sat himself on the bench where Ais was sitting earlier, while playing Ais's phone.

Hate, hate so much, that's how I feel about Hafiz. My hand was clasping firmly, wanting to knock a fist right in his face, but again I couldn't. I'm just a disabled man, let alone protecting Ais, taking care of myself I can't afford.

The only way for me to vent my frustration is to shout as loud as possible, while biting the blanket, so that no one knows.

I don't know why, I don't think I can meet Ais anymore, not out of hate, but I don't know...

Last night I couldn't sleep, my heart ached, my head was heavy on what I was watching. Ais ..., I don't know what his fate is now.

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In the morning I did not leave the room. I don't think I want to meet them. Before long there was a knock on the door, I thought it was Ais coming, because usually this morning Ais always knocks on my door to make sure I have it, and prepare my hot water and toiletries.

Apparently, my guess was wrong.

The one who came was not Ais, but mama and Adira. After the door opened, the two smiled at me.

But I didn't return their smiles, I threw my face away, pretending to be busy with my laptop.

"Where's Ice? is his condition not good due to last night's events?" A thousand ugly thoughts appeared in my brain.

"Adam!" mama's voice broke my daydream. I tried my hardest to turn my gaze towards Mama and Dira.

"Why you, baby?

Why are your eyes swollen?

You sick?" Questions were full of worries, but still with my mother's soft voice.

Mama must know my condition this morning is not good. Maybe he even thought my old disease relapsed after the accident first. But not because of that, since Ais was present in my life, I never again rampaged like before. My pain today is more about thinking about Ais and Hafiz.

"Must I tell you all the events I witnessed last night? But I don't think I can tell you that, especially given your health".

My mother came closer to me, and sat beside me.

"Why you, baby?" He asked me again in a soft tone.

I looked at my mother's old face, took a deep breath, and said one sentence from my lips "Ma, Hafiz wants to go to Singapore"

"Alhamdulillah"

that was my reply, he thought I was Singapore for following his advice and Hafiz, but no....

I want to go there, because I'm not ready to face Ais and Hafiz.

"So when do you want to go there?

Today!

Today then?

The faster, the better

Well if that's your wish.

Mama's gonna call the hospital there" she looks excited and happy, hearing my wish.

If I told you all about last night, I'd have this woman's smile no longer.

I smiled, but not a happy smile, but a bitter smile, only I knew.

Suddenly mother asked me, "Ais has come here" mother's face looks confused, because she has been very memorized, every morning Ais must have been in this room.

Hearing that question, my heart stopped beating, I knew something was wrong with Ais. But as much as I can cover up the incident.

I simply replied with a head-band, with eyes pretending to observe the laptop screen.

"Where is Ais yes, not his mediocrity like this, mama see in the kitchen is also not there, is he not awake yet huh ?" Mama looks guessing.

"Jom Dira let's see Aunty Ais above!

Mom go upstairs first!" Mama again stroked the shoots into my palm and continued to pass with Dira towards the room of Ais.

My heart was more careless, afraid that my mother witnessed the condition of the ice which somehow seems I do not know either.

I can only pray, I hope all is well.