Love Two Boundaries
Chapter#6

"Oh Allah, unfortunately my destiny, I who have always wanted to fight to help the family, even a tragic wind like this.

I can no longer, God. I don't know who the man who desecrated me, nor can I complain to the mistress of Jijah, the one I know, the man is in this house. It is not Adam. Except.., unless.... Mr. Hafiz, yes Mr. Hafiz".

I was crying so much. I slowly lay down this dirty body. My brain is dead, there are no clear minds, everyone whispers the word "dead, dead, and dead".

Maybe it's just dying, the only way I can be free of all this. Never mind dealing with another human being, with myself I feel disgusted, there seems to be no more tomorrow I can live with.

My chest is getting crowded, really, really tight.

"Haggggs...........!!!

The.....!!!

I was screaming. My voice is getting hoarse, I don't care.

I stared all over my body, the more disgust I found.

I rubbed this whole body rough, as if to remove the stain, but it was useless.

"Gargggg.......!!" My screams became more and more while throwing pillows in every direction.

The more I don't care about anyone who'll hear my screams.

My hair, the thing I feared, happened to this body.

"What is my fault, God?

Do I not deserve to be happy?

even a little bit, God, maybe it's time for me to end this".

My eyes are getting foggy, my eyes are getting blurry, I slowly stand up my body.

I stared at the whole room, like the face of a madman.

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At the airport waiting room, Adam who was sitting in a wheelchair, sitting next to Jijah, Adira and a man of Adam's age there. The man was assigned to accompany Adam during treatment in Singapore.

There were also two large suitcases beside him.

In a state of equally wounded heart, Adam was now ready to fly the lion, bringing a million disappointed.

With a blank look he looked at the human who was going back and forth in the airport waiting room.

"Don't worry, everything will be ok baby!" the voice of the Wijah master at the side resuscitated him.

Adam with a feeble gaze turned towards the head of Jijah.

"Please hold Ais for Adam ma"

The voice of Adam.

"Don't worry Dam, mama already thinks Ais is like a kite exit" Mama Jijah convinced Adam while stroking Adam's hand.

"Ma, uh,

Emm...

Forgive Adam, jike this same Adam troubles mom a lot.

Don't say that, son, now Adam is focused on Adam's recovery. Mama pray Adam recovers like sedie kale"

Thank you ma" Adam smiled slightly towards the mistress of Jijah.

"Dira, here baby! hug uncle!" Adam showed me his two hands.

Dira walked closer to Adam.

"Hup...., big and big nephew ni uncle, cantek, smart.." while sitting Dira in his lap.

" Sir, Dira when he grew up, wanted a same canteknye like Aunty Ais" Dira seemed eager to express his desire to Adam.

"Aunty Ais cantek ye?

Caaaaannnntkek, very" humorous voice full of emphasis.

The instant Adam's face changed, the mistress of Jijah who saw the change immediately switched the conversation.

"Hesss.., cape says like that sir"

Dira turned sullen, not liking opah to stop her speech.

Shortly thereafter, a voice called for the passengers to get ready to enter the departure gate.

"Ma, Adam leave first ye, pray for Adam!" while kissing the hands and face of the mistress of Jijah.

There were tears in Adam's eyes.

Puan Jijah hugged tightly while kissing her favorite boy, "mama always pray Adam, Adam jage self e.

Their hugs grew more and more stretched, and finally came off, only tears left on the cheeks to two.

Adam kissed, the little girl beside him, while Faruq, the man who accompanied Adam also shook hands with the mistress of Jijah.

The goodbye sign, now Adam and Faruq have entered the departure gate, while Jijah's mother is still pecking at the same place while waving her hands staring at Adam's departure.

The farther away, the distance between the two, and the longer-darkness they finally separated.

"Jom kite balek!" take Jijah's mistress to the little girl beside her.

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In a different place, Hafiz drove his vehicle not to go to work but return home.

Everything he did was messy, unable to focus. His mind was always on the maid he smeared last night. Especially when he left for work, he did not see the face of Ais.

Just a minute driving a car, now Hafiz has reached the yard of the house. In a hurry he entered the house.

Huarghh........!

There was the cry of ice in the upper room.

Without any cue Hafiz stepped out wide, running towards the upper room.

As soon as he opened the door, "Astagfirullah!"

Hafiz's eyes were round seeing Ais holding a knife and ready to slice her wrist.

As fast as lightning, Hafiz hugged Ais from behind, and put away the knife in his hand.

Ice like an unconscious person, disheveled hair, whole body shaking, puffy eyes with a black line under the eyelids. I don't know how many tears he shed.

Hafiz turned Ais's body towards the chest of her field, immersing her in a calming embrace while rubbing the shoots against the innocent girl's nutmeg.

The ice is no longer able to respond. His brain is too heavy.

"I'll take responsibility!" the words that made the consciousness slowly come to a realization, Ais's body reflexes began to stretch from Hafiz's embrace. Unbelieving what he just heard.

Hafiz raised his chin, creating two pairs of eyes that looked at each other.

Hafiz saw the incessant melt of tears from those round eyes. Slowly he wiped it with his thumb, while holding both sides of Ais' cheeks.

"I'll take responsibility for what I did last night!". Hafiz repeated his sentence to convince Ais.

Ais begins to think, that the true evil man who has ruined his life in one night is "Hafiz".

Within seconds, Ais' consciousness had reassembled, with all her might she brushed aside Hafiz's hand holding her cheek.

Hate, anger and disgust re-emerged in his heart seeing the male figure of jaha*am now standing right in front of him.

But, as fast as lightning, Hafiz hugged Ais back tightly.

"Shuttttt. I will not let your life suffer.

I'll take responsibility for what I did by marrying you". Hafiz convinced Ais who still looked rebellious in his arms.

Slowly, Ais began to calm down, I don't know what hypnotized him.Padahat a few seconds ago his heart was like burning.

Maybe Hafiz's embrace gives her peace, maybe Hafiz's cold man's words that he never spoke to.